Genetic-Transformation

Random Post.....

2009-05-10T19:12:00.002+08:00

Tegomass

Kiss kaerimichi no LOVE song

Tegomass

Ai Ai Gasa

Exhausted .... T.T

2009-04-29T21:44:00.005+08:00

Well... i apologzies for not posting anything for the past whole month due to my laziness and also due to somethings that cropped up during my holidays .. Been thinking for the whole month .... getting flashbacks of me since childhood till now .... An adult .... many happy moments ... and as well as sad moments .... sometimes i wonder .. in my whole life ... wad accomplishments have i acheived ??? wad i have done that make my parents proud of ?? wad lies ahead of me ??? etc..etc....

So many things came into my mind, Family,Friends,Relationships,Studies,Money.All these factor will gradually plays a part in my life eventually, is jus a matter of time ... Where will i jus eventually breakdown and get confused? Whats Differs from Reality and Illusion ??? Am i still at the same spot where my memory ceased to function well when my physcial self is still moving on .... am i jus a body wif a soul BUT without a heart ? or like a moving zombie where my heart is jus dead ?

Many many possible outcome .... sometimes i wonder myself ... was i too naive to think like tat ? where some ppl treat me like a fool .... jus treat me like a toy ... being able to cast aside after they got sick of ?? was there any true feelings developed during the ordeal ?? or jus a hypocrite ?? jus finding some excuses to "entertain'' me ...... make me feel happy ..... but was planning on hw to hurt me right from the every start ... i dunno ... i really dunno .....

Wad is Real ?? Wad is Illusion ?? Does everything happen becoz of Cause And Effect ?? Does people really have karma ??

WONDER GIRLS!!!!!!

2009-03-11T15:46:00.003+08:00

Wonder Girls

"Nobody"

Original Version

English Version

With Lyrics & Translations

Hope u all enjoy like i did ^^

Random Blogging ..... o.O

2009-03-07T18:24:00.003+08:00

纪佳松 & 潘玮柏

同一个遗憾

剩下我们

坐在岸边

看着她越走越远

白色星星

迎着海面

沙滩好远

而她的心

去了哪里

我们都无能为力

是谁的手

能牵她

回来

Does she know

Dont think so

爱上了同一个遗憾

恍然明白

那时候

为何要

对彼此为难

Tell me she knows

cause i couldt think so

我们都不属于她的爱

不能重来的伤害

我们都学会了释怀

Just Watch Finished Miss No Good (不良笑花), a very nice show indeed , it talks a ger who went transformation to become a better person and to married into a wealthy family. But during the ordeal , things changes and changes her thinking and also gradually falls in love with ur stylist. A show worth watching over and over again ...... :)

Back from KL!!!!! WooooWEeeee!!!!!

2009-03-07T17:24:00.002+08:00

Hello everyone !!! I'm Back !!! well ... been to KL for 4 days 3 nights with my "BRO" and "Sister" haha ... hav so much fun there ... been to PAVILLION, CHINATOWN and KLCC. And of coz, the gers had a very great time there tooo ya !! *wink *wink haha ... guess this trip was fruitful to me and to them too ... although i didn't buy much stuffs like SOMEONE ELSE ..... i really had a great time there ... so much fun and laughter and also this trip we seems to know each other more better .... i really appreciate that . Well ... we have taken quite a few photos but its not with me .... and i also lazy to post it up =x haha ... this kl trip really shows how united we are and how crazy we really can get ... =x haha .. for those who last min put planes ..... U KNOW WHO U ARE .... its okay ... U are FORGIVEN ...... let bygones by bygones .... i also dun wan to pursue the matter .... :) jus dissappointed ... :(

So Tired Of Everything ....... =x

2009-02-11T22:21:00.002+08:00

well ... been awhile since i blogged ... so many things happen these past few weeks .... sort of see wads is truly going on ard me .... some bad .... some gd ... some which was unexpected ...... =x
well ... just to summarise the whole thing ... really tired of everything .... felt so scared ... so pressurized ... so tired .... like my motivation, my goal, my ambitions ..... all jus gone suddenly .... without a trace .... hw i wish i could turn back time ... where the motivation , ambitions and my strength to carry on still exist .... where i still thought i have the strength to carry on .... to push myself to higher lvl ... to have some accomplishments. But whats done is done ... nth can revert it back ... nth for me to do amendments. Sometimes i wonder to myself , i think among my frens, i am the most useless one .... only speak words but no actions , and even being 'blacklisted" by them ... haix ... dunno wad have i become ... till now .. so many thing running through my head ... exams coming ... didn't did well for my tests .... nt up to my expectations .... frens birthdays ... blah blah blah .... jus hope all goes well for them ...... as for me ..... jus hope i can overcome this "obstacle".

Happy Lunar New Year !!!!!!

2009-01-24T19:33:00.002+08:00

First of all ..... HAPPY LUnAR NEW YEAR to all !!!!! haha ... cny is coming in abt 2 days time .... i guess every household is doing their "spring cleaning" and also buying those cny goodies to welcome the festival. =) well .... been busy this week ... been studying back in sch to study .... as well as helping my parents to do some house work .... and decorations in the house. Other that tat ... i have also brought new clothes for cny and thanks to my brothers for helping me ... and accompany me to buy my clothes ... hope u all did urs too ... :) well .. this year has been quite ok for me i guess ... all going smoothly for me ... jus that i need to save man ... no money liao ... have to start saving ... and i mean intensive saving ... :) so if u guys 1 day find out that i have been MIA ..... u all should have know y .. :)

Hmm ... have heard that some of my frens are having relationship probs .... hope all goes well for them. I personally feel that the most important thing in relationship for both parties is to have TRUST in each other, don let other ppl corrupt ur thinking and start to have negative thoughts of ur partner.Ignore other ppl comments and trust urself and ur partner ... coz only u urself know best. =)

第二顺位

2008-12-30T19:07:00.003+08:00

我一直在第二顺位爱着你

一直从雨天

一直到阴天

一直到今天你早已过去

我一直在第二顺位等着你

一直从昨天

一直到今天

一直到永远我相信是我最爱你

聆听你说抱歉多过你说我爱你

你困在雨里

我困在雨里

我的伞湿淋淋

没关系是我最常说的一句

就让我等

就算我冷

至少我陪着你

Hmm.....

2008-12-30T19:02:00.002+08:00

Hmmm.... some minor changes to my blog again .. !! XD this time i have added a link list .... haha ... due to someone reminder ... i have actually done it !! haha ... although is not so nice and pretty like someone else .. but i feel tat is jus have to be plain and simple ya ?? haha ... anyway .. A LATE MERRY CHRISTMAS AND A HAPPY NEW YEAR !!!!! HORRAY !!!!

New Look !!!!

2008-12-23T04:50:00.001+08:00

Hahaha .... finally ... i have re-do my blog and have a brand new look .... haha .... hope u readers out like have a "new" feel abt my blog ya ???? haha ... XD

Songs ....

2008-12-21T16:23:00.002+08:00

Fall out boys

West Coast Smoker

Wishes bounce me weightless

The infrared scope of pointlessness

The bulls are sedated and this fights fixed

Don't feel bad for the suicidal cats

Gotta kill themselves nine times before they get it right

The P.A. system keeps my hard heart beating tonight

(Oh hell yes)

I'm a nervous wreck

(Oh hell yes)

The drugs just make me reset

Knock once for the Father

Twice for the Son

Three times for the Holy Ghost

Come on in, the water's warm

Come on like I sugared you, but with a kick in the head

Like putting wings on lead

Your eyes are black in my starlight

I'm the last of my kind

(And as always I'm not addicted to you)

Fall upon this token as religion of my head

And we'll never get through customs

Let's just take off again instead

Got my degree in the gutter

My heart broken in the dorms of the Ivy League

Life ?

2008-12-21T16:04:00.002+08:00

Hmm..... christmas is round the corner where christmas decorations are seen in town areas like orchard... everyone is looking forward to christmas .... where ppl exchange presents to each other and children are looking forward to see santa claus ... haha wad a happy festival occasion to be looking forward tooo hur ? BUT .. to me ... i find this yr christmas is somehow different and boring to me ..... does'nt have the happy mood to go and celebrate ... not even to say the atmosphere ... is somehow and someway feel so different to me this yr ... like i have lost something precious to me in my life ... this is the 1st time i feel like this ... felt i am been wandering aim-lessy in my life ... have no more goal ... no more ambitions .... no hope ... nth at all ... all i have left is jus an empty heart , an empty brain and an empty soul. nth can pushes me to strive better in life or acheive something in life .... no more ... those motivation force have gone ..... way long b4 i even realised it ..... Everyday i woke up , asking myself the same question over and over again .... "wad if i can jus turn back time ? wad is my purpose in life ? wad is my goal ? wad is my aim ?" all these question keep repeating itself in my mind everyday i woke up ..... haix ... sometimes is may even seems somethings are haunting me .... restraining me from doing something ... jus keeping me tied .... hmm ... guess all this happen ever since that day onwards .... guess it has inflict more dmg to me den i have supposed .....

haix .... wad has happen to me ??? guess i have gone back to my old self .... BUT this time ... the situation have worsen ....... =x

Thnks Fr Th Mmrs...XD

2008-12-17T18:21:00.002+08:00

Hmm ... Been closed to 2 mths since i last blogged ... XD sry everyone ... was busy wif studies and sch ... hehe XD. Well ... life have been the same to me ... still as usual ... still as BORING ~~
ya .. BORING ... haix. nth gd or wonderful have happen to me yet but rather unlucky things and suay-ness have brought upon me ... =x wth ? lets just take an example ..... ytd .. went to play bBall wif my brother as usual ... on my way to the court ... almost trip and fall twice due to some minor things on the floor ... hw suay ya ? den there is one china guy .. while playing . for no freaking reason use elbows and knock me and my brother ... tats not all ... after tat ... while taking rebounds got fckers smack the ball loose and end up right on my face and scratch my face .... (-.-x) wth lor ... did nth and got injured for nth ... wth ?

well ... enuff of whinning ... and take it like a man , tats bBall for u ppl out there ... NO PAIN NO GAIN ....

婚礼进行曲

2008-09-22T18:10:00.004+08:00

婚礼进行曲

所有故事停止撕开了幸福伪装

双手在我耳边头又在不停摇晃

我被俘虏多年且爱上的是上当

谢谢你让我成长我最爱的姑娘

你的真实谎言把我拦在城外

我只能双手放开无奈无奈

把最后的疼爱做成了西装

拱手让他穿在了别人身上

dang...dang...

这婚礼怎么那么悲伤

我流着泪双手使劲鼓掌

dang...dang...

我听到爱情钟声在响

一杯又一杯喝醉了

我才会变得高尚

昨天晚上你紧靠在我的胸膛

对我说你最勇敢你最棒

今天你却挽着别人的臂膀

2 word = FARK IT!!

2008-09-21T19:43:00.003+08:00

Haix ... even blogger also got a prob wif me. My previous post could not be post due to some errors ..... wad a conicidence. When i was jus saying wad i was really feeling in my previous post. It just gave me this shit. Haix ....

I'm Back!!!!

2008-09-17T23:31:00.002+08:00

well .. well ... well ... *cough *cough guess it has been ages since i last blog my life ya ? haha .. sry everyone ... jus PLAIN LAZY TO BLOG haha .... =x but anyway ...

hmmm ... life have been ok for me, still the same nt much thing happen to me ... still safe and sound. haix .. going to be my enlistment day soon .... 9th oct .... seems like i am going to be BOTAK soon ... OMFG!!!! but .. on the other hand ... my poly might have a chance ... still waiting for their letter though ... REALLY HOPE I CAN GO IN POLY MAN .... if only i could jus turn back time ... turn back to the time when i was in secondary sch ... where everything determines my life ... my path i was going to take,so that i wun have to be in such a dilemma,living my life in uncertainity,waking up each and every other day ... thinking wad i should do,thinking abt the past and dull over it.But guess wad? thats me.

well ... 1 of my frens told me that my blog sux ... too wordy .... no pics or rather some posting are jus songs .. and they told me ... "wad i wan to see in ur blog is ur feelings not songs or wadeva" but some songs really do tell wad i am feeling right at tat every moment.Guess Music is my mood tat i am feeling now and the Lyrics in the song is telling abt my life i guess .... if ever 1 day .... u peeps and bro are free ... try to see the lyrics of the songs i have posted or are currently playing in my blog,tats is when u guys would really understand wad i feel .... some things dun have to spell out .... it jus have to use ur heart to really feel it.

but no worries .... soon i will give my blog a complete make over .... i promise ... MORE PICS and LESS WORDS.So in the meanwhile .... just have to bear it wif me.

*Seems like u have already made ur choice and i am perfectly fine wif it.All i wish is u to be happy and cheerful.Even if the guy next to u is not me,i will still be happy coz u are happy.Nth matters to me as long as u are happy, tats the promise i made to myself.

不要對我再說愛.

2008-08-21T21:30:00.002+08:00

太多愛不明不白,

我還在分手的那一天原地徘徊,

太多事不明不白,

不明白怎麼笑著走出來,

不要對我再說愛,你回來,

可是過去再也回不來,

不要對我再說愛,我還在鞦韆上搖擺,

太多人不明不白,

我不想重新開始後還想著原來,

太多人不必等待,

我不能替你確定的未來,

不要對我再說愛,你回來,

可是過去回不來,不要對我再說愛,

我還在鞦韆上來回搖擺,

oh......~ya~ya,不要對我再說愛,

我坦白,一直忘不了原來,

不要對我再說愛,我害怕,

我們再受到傷害,ya~不要對我再說愛,

你回來,可是過去回不來,

不要對我再說愛,就讓我,

一個人靜靜搖擺,一段愛從不明白,

到明白,我的眼淚才慢慢流出來.

转机

2008-08-10T15:05:00.003+08:00

凌晨的飛機

最孤單的飛行

從相機裡面見識著回憶背景是層影

我哪裡都不想再去

到哪裡都觸景傷情

把遗憾托运

易碎的情绪我手提

想你在一起

我卻身不由己

你每次傷心我每次缺席遙遠的距離

我以為我們的愛情

誓言裡還會有轉機

沒想到陌生機場

寫下結局各自的轉機

我放不過我自己

轉一圈回到了原地

眼淚是一種提醒我還愛你

讓一切歸零

我放不過我自己

仍相信愛會有奇跡

人群中我找到你

我抱著你我們的愛情還未完待續

MIA.

2008-08-06T19:24:00.002+08:00

hmm .. woke up at 7.30am in the morning and realised i had a flu , cough and slight sore throat ... msg my uncle telling him i nt going to work today due to the illness. Continue to slp after taking a flu tablet ... woke up at 9 plus .... *irritated by the flu in the nose =/ watch tv and slack the whole day .... didn't see the doctor coz i think im still fine.

Hmm .. been in a foul mood these few days.Easily Get irritated to things ... even minor ones ... dunno wad is wrong wif me ... haix ... even now ... i also dunno wad to blog ... haix .. guess i'll be going MIA these few days ... take care peeps .. and BROS .... i'll be fine.

Boring Day ... Hais

2008-08-05T22:49:00.003+08:00

hmm .... been a boring day for me today ... went to tanglin for work ... haix .. everyday same thing happen ... work work work ... i feel tat time is passing by slowly each day ... haix ... but sometimes its fun to work .. haha ... *dunno wad toking me .=x hmm ... realise someone told me b4 ... y work ursleves so hard ? when u dun even have the time or life to spend those money?hmm .. to me .. i think tat while i am still young and energetic ... y not push myself to the limit and work as hard as i can .. ^^ at least now i know tat those money i use are HARD-EARNED MONEY .....haha .. finally realise last time when i was young my parents used to tell me ... dun anyhow spend money ... save ... money are HARD-EARNED ... haha ... guess i finally understood wad they meant.

hmm .... been looking forward to sat every now and den .... coz .. its time to party and spend time wif my BROS and my peers .... ^^ and not to forget .. her. Tats the day and time when i really get off my mind from work and jus relax myself ... and jus have fun !!! hehe... life have never been so fun ever since we get to know each other more .... ^^ miss secondary sch life .... T.T where students are tyrant and teachers are care takers .... haha .... miss those times when we copy each other homework .... and toking in class ... haha ... of coz ... not to forget .. the bullying part ... haha .... DAMN miss those days ... where everything starts .... we were so close to each other ... so much things to tok abt in class and even recess time ... haha ... BUT guess now we are grown up ... each of us have our own life... our own world ..... but although each of us have our own world and life .... i still remember u guys ... THE ONES WHO PLAYS A PART IN MY LIFE .... MAKE ME WAD I AM NOW ...... >.<>

Life...

2008-07-27T23:14:00.003+08:00

Hmm.... Been working OT almost everyday for the past week .... *phew well ... now still young work hard is expected ... NO PAIN NO GAIN ... sometimes u have to go through the pain to experience the joy . ^^ well .. enuff abt my work life ....

ytd was a enjoyable night for me and my BROS.... especially liyanah!! haha ... its was a celebration for her ... hope u enjoy it ytd babe! ^^ Haha ... its always fun having them ard ... make me feel wad i do is worth.

hmm ... chat alot of things ytd .... and some things happen infront of my eyes and yet i did not do anything ... wad a GUY i am .... haix ... i am not trying to be emo here ... jus feel disappointed in myself tats all .... BUT ... after ytd incident ... i finally understood alot of things .. alot of things which i dun understand .... the outside world ... and the world which i was living in all along ... guess i was wrong rite from the start ...

ya ... u guys mus be thinking i am toking nonsense here ... but u all wun know how and wad i am thinking .. how i feel ... u ppl might think i am heartless , timid , stupid or wadeva u all wan to say ... but i can tell u now ... u ppl dun understand me ... coz u are nt me . u wun understand the life i have been thru ... the torture , the pain , the feeling and the mentality ....

*TO BROS

sry i have disappoint u again and again ... i know .. u all mus be thinking .. "all u know is say sry sry .... everthing u do something wrong u say sry ... but do u really meant it ? where are ur actions ? wad i wan to see from eugene is not him saying sry ... but actions ... no point saying sorry when u dun even meant it ... wad the use ? its like contridicting urself .. " guess u all are rite .... from 28th JULY at this point ... this very moment .... u will see a major changes in me ... jus watch ^^

Weee.........

2008-07-25T03:05:00.002+08:00

hmm.... been busy today .... went work at around 7 plus ..... reach my working destination at around 9+ ??? o.O" hmm .... at least is b4 10am .... hehe .... haix ... been busy wif work lately .... so many work to do ... yet so little time .. =/ work till 2am tis morning ? o.O incredible rite ? work for more than 12 hrs non-stop .... haha .... feel so happy ... haha ... guess i am becoming a workaholic ??? hmm .... =/ but although i might be busy working .... i still miss my BROS and of coz my peers .... not to miss out .. tat "Special One" ^.^ ok ...... abit out there ... haha ....

well ... lets say wad i have been doing these few days ... hmm ..... been teminating network points,pulling of network cables,laying network cables into their specific locations ... laying fibre ... from 1 storey to another storey .... blah blah blah ..... haha .... tats my life now .... work work work .... =/

well ... i am posting this at my uncle office .... not going home tonight ... staying overnight at the office .... haha .... cool rite ?? and guess wad .. the time now is 3.12am and going to work at 8.30am ? where every workers set off from the office .... hmm .... wondering whether should i slp anot .... haha ....

hmm .... shall upload some pics next time .... ^.^ when i FREE bah .... haha ... and last but nt least ....

GD MORNING!!! MAY MY FAMILY , BROS , PEERS and READERS HAVE A GREAT DAY AHEAD!!!! *CHEERS!!!! ^.^

无可取代

2008-07-22T23:30:00.003+08:00

再久一点渴望时间被上锁
让这一天过慢一点永远都在日落
雨天就让我们再淋一遍
每一滴雨水的掉落全代表我对你的承诺

望着橘色黎明的窗前希望你也看到爱的光线
绕个圈红澄黄绿蓝靛紫呈现在天边

无可取代在我心里的存在
(你的爱我心里的存在)
我们的爱绝不是一场意外
无可取代刻在脑海甜蜜的对白
(我的爱甜蜜的对白)
我们的爱 (我们的爱)
控制不来满满好实在

Hmm.....

2008-07-19T23:42:00.002+08:00

情歌王.

Part 1.

Part 2.

Work Work Work ....... -.-"

2008-07-17T22:00:00.002+08:00

Hmm... been working OverTime these few days .. due to the upcoming BIG projects tat the company is having ... Thanks AH! hmm .... feeling so different these few days ... dunno y .. been thinking alot of things lately ... My Application to the 2nd intake of Poly ... my NS .... and some other things ... these things almost been coming into my mind lately ... hmm .. something is wrong .... while i guess its jus sooner or lately that i have just got to accept my fate ...

Been so busy these few days that i hardly have any free time myself .... its jus WORK,EAT and SLP..... Wa .... this cannot go in man .... i WAN TO RUN ... train myself ... keep fit .. keep healthy ... BUT ... guess Time is really not enuff for me. There is so many things i wan to so ... i wan to accomplish , to realise but .... haix .. dunno la ... jus toking is no use ... have to take action man .... -.-

Hmm .... someone told me this logic which i find it quite hilarious and quite rubbish actually ... " You Work For Money, Money For Who ? For urself ? For Company ? For Others ?" while most ppl would say its For urself rite ? but there is this one person who say " You Work For Money,Money For Boss." -.-"" wad rubbish is this ... u work so hard .... struggle so hard .. and yet u say is for Boss ?? wth ... dunno wads wrong wif tat person ... really bo brain ....

Haix ... in this world ... Money Make the World For Round .... Reminds me of someone who told me this b4 "People Treat You Differently When You Have Money" Kinda of true actually .... Guess i have to jus accept this UGLY TRUTH OF THE WORLD ..... MONEY is a source of all evil.... True ? Up to indiviual to answer that question.

Haix ... i got so many things i wan to jot down here ... BUT jus everytime i start to jot ... i jus could'nt do it .. haix .. dunno y .... everytime like tat ... haix ... so many things to say .. yet duNno wad to write .... haix .. jus feel so damn down ... feel so no life ... no freedom .... sometimes ... i jus feel tat everyone is jus looking down on me ... jus a feeling .. their mouth say 1 thing but they mean the other thing .... Y? Am i jus so weak ? so fragile ? so pushover ? Y? Y can't i jus stand up for myself ? Y? GOD DAMN IT! Y? sometimes i really hate myself ... really dun understand myself .... i act like a BIG SHOT .... act SMART .... but when actually i AM NOT! OK! everyone out there ... I AM NOT WHO U THINK I AM ...... i jus a weakling ... JUS A SMALL FRY who can jus let u pushover as and when u like ... so jus carry on and do what u think is right .. u dun have to care abt me ... u dun have to care abt my feelings ... jus go ahead ... do wad u think is right.

TO my peeps and BROS ..... sry for posting all these shit ... i jus could not take it anymore ... GUESS i wun be meeting u guys this weekend or maybe for quite a while ..... going MIA ... soon KIA .... remember to buy AIA for me ... ur help is appreciated ... ^.^

TO THE ONE ...... i also dunno wad to say .... haix .. guess tats my prob .... theres so many things i wan to say to u ... yet i just can't speak up .... everytime like tat .... feel so useless .... so weak .... ya .. i ever told u tat i would be brave .... i have changed .... changed for the better ... and yet i have disappoint u again ..... haix .... i am sorry. And Thanks For giving me a period of happy moments ... happy memories ... happy times ... i may not show it ... but i truly appreciate it. Thanks.

Shagged and Unwell....=x

2008-07-05T00:11:00.003+08:00

hmm... been working these few days .... =) guess its time to save money coz i am poor now ... =x
well ... my mood has nt been gd these few days ... dunno y ... think becoz of no moeny bah ... haha .. or maybe some other reasons ... o.O" anyway ... had slight sore throat these few days ... and guess i had a flu and sore throat now ... the sore throat have worsen ... =x but wadeva ... gonna work and work and work and WORK !!! money .. guess its really matters in this world ... no money ... no life .... no life ... no enjoyment .... no enjoyment = DEAD haha ... my stupid logic .. but quite true too ... anything in this world talks MONEY ..... u keep urself at home also waste money ... watch tv , use computer ... anything ... need money ... haix ... y ? coz money makes the earth go ROUND ... haix .. sad ...

hmm .. recently one of my fren been in a BIKE accident .... been worrying ... haix .. guess i worried till i get sick ... LOL!! .. wad a joke ... anyway .. hope u are fine ... wish u a speedy recovery .. !!! ^^

Hmm....

2008-06-18T02:41:00.002+08:00

well ... woke up at 2 plus this afternoon by 1 of my fren .... -.-" ask me for mahjong ... wa best ..... -.-" but anyway ... slack whole day watching anime ... and chatting on msn .... den evening time go play bBall wif my brothers .... in the end ... injured my 2 fingers ... haix ... sadded but nvm .. think i played well today ... ^^ worth it bah ... ^^

haix ... also dunno wad to blog actually ... ahha ... jus random blogging bah .... LOL!!!

Frenz and Bros ...

2008-06-15T19:56:00.002+08:00

well ... well ... well ... ytd was the greatest and most "happening" night in my life ... learn alot of things ... get to know more abt myself ... the way ppl look and think of me ... finally at last ... for the past 20 years .. i finally get to know myself .... haha ... sound kinda sad rite ??

haha .. well .. wadeva! ytd went to my uncle hse for mj session wif my ITE frens and my BROTHERS .... haha ... well ... actually didn't play wif them ... played wif my ITE frenz .... 3 leg on each table ... lol ... *sound abit weird eh ? erm ... den at abt 7pm ... went to meet my family for dinner ... thus celebrating Father's dAY !!! YEAH!!! haha .... and my BROTHERS went to have their lunch whereas my ITE frens stayed back at my uncle hse to play wii and watched TV i think .. *(",) had a pleasant dinner wif my family ... coz we had chilli crabs , deep-fried shi ban wif sweet and sour sauce , sambal kangkong , steel-plate egg toufu and deep-fried man tou for the chilli crab ...hehe ... sound delicious eh ?? *Drooling ... but did not eat much rice coz alot of dishes so i had only a plate of rice .... ahha .. so unlike me lor .. ^^ guess i am trying to get myself to slim down bah ... ^^ *bhb

after the dinner ... i went to meet my BROTHERS again ... and not forgetting to buy burgers for my ITE frens ... haha ... after tat ... we walk from S-11 to my uncle hse again .. ahha ... on the way .. we chatted and of coz .. not forgetting to play along the way ... haha .. life have never been down whenever i am wif them ... *Thanks alot BROTHERS

Continued our mj session wif an additional player joining them .. where i am still playing 3 legs wif my ITE frens ... but not long after 1 more of my fren came along ... so end up .. 2 tables for 4 legs at last .... haha ... well ... play all the feng and its time to say good bye to them ... ending our mj session at 11.40pm i think ? *hehe After tat ... we BROTHERS walk Brother home ... *haha sound kinda wrong eh ? During the journey .... i and ah hong chatted and he was telling me abt his 'geylang' adventure wif Big daniel .. blah blah blah ... while sky , yh and jac chat among themselves .. ^^

After walking jac home .. the rest of us went to the nearby kopitiam to chit-chat as so long no see ah hong liao ... so we chatted ... end up yh telling us his love-life ... blah blah blah chatted till ard 1.30am we went to jac hse downstairs for some heart to heart talk ... haha .. take turns to tok abt each other weak points and good points ...haha thats the time where we put aside everything and jus SHoot wad we wan to say ... ahha .. funny and meaningful .. ^^ Chat till morning ard 5 plus .. we went prata for breakfast .... and chat somemore there ... haha ... after tat ... we walk jac home n took bus hm ....

Well .... had a enjoyable and meaningful night out wif them ... learn and get to know alot of things from them .. which really see wad type of person i am to them ... well .. the results ? i can say is ok bah ... got gd and bad bah ... overall i think i am only just a ok ok person lor ... haha ..

*Note to yh ...
Hey yh .... if u ever see this ... take care of urself man .. jus remember wad we tell u ... worse come to worse ... repeat wad ka hau said to u ... whenever u think of her ... if still caNnot ? den its time for me and the rest to drill some sense in u again ... *Grinz ... ('',)

Its Over ......

2008-04-19T16:16:00.005+08:00

Well ..... Been ages since i last blog ya ?? well ... alot of things hav happen during these period and its something tat have change my life ... it all happen on 2nd april 2008 .... when the results came out ... tat day was the most devastating day of my entire life ... grades drop ..... unable to enter poly .... having some problems at work .... well ... wad more can u ask for ?? within a day ... so much thing jus came on to me .... totally broken down ... ever since that day .... the happy go lucky , cheerful Eugene Aka MaoMao has "Died". Seeing many of my frens and some close fren ablt to go to poly really upsets me .... and seeing some fren wif lower GPA being able to enter poly when i am unable to .... really makes me come to a conclusion .... in this world .... its really unfair ... Haix ... toally given up hope in everything .... Life has no meaning to me anymore .... i have lost my goal in life ... my purpose .... my dreams ... everything ... its over ...

*Seems that u have found ur true love .... gratz .... wish u all the best ..... ^^

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don't bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I'm ok
But that's not what gets me

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin' to do

It's hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I'm doin' It
It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I'm alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin' with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do
What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do
Not seeing that loving you
That's what I was trying to do
Ooohhh....

Hmm....

2008-02-23T23:17:00.003+08:00

been awhile since i update my blog ya ^^ hmm .... can say been quite fun during the cny period ...haha ... coz i managed to meet up wif my sec sch frens .... ^^ so much laughter and joy when i am with them .... guess they are the ones who i can truly called "REAL frens" => though sometimes we do not tok to each other when we are on9 ... but still i do managed to find out how's their sch or life are doing ... and i can say .. they are fine and good ... ^^ haha .. i also dunno wad i toking about here ... but think u ppl read can understand bah ... =>

well .. during the cny period .. i went to my ITE teacher house wif my ITE frens to bai nian ... waa ... his house is a condo lor ... rich fellow ... ^^ managed to find the place and get to meet up somemore of my classmates .. => BUT theres one thing i forgot ... he had a DOG !!! omg .... had a phobia of dogs due to my younger days ... => so afraid of it at the start .... but gradually ... i realise i think too much ... haha ... his dog is damn cute lor ... => very obidient and very sneaky ... ^^ during the stay ... we managed to play BlackJack .... heh heh ... ^^ my teacher join in the fun too .... but guess wad ... he brought a STACK OF $2 notes out and play wif us ... WA KAO .... firece lor ... but ... my teacher is 1 funny fellow ... he play for the fun ... not for the money ... weird rite ? haha .. anyway ... i managed to win about $70 from him .... heh heh ... guess luck was wif me at that time bah .. ^^ we played till ard 9+ ? den all of us went hm ... but i went to my cousin house for another gambling session .... heh heh ... *PS i am NOT a gambler ... i ONLY GAMBLE during CNY.Reach my cousin house realise he had his fren invited over too ... waa .... many many ppl lor ... den all play blackjack ... i think got around 10+ ppl bah ... haha ... the one being Banker sure very stressed !!! haha ... but in the end ... i managed to win around $20 from them ... ^^ lucky lucky me ... ^^

hmm ..... during the eve's of valentine day .... i had my class gathering at my house .... and was planning a suprise for some "special" ^^ brought presents and flower for her ... => also during that day ... we are planning to give my best bro Ying hao a suprise as we are going to celebrate his birthday .... ^^ brought a birthday cake for him ... hope he like it though ... => we also had a "LOU YU SHENG" session .... haha .. my parents join in the fun too .. ^^ had fun during tat time ... i will never forget ... => after the "LOU YU SHENG" session ... we turn off all the lights when ying hao went to toliet ... den me n jac went to prepare the cake for him .... heh heh ... after that .. we brought out the cake and present it to ying hao .. haha ... guess he was shocked bah ... => after that ... ANOTHER SUPRISED was waiting .... => well .. the details i shall skipped .... hehe ... coz it really embrassing ... =x *hope u like it ... =>

It's Been AWhile .....

2008-01-30T00:10:00.001+08:00

well peeps ... guess its been awhile since i last blog ... lolx ... coming to a month i guess ... lols .. sry ... internet was down for like 2 weeks plus ??? modem's DSL was faulty .. got it to be replaced ... ^^ well .. now i'm back !!! ^^

Chinese New Year is coming round the corner ... 1 more week and is Chinese New Year ... !!! haha guess its the time where children gets red packets from their relatives and parents !!! also a time where relatives and your closed ones get to sit together and eat a reunion dinner .. ^.^

well ... for me .... i guess its the same every year bah i guess .. get together with my family for reunion dinner during CNY's eve and have a small gambling session wif my relatives ..... hehe ^.^ other than that ... nth special i guess ...

school have been good for me for the past few weeks .. nth change .. for u peeps out there if u are wondering how i have been .... guess 1 word shall clear ur doubts ..... and thats "Normal". Hope i can get to poly after my graduation .... really hope .... =x

other than that ... guess nth to blog le bah .... ahhhh yes.... i added some new features to my blog ... and of coz .. more songs ... ^.^ stay tuned .....

Sch Reopens !!!!! Gosh !!!

2008-01-09T20:26:00.000+08:00

Well ... sch have started this week , been slacking and enjoying the past 3 weeks i guess ...?? anyway ... Happy NEW YEAR TO ALL !!!! haha ... guess 2007 have passed and here comes 2008 ... !!!! haha .. been thru alot in 2007 bah i guess ... ups and downs ... thinking alot of things ... during sec school times ... wow ... guess sec sch time was the best times i have never going to 4get in my life man !!!! all my best buddies and frens tat have been through with me during my 5 yrs in secondary school life,U ALL ROCK MY WORLD MAN !!!*CHEERS ^-^ Not to 4get those times when we were young n nerd .. lolx guess most of us have change bah ... girls became pretty (*not petty) n guys became handsome bah ^-^ (*well not for me T.T) lolx. BUT STILL those were the times ....i enjoy my life ... Here i would have to say a big THANK YOU!!

Now came year 2008 .... a BRAND NEW YEAR and a BRAND NEW START ... well ... my wishes for this year is ..... 1st: i would like to slim down of coz ... ^-^(*lame .. but lolx) so for those who are planning to go to gym or running ... care to call me along ... ^-^ 2nd: Hope i can get into NYP after my gradutation in ITE ^-^(*Pray everyday q-.-p) 3rd: Hope i have a 2nd chance in wadeva i have done wrong (*hmm.... o.O) 4th: All my Family memebers N my Frens have done well in their studies and in their career !!!!! (*CHeers q^.^p)

Home Alone ...... ^^

2007-12-10T18:07:00.000+08:00

well .. ytd my parents jus go taiwan for their holiday,left me and my 2 brothers .Hmm.. wad will 3 boys do at home when their parents are nt ard ... ?? hmm .. ahha .. for me .. its Home Alone ... ^^ for my brothers .. as usual bah ... ^^ haix .. gonna spend 1 weeks eating outside food .. and not having home-cooked food .. guess its life bah .. i am grown up .. mature and of coz ... independent!!! well .. hope they enjoy their holiday .. ^^ as well as for my peeps who are going for their holidays soon ... ^^

haix ... today's test i dunno wad happen to me .. my mind was in a blank .. dunno wad to do ... was struggling ... =x but managed to do some of it bah ... was disappointed in myself actually ... haix .. guess tml the re-test i will do better bah ... sianz man .. 1st time need to re-test ... haix ...

oh ya ! for my peeps who are having test this week.... GAMBATE !!! jia you !!!!

Bored ... zZz

2007-12-03T18:28:00.000+08:00

Well... feeling bored right now.. nth to do .. so blog lor .. ^.^ haix .. everything i do like so sian .. -.- " even playing game ... hmm .. dunno wads wrong wif me ... o.O" guess too sian le bah ... ^.^ but .. i like got the urge to play bBall... =) dunno y .. guess its a sport which i like bah ... and due to the comments my frens give me on it ... i have decide i am going to take u guys advice and improve ... tis time for real .. well other than its a sport, its also a form of exercise for me i guess ... going to push my limits .. train for my Ns though ... ^.^ got to reduce the amount i eat .. and increase the amount of time working out ... ^.^ well .. will it be possible for me ? guess time will tell ... heh.

well ... this year is coming to an end i shall say .. its december now ... and christmas is coming .. but well .. this year ... i feel abit different ... dunno y =< guess its becoz some of my frens are going aboard bah ... ^.^ well .. enjoy ur trips guys n gers ^.^ u all will be missed by me !!! haha ... *kinda gross eh ?*

Normal Day .....

2007-11-22T22:44:00.000+08:00

Well .. been MiA for quite awhile in my blog i guess .... past few weeks alot of things happen ... most are bad ones ... T.T haix .. life can be full of fun if u are enjoy it , bored when u are doing nth , sux when u think tat people is backstabbing u wif words. For my life? i think is jus wad a normal person would have ... or maybe not .. if ever my life is been made into a movie,i think no ppl would wan to watch .. coz is jus a no life person who mostly spend his time at home playing games and watching anime ...zZz. For that,i really envy those who can really socialise wif ppl well and make them feel tat they does exist ... or maybe the purpose for them to exist.

Recently i jus realised something abt myself,and i am quite ashamed of it,1stly i dun really know about myself till someone told me wad he thinks abt me, for tat i reflect myself and i have realised tat i am not wad i used to be ... i am no longer the person whom they once know during sec sch or in pri sch ..... yes ppl do change as they grow but whether is they change for the good or for the bad ... it a different thing. For me,i guess i have alot of bad points and limited good points.Well... lets state 1 bad point of me , my time management .... 1 word to summarise it .... Sucks.Well... good point ... lets see .... i nt sure of myself too ... haix.

To those who are concerned abt me .... i am not emo-ing here ... jus some self reflection i did the past few weeks. And as for my love life ... i also dunno wad to say ... although some of u giv me some advice but its not i dun wan to listen or react but i jus have no confidence at all ... ok i admit i have no confidence,no guts.Sometimes i really hate myself for being tat ... despite all ur efforts but i still wan to thank u all for tat .

To the person whom may concerned ... although i did not have the courage to tell u but i jus wan u to be happy and hope u enjoy ur life to the fullest , always smile and be happy. =) *Aza Aza Fighting! (*加油!)

Guess tis is the 1st time i ever mention this thing in my blog ....... =)

Well ... here is a song from a korean show which i watch "FullHouse" which touching n meaningful.

Lee Booram-Geu Deh Ji Geum

Come now inside my heart,
geudae jeeguhm nehgahsoom-eh doohluhwah
You're telling me about love
sahrang-uhl mal hago eejyo
I pray that this is'nt a dream,
kkoom-ee ahneegee-ruhl
nah-neun gee-doh-haebwah-yo
My heart keeps telling me that
neh maum-ee jjakoo geudaerahn sarahm
I shouldn't let you go,
noh-jee-malrago hahneh-yo
and that i should be greedy....
yohkshi-meul neh-rah-myuh
it's saying stuffs that's stupid
bah-boh-kahteun mahl-eul hahneh-yo

Your love that came accidentally...
ooh-yun-hee dahgah-ohn geudae sahrang-ee
it wasn't strange at all
whenjee nah-suhl-jee ahnhah-jyo
But i don't know that our promised
hajeemahn yahksohk-dwen inn-yun-ee gee-eh
fate would become love...
sahrahng-ee dehl joohl mohl-raht-jyo
Sometime later
johkoom hoo-myun geudae
I have to send you away....
boh-neh-yah hahl-tendeh
but i don't have the confidence to do that
geuruhl jahshinee uhp-jyo
You found the place that i was alone at....
nah hoh-li ee-don't geu-jahree-ruhl chajah
Now you're going back
e-jeh doh-ah gahl poon-indae
I knew it was going to happen,
ang-yun-han ill-in-dae
but why does my heart hurts
wheh mahm-ee ah-poo-jyo
Now you're gonna go back to your place
geu-dae wuhn-ha-dtun sahrang-eul cha -ja
because you found the love you wanted
eejae dohlahkal bboon-in-deh
I have to send you,
haengbok-han geudae-ruhl
a happy/bliss person,away with a smile
oosoo-myuh boh-neh-yah hahl-ten-dae

You tell me about Love while lookin into my eyes
neh noon-eul boh--myuh sarang-eul mahl-hah-jyo
but it's a lightly passing by (small/grazing) love
soo-chyuh-gahn sahrang-ee-jee-mahn
i'm so happy right now
ee soon-gan nah-neun nuh-moo haengbok-hae-yo
it's like i'm dreaming a dream
mahchi koom-eul koon gutd-chuhrum
Now you know that
ee-jaeh-yah ahlrahsuhyo
from the beginning
chuhoom-bootuh oo-rihn
we were in love
sahrang-hae-suh-dahneum guhl

You found the place that i was alone at....
nah hoh-li ee-don't geu-jahree-ruhl chajah
Now you're going back
ee-jeh dohl-ah- gal bboon-een deh
I knew it was going to happen,
dangyun-hahn ill-iin deh
but why does my heart hurts
wheh mahm-ee ah-poo-jyo
Now you're gonna go back to your place
geudae wuhn-hah-dtun sahrang-eul chaja
because you found the love you wanted
eejae dohlah gal bboon-eendeh
I have to send you,
haengbok-han geudae-reul
a happy/bliss person,away with a smile
ooh-soo-myuh bohnehyah hahltendae

Can't you give me your love
Neh-geh sarang-eul joomyun ahndeh-na-yo
Is it impossible?
geu-dae jungmal ahndee-nayo
But now
ee-jeh-nun geudae-reul
I love you so much...
ee-toh-rohk sarahng-ha-neun-deh

Great Korean Show.... =)

It's Been AWhile .....

2007-11-19T02:47:00.000+08:00

Its been awhile since i updated my blog ... well ... things are doing fine in sch ... and well as my life i would say ... or maybe not ... been listening to some words spoken by others tat will encourage me to do something ... but i am still pending whether anot to go ahead .... hope everyone of my peeps are doing fine and hope u all enjoy ur day ... ^^ really nth to blog about now ... dunno y ... no mood i guess .... well .. i did some slight changes to my blog ... *only the background and the song hope u guys and gers enjoy ... ^^ will change my background again ... ^^

回到过去......

2007-10-22T18:16:00.000+08:00

Well Jus Went Online and Search some song's MTV and came across this song .... ^^ Like this song very much ... >.<

Jay Zhou 周杰伦~回到过去

Haix

2007-10-21T13:01:00.000+08:00

well ... been ages since i blog ya ... haix .. sch has resumed and i didn't get well for my GPA ...T.T got to work hard this sem .. but .. gd news ... or rather bad news ... this sem i no exams .... dotz .. how to score ?? base on my lab assignments and labs mah ^^ well ... ytd jus went out wif my ITE frens ... i shall say its a sucessful one although not all was there ... but at least someone make an effort to organise this outing ... ^^ well done .. ^^

陈伟联 I Love You

I love you 所以只能说声对不起
任何借口都没有
I love you 已来不及好好去珍惜
后悔很多
不该让你无辜流下失措的泪
心碎认识你陌生的世界
空气中回荡的笑语早已经断绝
多想能在和你梦里爱多一次 hu
很沉重看你走着每一步
它应该是幸福的路
狠心推开你像你离得无反顾
你身上纹着我给你的笑
对我绝美的惩罚
想问已无法原来曾经拥有过
比失去痛苦

I love you 对你的挚爱从不曾改变
要你快乐
I love you 好想对你说却来不及
后悔已太多
不该让你无辜流下失措的泪
心碎认识你陌生的世界
空气中回荡的笑语早已经断绝
多想能在和你梦里爱多一次 hu^
很沉重看你走着每一步
它应该是幸福的路
狠心推开你是挽不回的错误
你心上纹着我给你的笑
对我绝美的惩罚
想问我无法原来曾经拥有过
远比失去痛苦

我身上永远烙着你的笑
那么绝美的惩罚
想问我无法原来曾经拥有过
还比失去痛苦

-.-"

2007-10-09T18:49:00.000+08:00

well .. been weeks since i blog ... well nth much happen i guess ... -.-" changed my blog song .... thats all bah .... -.-"

We're All To Blame
By Sum41

Take everything left from me
All!
To!
Blame!

How can we still succeed, taking what we don't need?
Telling lies, alibis, selling all the hate that we breed.
Supersize our tragedies!(You can't define me or justify greed)
Bought in the land of the free! (Land! Free!)

And we're all to blame,
We've gone too far,
From pride to shame,
We're trying so hard,
We're dying in vain,
We're hopelessly blissful and blind
To all we are,
We want it all with no sacrifice!

Realize we spend our lives living in a culture of fear.
Stand to salute; say thanks to the man of the year.
How did we all come to this? (You can't define me or justify greed)
This greed that we just can't resist! (Resist!)

And we're all to blame,
We've gone too far,
From pride to shame,
We're trying so hard,
We're dying in vain,
We're hopelessly blissful and blind
To all we are,
We want it all.
Everyone wants it all with no sacrifice!

Tell me now, what have we done?We don't know.
I can't allow what has begun to tear me down,
Believe me now, we have no choice left with our
Backs against the wall!

And now we're all to blame,
We've gone too far,
From pride to shame,
We're hopelessly blissful and blind
When all we need Is something true
To believe,
Don't we all?
Everyone, everyone,
We will fall.

'Cause we're all to blame
We've gone too far,
From pride to shame,
We're trying so hard,
We're dying in vain,
We want it all,
Everyone, don't we all?

well .. heard this song .. realised it got something to do wif life ... and yeah ...as the lyrics says ... its kinda true rite ?? ^.^

Tired ...zZz

2007-09-22T20:00:00.000+08:00

Eh ... been working these few days ... T.T very tough i can say .... but nvm .. ^^ while nth much to blog ... jus update the song in my blog enjoy ... ^^

你身上专署的陌生味道
是我确认你存在的目标
不用爱会掌握了知道竟是
我们相隔着一个街角
沉默久了还是可以感到
感觉的到你对我的重要
不会被天黑天亮打扰
你每一次的温柔我都想炫耀
我们绕了这么一圈才遇到
我比谁都更明白你的重要
沉默久了我就决定了
决定了你的手我握了不会放掉
我们绕了这么一圈才遇到
我答应自己不再庸人自扰
因为我要的我自己知道
只要你的肩膀愿让我靠

Hmm...

2007-09-19T00:04:00.000+08:00

well .. today is the 1st day of work ... well ... ok la .. quite slack i supposed ... den i realise sumthing ... am i too sensitive ??? am i too overboard ?? my last post i guess i have been to agitated abt job .. T.T well .. i think i am wrong in my part too .... sry ... i hereby apologise for my mistake .... T.T haix .... jus now .. my mother and big bro almost quarrel abt of me ... haix ... i came to think of it ... i feel so bad .... wtf is wrong wif me ... zZz i almost had a breakdown .... T.T haix ... dunno la ... wad to do .... guess i hav to jus endure all the hardness and present a smile ^.^ if tats wad makes it better .... ^^ haix ... while working haix ... i keep thinking of someone .. haha .... =x who .. ?? haha .. ^^ well ... guess it will be all i have to post to today bah ... ^^ take care peeps ... and rmb to call me out whenever u are free ... ^^

《一追再追》MV

一追再追
这一生拼命的追
追到尽头为了谁
我却为了你在乎,为爱探途
剧情不断的重复
醒来(相爱)的迷雾
脑海里的每一幕
爱恨交错
唯一的追逐
以渐渐模糊
无情的残酷
当爱已落幕,才渐渐清楚谁曾为我哭
一追再追
不停寻找生命里每分每秒
却遗失你的好
原来多么可笑
一追再追
回忆不停的旋转,将我围绕
我向上天祷告
想念你的笑再看一次也好

WTF BBQ !!!!

2007-09-17T11:38:00.000+08:00

early in the morning received a msg " tml 7.30am come my house and you can start work " wa ... i see this msg i sibeh no mood man .... work .. -.-" haiz .... i haven even really rest much yet ... and my mother and father keep on pestering me to work for my uncle .... WTF SIA ... wad wrong wif u people ... !!! can't i rest ?? or even find other jobs ?? y MUST I WORK for OWN PEOPLE !!!! Y ??? haix ... i told my mum i will find other jobs ... and wad did she reply me ??? NO .... work for uncle .... better ... WTF LA ... BETTER ??? wan me die faster izzit ?? OK LOR ... i will die .... mother and father ... u see wad i will do ..... zzz .... work for my uncle b4 ... and i can say ... its very tough .... VERY VERY TOUGH !!!!! maybe u all will say ... dun be a ku ku ... dun be gay .... be a MAN ... BUT ... theres somethings u can only experienced it den u know y i say tat .... my brother work for my uncle b4 .... n almost ran away from home due to this ... y ?? the work sucks .... even my bro cannot stand it .... n me ?? i guess i am the only one working for own people nw ... WTF SIA ..... the more i THINK THE MORE ANGRY AND PISSED OFF I GET ..... CCB ....!!!

Now i Think Abt myself ... am i really so gd to be bullied ??? y can't i have my own decision in some things ??? i am 19 already god Damn it !!! and i still being treated like a kid by my parents ..... -.- AIYAH ... I SERIOUSLY DUNNO WAD THE FARK THEY ARE THINKING ..... i guess they never spare a thought for me .... zzzz NVM ...... since they insist .... i also bo bian ..... RITE ? PARENTS MAH ..... have to obey ...... zZz

Weee ..... XD

2007-09-14T14:40:00.000+08:00

wow ... ytd slpt at 7+ pm and woke up at 10+ tis morning .... *Yawnz.... guess i was too tired le bah .. haha anyway ... had a couple of calls when i was slping .... but i forgot who ... and my hp cannot see missed calls ...zzz but i did pick up a couple of calls like xiao bai , boon leng , hong... the rest i dunno ... maybe i did .. maybe i did not ... or maybe i was jus dreaming ... XD anyway ..
haix ... tuesday went out wif jac n ai nuo they all ... haha ..went to watch "I KNOW WHO KILLED ME " haha .. tis movie starting serious i dunno wad its talking abt .. and btw .. is got some nudity in it ...zZz ...but anyway .. i get to know wads the story is abt when its comes the part where a man who was toking abt twins tat died on the same day same hr where the wound is the same place and spot ... tats where i know wad the movie is all abt ... haha .. but the movie had some violence and gore and of coz gruelsome part haha ... but ok la .. overall i say the movie is nt bad ... ^^ after movie ...jac wanted to take a grp photo and ask passer-by to take for us .. ^^ haha ... after tat .. we took train hm .. but i and chi went to xiang house den he wan go hm take his laptop and go chi hse and thon ... so in the end went chi hse and thon wif xiang ... haha ... chi hse can open lan house man ... ^^ wanted to play bnet together but in the end .. dun have internet connection to one of his cpu .. so in the end .. never play ... but me and xiang played together coz chi let me use his expensive computer which worth close to 10K ....yeah i am not kidding is 10K mind u ... haha .... but anyway .. his comp is so smooth tat its ping was only 5 ms or 2 ms i think .. LOL! ... den i and xiang jus played the whole morning lor ... zzz tats wad i do on tuesday bah ... ^^

ytd didn't really do anything except playing games at hm ... and rot ... haha ... seems like i really no life man ... maybe going to look for jobs ^^ anyone got any lobang ?? intro lei ... ^^

Bored ...zZz

2007-09-11T01:37:00.000+08:00

well .... its 1.40am and i still haven slp .... hehe .... ^^ well ... jus finish toking to someone not long ago .. haix .. heard tat she is sad .... and in a loss ... so i try to comfort her lor .... lol .. unlike me yeah ??? wad to do .. i can't neglect my fren who is sad when i know her for so long .... ^^ well .. all i know to say to her is tat ... "ok...u think can, but think positively ya? see? u had fun past few days rite ? well ... no matter wad ... i will always be here when u needed someone to tok to yeah !? ^^" haha ... sound so noble rite .... well .. tats me .. ^^ jus tat some ppl dun see tat .... ^^

btw .... came across a music video on the TV .... and went to youtube to search for the song .... here it is .... nice song... ^^

Santana Feat.Chad Chad Kroeger - Into The Night

Like a gift from the heavens, it was easy to tell,
It was love from above, like it saved me from hell,
She had fire in her soul it was easy to see,
And the devil himself could be pulled out of me,
There were drums in the air as she started to dance,
Every soul in the room keeping time with there hands,
And we sang;

(Chorus)
Ay oh ay oh ay oh ay,
And the voices bang like the angels sing,
We're singing;
Ay oh ay oh ay oh ay,
And we danced on into the night,
Ay oh ay oh,
Ay oh ay oh,
And we danced on into the night,

Like a piece to the puzzle that falls into place,
You could tell how we felt from the look on her face,
She was spinning in circles with the moon in her eyes,
The room left them moving between you and I,
We forgot where we were and we lost track of time,
And we sang to the wind as we danced through the night,
And we sang

(Chorus)
Ay oh ay oh ay oh ay,
And the voices bang like the angels sing,
We're singing
Ay oh ay oh ay oh ay,
And we danced on into the night,
Ay oh ay oh,
Ay oh ay oh,
And we danced on into the night,
Ay oh ay oh,
Ay oh ay oh,
And we danced on into the night,

(Santana solo)

1st Verse repeated
Like a gift from the heavens, it was easy to tell,
It was love from above, like it saved me from hell,
She had fire in her soul it was easy to see,
And the devil himself could be pulled out of me,
There were drums in the air as she started to dance,
Every soul in the room keeping time with there hands,
And we sang

(Chorus)
Ay oh ay oh ay oh ay,
And the voices bang like the angels sing,
We're singing
Ay oh ay oh ay oh ay,
And we danced on into the night,
Ay oh ay oh,
Ay oh ay oh,
And we danced on into the night,
(And the voices bang like the angels sing),
Ay oh ay oh,
Ay oh ay oh,
And we danced on into the night,
Ay oh ay oh ay oh ay,
(Ay oh ay oh),
Ay oh ay oh ay oh ay,
(Ay oh ay oh),
Singing ay oh ay oh ay oh ay,
(Ay oh ay oh),
And we danced on into the night

I am Back ...^.^

2007-09-10T13:14:00.000+08:00

Well .. been sick these few days .... wa ... but the days are finally over .. !!! feel so much better now .. thanks ger ans guys for the concern ... i appericate ... ^^ well .... this coming wednesday is my exam ... gosh .. sian man ... C maths ... tis time rd ... i gonna give it my best shot .... !!! C Maths .. get rdy to be pawned by me ...!! *RoAr!! after my paper on wednesday ... its time for PARTY !!!! ^^ holidays are here and PARTY IS ON !!! ^^ well .. in the meantime ... gonna revise my C MAths .... and slack ... ^^ but nevertheless .... i will and I WILL DOMINATE C MATHS !!!!

Well Came Across this video while i was surfing the net ... nice song ..... ^^

I Don't Wanna Stop !!!

I don't know what they're talking about
I'm making my own decision
This thing that I found ain't gonna bring me down
I'm like a junkie without an addiction

Mama don't cry I just wanna stay high
I like playing with danger and fear
Everybody's walkin' but nobody's talkin'
It looks a lot better from here

[Chorus:]
All my life I've been over the top
I don't know what I'm doing
All I know is I don't wanna stop
All fired up, I'm gonna go till I drop
You're either in or in the way
Don't make me, I don't wanna stop

Why don't they ever listen to me?
Is this the one way conversation?
Nothing they say is gonna set me free
Don't need no mental masturbation

Too many religions for only one god
I don't need another saviour
Don't try to change my mind
You know I'm one of a kind
Ain't gonna change my bad behaviour

[Chorus x2]

I don’t wanna stop
Are you ever going to stop?
I don’t wanna stop, I don’t wanna stop
I don’t wanna stop, I don’t wanna stop
Are you ever going to stop?
I don’t wanna stop

[Chorus x2]

Sick ..~.~

2007-09-06T20:11:00.001+08:00

well... nt feeling well these past few days .... ~.~ had a high fever of 38.3 degrees on tuesday night after my bBall .... =x b4 that my whole body was feeling weird and my legs was weak when i was on my way hm from sch ... knew tat something is wrong wif me ... but nevertheless .. i still went for the bBall session .. coz gonna train ^.^ so i didn't care abt it ... ^.^

next morning wake up .. fever has went down .. but stomach was nt feeling very well ... have *diaherroa in the morning ..b4 i went to sch ...(*spelling error ^^)on the way to sch ... was nt myself the whole day ... wanted to go to see the doctor after sch ... but the time was abt 12.30pm ... it was lunch break .. called my mum and ask her .. she say the clinic will only be open at night .... -.-zZz so bo bian ... went hm ... on the way hm .. yh sms me tell me to meet 2.30pm at kovan go my bro there take pay for the commex show ... ^.^ so i went to meet them at kovan ... on the way .. realise tat wei ting wad wif him ... and they wanted to walk to kovan ... so we walked ... ^.^ reach there abt 2.45pm ... =x was late in meeting jac and rachel ... =x sry gers ... *.* met them in yoshinoya and they ate their lunch there ... i didn;t eat coz no wei kou ..=x after tat ... off we go to sim lim square .. ^^ on the way ... yh and i suddenly tok abt W.O.W o.O" den he neglect wei ting ... -.-zZz was bad abt this .. sry wei ting .. *-* soon we reach little india .. and walk to sim lim sqaure ... but the time was still early so jac they went to bugis to walk walk ... n wei ting wanted to alter her jeans or something i think ... o.O " so yh went to accompany her .. and left me wif jac they all ... *-* anyway .. went along wif jac and rachel to bugis street... Wow gers can really shop man ... ^.^ see them buy thingl ike no need to think one sai .... ^^ but nvm la .. sometimes is good to pamper oneself ^^ den i follow them like bodyguard ..=x haha .. but its fun looking them shop .. ^.^ after tat .. its time to go to my bro shop to collect the pay and haha ... jac go disturb my bro keep forcing him to do "house" lol ... haha ..LOL!!! funny man .. but wad to do ... Sng Family dun disappoint gers .. ^.^

*Updated
After collecting our pay .... i and ying hao went ard sim lim square looking for W.O.W but in the end never buy coz i want to save money ... ^^ coz my pay only 200+ wanted to saved ... =x after tat ... went to bugis street wif the girls coz they wan go shopping .. den i and ying hao follow lor ... ^^ haha .. all the way ... i and ying hao like bodyguards sia ..lol ..=x no la is tat the gers went to see theirs things den yh of coz follow wei ting .. den me .. stand there lor ...lolz .. like damn isloated ... haha .. but no la .. is juz me ... ^^ gers see things mah ... as a guy .. wad can i do ... ^^ but a few times jac ask me for my opinion abt the clothes ... i jus say ok lor .... nt bad ... lolz ... sry jac for as a dotz answer .... ~.~ but like i say ... as a guy ... taste are different bah ... ^^ as in terms of dressing ... ^^ after tat ... went to bugis junction for our lunch and realised tat the food court has moved to the 3rd floor ... so we all went there to eat lor .... ^^ reach there see a different look of the food court ... like very "high class" like tat ... lolz ... but anyway ... went to find seats and settle down ... yh n i went to order food 1st ... as the gers keep watch on the items ... *sry gers abt tat ... ^^ den yh brought food for wei ting den i wait for him lor .... was deciding wad to eat also .... =x nt feeling well ... alot of things cannot eat .... =x after tat ... came across a stall on pepper lunch express ... ^^ yh wanted to eat tat ..den i also went ahead wif him lor ... Argh .. heck la ... die die la ... order a pepper beef set and yh order a curry beef set .... while eating .. i felt discomfort .. =x mus be my stomach again ..~.~ 1st time i ate till so weird and slow ..~.~ all of them finished le .. i still haven finishe eating ... guess its the 1st time i ate so slowed ..~.~ anyway .. after dinner ... jac and reachel went to MOS and me,yh and wei ting went hm ... sry wei ting again .. for not letting yh sending u home ... my apologise .... =<

Hmmm ....

2007-09-04T09:31:00.000+08:00

well... wake up early tis morning due to the blurness of me .... class was at 12pm ... but i set my alarm at 8am ... thought it was 10am .... -.- ... but nvm .... went to bathe and prepare myself .... and after tat .. went online to surf the net ..... while surfing ... came across this song ... which is korean orginally ... but someone go make a english version .... ^^ here it is .... nice .... ^^

BeCause I m A GiRl

this mtv or movie ... really makes me sad ... and it tells me 1 thing ... if u really love a girl .... u would do anything for her ... but guess i wun be able to do tat .... haix .... T.T Quoted:"Theres SomeOne I'm In Loved With ....Even Though I can't be with her now .... I Still In Loved With Her ...."

Sad Day ..... T.T

2007-09-03T22:05:00.001+08:00

Well ...been working till wee hrs the past few days due to the commex show .... ^^ never get much rest and slp ..-.-zZz but anyway ... the commex show is over ...!! yeah ^^ durin the past few days ... been busy and happy coz my frens are wif me while working ... although we work ... we did enjoy ourselves and as much fun as usual .... ^^ like in those days in sec school ... ^^ and i got to know a new fren !!! ^^ haha .... well .. hope the next commex show ... i still have a part in it ... as well as my peeps ..^^ gd job guys and gers ... !! ^^

haix ... today .... something jus affect my mood man .... totally affected .... been in a daze in class ... guess half of it is due to the tiredness i have the past few days ... T.T and haix ... the recent test paper i did .. is really sux man .... wa ... i see my marks i ji tao tio stun man .... o.o jus stare at my paper. .. and think to myself .... " wad da F*rk! ? wad happen to me man ..... how come like this ...... o.O" * after getting back my test paper .... i finally and seriously woken up from my dream and la la land .... time to study ... time to buck up ... time to get those equation and formulas in my mind ... and get it rite .. no more careless mistake ... no more stupid mistake ... time to wake up my bloody idea .... !!!

Yeah ... and theres 1 more thing ... i am going to train myself le ... ^^ who wanna join me .. kindly call me or sms me .... whoever wanna go gym .... train ur body ... pls let me know ... coz i am going to train ... ^^ getting fatter and fatter =x its time to keep fit ... !! ^o^

Bad Mood ..... *RoAr

2007-08-27T22:12:00.000+08:00

Haiz ... Been in a unusual mood nowdays ..... dunno wad happen .... seems like simple little things can agitated me easily .... which really spoil my day ..... *roAr haix .... guess eddie was rite ... tis month is nt a very gd and smooth month for me ..... T.T alot of things happen ... to me or to my family .... but its nt so worse den eddie .... shall not say wad happen ... but ... dunno y ... tis month alot of shit things happen .... which really make me very the no mood ..... T.T haix .... i pray for the better to come ... and wish my family members well and healthy ... and i hope all this shit get over soon ...... i am almost breaking down ..... T.T Haiz ....

UnExpected ..... o.O "

2007-08-21T08:38:00.000+08:00

ytd was a fine and boring day ...... did some C Maths Question tat sunny gave us .... do till i lazy to do ... =x anyway .... managed to solve the question and correct my old mistake which i did in the last test ....... after tat .... it was VB lesson ... lolx ... didn't do much things ... juz slack all the way .... den watch a part of secert the movie den suddenly the video hang coz haven load finished ...... >.<>.<>

eh ... gtg le .... going to sch for remedial le .... ^^ take care peeps and gd luk for ur exams .... jyjy !!! ^.^

*UpDated !!!

well .... juz came back from my sch nt long .... did a VB test just .... about creating a login form using Microsoft Visual Studios 2005 .... well ... although can discuss ... but i completely dun understand the question ... lol .... so waited for my fren to do his ... den aga aga know wad's is toking abt ... den take his codes and modified lor .... ^^ but only did part 1 .... part 2 no time to do ... lol .... coz there 2 part to this test .. part 1 .. create a login in form ... blah blah blah ... part 2 .... create a self recovery service to the user. .... wa ... although i learn b4 .... but no time to do .... T.T so jus handed up only completeting part 1 .... its better den nth though .. XD

lets tok abt tis morning remedial .... sad to say .. i was really paying attention to wad mr sunny is toking .... but if i ownself revise .... i should be able to figure out myself ..... and .... somemore my class got distraction ... LOL .... yuwei and kian hao 1st thing do is turn on com ... as usual ... *including myself ... BUT theres more to it ....the computer got CS 1.6 .!!! omfg ... die .... its gaming time ...!!! but i did not play .... i only tried to log in to meebo .. see whos online ... blah blah blah ..... never really play in the remedial lesson ... ^^ well ... guess tml i got to be more focus on the remedial liao ... ^^ try my best to score well in tis subject ..... jyjy !! XD

Disappointed ...... >.<

2007-08-14T22:41:00.000+08:00

Haix .... hasn't been blogging the past few days .... dunno y ... lol ... anyway ... ytd juz got back my C Maths Test Paper ..... and guess wad .... i only got 50/100 ... damn sian and shocked .... when doing tis paper ... i jus do do do .... coz i think i know how to do ... so jus do .. never check ... somemore do till the last question no time le ... fark !!! so bo bian .... but at least i did all the question .. never left blank ... but when i got back .... i ji tao Sian ..... somemore b4 Mr Sunny Gib us back the paper ... he was reading names out tat needed remedial .... and guess wad .... I tio ... sian lor .... nt tat i am good at it or wad ... but when i did this paper .... i was sort of confident .... BUT Turns out to be otherwise .... ppl ... i am not saying tis to make u all think i hao lian or wad ... is jus some comments to myself .... haix ..... sian lor ... guess there's a saying ... the more u hope the more disappointed u get ... guess its true afterall ..... >.<>

Wa ... today Mr sunny told us abt our project thingy .... sian man ... got 2 project .... 1 project is solo one .. cannot copy cannot discuss ... wa ... i sure die in this project ... and the 2nd project is group de .... tat one at least nt so bad ... but ... how am i going to pass the 1st one .... i diu VB yi qiao bu tong sia .... who can help me !!!!! >.<>

Dance Floor Anthem.... ^^

2007-08-09T14:46:00.000+08:00

Well ... tis is a nice ... here are the lyrics ... enjoy ... GC coolz. ... ^^

Dance Floor Anthem ...

Dance Floor Anthem

She’s going out to forget they were together
All that time he was taking her for granted
She wants to see if there’s more
Than he gave she’s looking for

He calls her up
He’s trippin on the phone now
He doesn’t want her out there
And alone now
He knows she’s movin it
Knows she’s using it
Now he’s losing it
She don’t care

Everybody put up your hands
Say I don’t wanna be in love
I don’t wanna be in love
Feel the beat now
If you’ve got nothing left
Say I don’t wanna be in love
I don’t wanna be in love
Back it up now
You’ve got a reason to live
Say I don’t wanna be in love
I don’t wanna be in love
Feelin' good now
Don’t be afraid to get down
Say I don’t wanna be in love
I don’t wanna be in love

He was always giving her attention
Looking hard to find the things she mentioned
He was dedicated
But most suckers hate it
That girl was fine
But she didn’t appreciate him

She calls him up
She’s tripping on the phone now
He had to get up
And he ain’t comin home now
He’s tryin to forget her
That’s how we come with him
When he first met her
When they first got together

Everybody put up your hands
Say I don’t wanna be in love
I don’t wanna be in love
Feel the beat now

If you got nothing left
Say I don’t wanna be in love
I don’t wanna be in love
Back it up now
You got a reason to live
Say I don’t wanna be in love
I don’t wanna be in love
Feelin' good now
Don’t be afraid to get down
Say I don’t wanna be in love
I don’t wanna be in love

To the beat (x3)
You got nothing to lose
Don’t be afraid to get down

We break up
It’s something that we do now
Everyone has got to do it sometime
It’s okay, let it go
Get out there and find someone

It’s too late to be trippin' on the phone here
Get off the wire
You know everything is good here
Stop what you’re doin'
You don’t wanna ruin
The sense that you got to
Find a new one

Everybody put up your hands
Say I don’t wanna be in love
I don’t wanna be in love
Feel the beat now
If you got nothing left
Say I don’t wanna be in love
I don’t wanna be in love
Back it up now
You got a reason to live
Say I don’t wanna be in love
I don’t wanna be in love
Feelin' good now
Don’t be afraid to get down
Say I don’t wanna be in love
I don’t wanna be in love

Ohh....ohhh...ohhh

Now you know what to do, so come on and get down

Hmmm.....

2007-08-05T20:29:00.000+08:00

Hmmm .... dunno wad's gotten into me these past few days .... totally no mood to do anything .... haix .... wad's happening to me .... o.O " seems like i have been isolated by myself ... dun feel like toking to anyone ... dun feel like talking ... which is unlike me .... haix ... guess i am getting emo and emo each passing day .... haix .... dunno wad to blog liao .... simply no mood sia .... Sianz .... -.-

Haix .....

2007-08-05T01:21:00.000+08:00

Hmmm .... woken by my bro at ard 12 plus today .... Argh .... felt so tired .... -.-zZz but in the end wake up .. coz my mum brought me lunch .... woke up wash myself .. den ate my lunch ... ^.^ after tat ... watch naruto wif my bro till 6pm ..... -.-zZz haix ... dunno y .... feel so bored today ... nth to do ..... haix ... guess my life is juz a boring one ..... nth much to expect ..... hmm..... suddenly remembered an advertisement tat is shown on tv last time ..... about a person named "Nick" has his life been shown on the cinema ..... but everyone was bored and fell aslp during his movie .... guess my is nth much better compared to his .. i guess ....

hmm ...... i recently juz realised sumthing ... compared to my other brothers ... i felt i am the most useless one ..... and the most timid one .... haix ... tats a sad thing though ... last time i always felt tat i have both my brothers genes ... a good side and a bad side. ... but i guess i am wrong ... i have none ..... only a timid and useless Eugene .... never acheived anything is his life ... failure in everything he does .... and living in this world jus to take up space and resources .... ^.^ haix..... boring life he has ......

hmm..... guess tats wad i going to blog today ... and tats my conclusion today ... see ya .... ^.^

Mood-less Day ... -.-

2007-07-31T17:50:00.000+08:00

Today Wake up and bathe getting rdy for sch .... dunno y ... everything was find until i went to my house bus stop ... waiting for bus .... suddenly .... my mood changes .... suddenly like become another person ... no mood ...dun wish to tok .... ... =x went to meet my fren ... also never say hi to him ..... jus stand there listening to my mp3 and wait for the bus .... board the bus ..... still mood-less ... jus sit there listening to my mp3 .... n jus keep thinking ..... n thinking ..... suddenly think of someone once ask me .... "have u thought of going back .... have u tried ...... " and i remembered i told him it was no use ..... guess is impossible to go back to the past ..... haix ... but y ... y did i make tat stupid decision tat day ..... Y ? these question keep on pondering in my mind ..... i know ... some of u may say ... no point regretting ..... but .... i juz can't do tat .... i may put a brave front in front of u all ..... acting tat i am ok .... but deep down inside my heart .... theres a feeling tat i canNot even explain myself .... y ? y do i have this feeling ....??? wad have i become .... haix ..... guess no one can help me tis time ..... T.T

Heres Another song by 迷路兵 ...

适应

没想过爱情会下落不明
寂寞都不忍心
故事的结局走不出背影
我只能静静的
风吹醒　那些曾经
转过身　我用眼泪聆听

心　该怎么学会去
适应　那些没你的安静
我　也曾小心的收起所有回忆
却总是忍不住不断的翻起
(你却一直住在心里　是谁都无法代替）

爱开始了　该怎么去喊停

迷路兵 ... ^.^

2007-07-29T23:52:00.000+08:00

Well ... today's posting not very interesting to read up by ... been hm the whole day listening to MLB songs ^.^ .... well .. kind of like their song ... nice,meaningful and of coz ... rocks ... ^.^ our one and only Singapore SuperBand Champs ... ^.^ for those who dunno wad MLB stands for .. its 迷路兵 ^.^ erm ... thats all i wanted to blog today ..... nt much thing happen ... ^.^ well .. tml is Monday again ... study time ... ^.^ well ... lesson starts at 8am .. gonna slp soon ... ^.^ well ... here is one of MLB songs that i Like the Most .... Here's a Clip of their songs performed during the compeitition .... Enjoy ....

迷路兵 - 泪

深夜里, 无法习惯没有你
不愿意再走下去。
这距离, 痛得我不能呼吸
难忘记你的失去。

多少眼泪都无所谓，
我闭上眼睛不能入睡
只希望你给我一些安慰。

这些眼泪我无所谓，
真心的对待最珍贵。
我回头想起爱情的甜美,
永远不后悔。
牵领我进入睡梦追随，
重温过去，我们俩梦中相依偎。
虽是梦幻，愿沉醉

Hmm.... i Guess i going to be looking forward to their MTV and their upcoming Ablums ... ^.^ 迷路兵 ! GO GO GO!!! ^.^

Haix ... Getting Emo Day by Day ......

2007-07-23T22:12:00.001+08:00

Well ... today .... lesson starts at 8am .. so wake up quite early ... 6.15am .... bathe and prepare myself .... den went down to the bus stop and wait for bus ..... saw jermey at the bus stop ... chat wif him awhile ... den his bus came .. and off he go .... left me there ..... awhile more my bus came and i board it to meet Kian Hao ...... reach his house there abt 7.12am like tat ..... chat wif him till the bus 87 came ..... on the bus ... we keep discussing abt maple story things ... haha .. kinda long since i touched maple ... and even tok abt it ..... dunno y .. today suddenly tok abt it .... =/
reach class abt 8.05am ... saw no one in the class ... guess everyone was late .... only the relieved teacher there ..... alone .... den we went in and greet him .... and he greet back ... in a form of "li mao" but the floor was carpented ..... by right we should not wear shoes in ... but anyway ... we are already in .... so nvm la .... :)

the relieved teacher was busy doing his things ... guess preparing for today lesson .... btw ... the lesson is THINKING SKILLS ..... -.-" dunno wad is tat ..... o.O" after serveral mins later ... he began to take attendence ....den realised the class only got abt 20 ppl .... which actual is 34 ... guess some of them skip the morning class bah ... nth weird ... :)

the relieved teacher ask us to group ourselves .. and ya .. the same group .... closed closed de .... so can communicate wif each other better .... ^.^ den he ask us to do some group work ...den tok tok tok till suddenly say have to do survey .... =.= i heard liao ji tao stun .... =.= " somemore have to complete it and hand in next week .... =.=" den blah blah blah ..... lesson over .....

went to resource rm to slack ... coz break time .... den call ryan down and play a few rds of poker to kill time .... ^.^( * no gambling involved ....) played till its time to hav our next lessons .... and also my most interest subject ... Computing Maths ... ^.^

went in the class ... Mr Sunny was shuffling a pack of poker cards .... LOL ... whole class thought he today ki siao .... wan play poker ... den in the end he tell us his stories again ... link to the subject .... den time passes quite fast while having Computing Maths ... IT's FUN!!! ^.^ today topic was on Probability .... ^.^

after that .... Sunny gave us break again ...... so we slack in class and went to canteen to buy some drinks and chill down .. den went up again for our VB.Net Lesson ... abt programming ... ^.^
continue my last assignment coz have to hand up by tis week .... having some probs doing it .... wa .. do till i pek chek ...... den in the end .... blur blur .... @.@ while trying to slove .... sunny was there ... teaching a new topic ... coz some of my classmate hav already finished doing it ... but didn't ask for their help ... coz not close ... somemore got some thing happen ... dun wish to mention .... heard from my fren de .... aiyah .. nvm la .... do by ourselves lor ..... better ....
haix ... den do till finished lesson .... n off we go ... hm sweet hm ... ^.^

haix ... today guess is a moody day and emotional day for me bah ..... in the bus while going hm ... listen to my mp3 player ... kinda reminds me of someone ... ^.^ den feel emotional again .... Haix ... T.T

Tats all i wanted to blog today .. see ya tml ... ^.^

Parade ....

2007-07-22T03:52:00.000+08:00

well ... here a song which i think is nice ... and the lyrics is meaningful .... enjoy .... ^.^

Chaba-Parade

In Japanese

Kaze ga fuite itai kienai omoi
Nani wo motte ikou ka atsumete hitotsu
Nido to nai nido to nai suteru nante baka mitai
Mujaki ni natte imeeji
Kitto sore wa owaranai
Kitto sore wa owaranai
Ai no mune kogase sen no yume watare
Juuou mujin kakete te ni tsukamu sekai
Kumo ga chigirete hi ga mata ochite
Hitori no pareedo ga ugokidasu
Bouken kichijitsu shinpaku joushou meian souguu seimei souai

Moshimo itte shimau nara anata no kami wo
Kaide sutte motto yose au kotoba
Wakaranai wakaranai uwabe dake ja wakaranai
Dakara motto fukaku shitai shitai
Nante yume mitai
Nante yume mitai
Ai no mune kogase sen no yume watare
Juuou mujin kakete meguriau kiseki
Kumo ga chigirete hi ga mata ochite
Futatsu no pareedo ga yozora ni tokete

Daremo ga motte iru poketto ni shizumeta yoru ga aru
Soitsu wo tomosu you ni te wo nobashite wa oyogu hito
Mitsukerareta nara ii anata no keshiki to onaji mono

Ai no mune kogase sen no yume watare
Juuou mujin kakete te ni tsukamu sekai
Kumo ga chigirete hi ga mata ochite
Mikansei no pareedo de doko mademo
Bouken kichijitsu shinpaku joushou meian souguu seimei souai...

In English

The wind blows, these painful memories don't disappear
What shall I take with me? I gather one
Never again, never again, it's stupid to throw it away
An image of innocence
I know it will never end
I know it will never end
Let your loving heart burn, cross a thousand dreams
Running freely, grabbing the world
The clouds scatter and the sun goes down again
A lonely parade begins to move
Adventure, lucky days, heart rate, rising, chiaroscuro, encounters, life, love

If I were to say it, I'd smell your hair
Breathe it in, drawing you closer with my words
I don't know, I don't know, appearances don't mean a thing
So I want to get deeper, deeper
It's like a dream
It's like a dream
Let your loving heart burn, cross a thousand dreams
Running freely, serendipitous miracles
The clouds scatter and the sun goes down again
Two parades dissolve into the night sky

Everyone has a night sunk deep in their pockets
They reach out their hand as if to light it and swim
I hope you've found the one that matches your scenery

Let your loving heart burn, cross a thousand dreams
Running freely, grabbing the world
The clouds scatter and the sun goes down again
Forever an unfinished parade
Adventure, lucky days, heart rate, rising,
chiaroscuro,encounters, life, love...

Bored day ...

2007-07-21T02:47:00.001+08:00

well ... woke up at 11 plus becoz of norman call me to cfm the time to meet them watch transformers .... Yaya ... till now i haven watch ... T.T tio pang seh by my frens .... but nvm ...
den woke up and came online .... yuwei msn me ... ask me whether i can make it on time anot .. i told him i try ... coz i going to Ubi to book my advanced.... den he suddenly say ... postpone to next week the outing .. after our class .... i see liao was like anything lor .... told him to tell norman .... den he ask me to sms him ... =.= den blah blah blah .... keep calling kh coz wanted him to accompany me go Ubi ... lol .... alone go sibeh sian .... ^.^ den wanted to go out after booking the advanced .... so sms yh ask him wad time his class finished wan go out anot .... he reply me ... he end lesson at 4pm and meeting ting ... later den cfm wif me .... i was like .. oh .. ok lor ...

drag till 4 plus .... call kh whether he ok anot ... wa ... tat fellow ... take very long to prepare sia .... machiamp gal ... =x wait him to ok till about 6 plus ... wa ... woot sia ... abt 1 hr plus ... say will call me when he rdy ... wait till sian ... den bth ... call him .. he say he on the way to my house here ..... den ask me go down .... den i go down lor ... reach my hse downstairs .. never see him .. so called him ... den he say he between 140 and 141 .... i was like ... smlj ... =.= told him to stay put ... i go find him .... walked till blk 142 .... suddenly a call .... from him ... den i saw him walking towards me ... =.= bo liao ....

after that ... walk to my house de bus stop take 45 go ubi straight bus .... den reach bus stop den realised .. i FORGOT TO BRING MY WALLET!!!! o.O so rush back hm to take ... and quickly rush back .... den reach Ubi abt 7pm .... scared there alot of ppl ... coz usually i go there alot of ppl de ... in the evening like tat ... but today ... dunno y .. maybe after office hours .... reach there no ppl ... so book my advanced ... den call yh .... met them for dinner at kovan the HK cafe ....

waited them till 8 plus .. den all reach le .... so we went to HK cafe there ... eat lor and chit -chat .... tok abt some stuffs .... den there is a "war" going on .... so i at there diam diam .... LOL .... den listen to the music there ..... but there quite noisy ... so quite hard to listen .... but there the song are nice ... and kinda reminds me of somethings ..... ^.^ ate and tok there till abt 10pm ...

den all dunno wad to do ... so went to kh hse and slack ... =.= '' at his hse play transformers the game on PS2 ... den all go hm .. =.='' managed to borrow the game from him .. haha .... slowly played at hm .... ^^ after that ... reach hm .. realised both my brothers are out .. den came online .... ask yh and xiang wan bnet anot ... played 2 rds of dota .... den all went slp .... no mood ...

den i came here to blog lor ... ahah .... hmm ... feel kinda slpy .... yet i am still blogging .... ~.~
anyway ... today quite a boring day ... ~.~ haix ....
tats all i wanted to blog ....

take Care everyone ...^.^
nites .... ~.~zZz

Tired Day ...T.T

2007-07-17T23:06:00.001+08:00

hmm .... set my alarm to 9am ytd night ... to prevent me from being late again .... but in the end ... dunno y i was so slpy and tired .... i keep delaying the alarm till 10.15am ... ~.~ den when the alarm rang ... i woke up .. feeling less tired and slpy .... i managed to be quite alert ... n waited for my bro to finished bathing ... coz the time clashed wif him .. T.T turn on the TV and show some old serial drama .... while waiting for my bro to finished bathing .... ~.~ after that .... went to bathe and keep myself more awake and alert .... came out of the bathroom realised the time was 10.50am ! i quickly rushed to dress up and prepare my things n look at the time again .... its was 11am ... planning to leave the house liao ... but suddenly stomach pain! fark!.... den went to the toliet .... and sms my fren i leaving house now ... quickly finished up and rush to the bus stop to wait for 45 to go to his bus stop there .... hmm.. reach his bus stop was 11.25am i think ...

on the way to sch ... i listen to my mp3 player as usual during the journey .... and reach my sch bus stop abt 11.50am .... in my mind i thinking .. siao liao ... late again ... so i quickly walk .... but on the way .. saw 2 of my frens waiting for us .... ^.^ say hello to them .... and carry on walking ... but the traffic light was red... have to wait ....~.~ while waiting .. saw my other 2 frenz on the other side of the road also .. ahah ..... but coz time is running out ... i never get to say hi to them ... bu walk past them .. LOL!!!! sorry guys ... wan to be on time for lesson ... so bo bian ... ^^ reach the class is about 12.05pm ... but luckily ... my teacher juz came in not long ago .. so safe ... ^.^

today lesson is on "SubRoutines" .... hmm ... starting dunno wad the fark is tat ... but later teacher explain to us .. i have a slight understanding to wad he toking abt .... ^.^ but still noob in tis thing .... ^.^ well ... i start to feel quite interested in Programming ... hehe ... dunno y ... guess i have finally woken up from my la la Land and guess is time to be serious in my work le ... ^.^
going to improved myself and my work .... not going to disappoint my parents and myself .... gonna work hard towards my GOAL !!! ^.^

after class .... was pe lesson ... but on the same time ... my sch's floor ball team was competing wif another sch ... didn't managed to see the sch name .... but my sch managed to beat them 3-1
haha .. well done .. ^>^ during the match almost gt fight ... lol ... dunno y ... =x but nth really happen ... ^>^ becoz my pe teacher was the sch floor ball's coach ... we sit ard and watch the match ... and can only go home after the match has finished .... =.=" bo liao ... but anyway .. the match is quite fun to watch ... ^.^

on my way back ... took 72 .. wa ... always on tat bus ... suddenly will feel very slpy and always take a short nap in the bus ..~.~zZz

hmm .... tml is another day for me ... ^.^ haix .. tml lesson start at 8am .. sian man ... have to wake up early ... ~.~ guess its time for me to go orh orh liao ...~.~ zZz See YA~~!!

Well Done .....

2007-07-16T18:12:00.001+08:00

hmm..... today was late for class ... damn .... swear its going to be the last time ..... ^>^ today lesson is kinda interesting and quite new to me .. coz .. based on my frenz told me ... today the topic on Computing Maths is actually related to A maths ... which i never even study or came across b4 in my sec sch .... so ... kinda hard for me to understand .... but eventually ... i managed to understand the slight fundemental of it ... and i was quite happy abt myself .... * not boasting*
coz i am actually paying attention in class which i rarely do in YR 1 coz ... maybe i guess i was not rdy for ITE yet .. but now .. is different .... i am going to do well in YR 2 and go to POLY .... tats my goal ...... n i am going to acheive it ... ^.^ well ... everyone has a goal in their life isn't it ? well .. for me ... is going into POLY and ......... ^>^

anyway ... tats all i am going to blog today ... got nth much to blog actually ... hehe ....

想回到过去.....

2007-07-15T01:46:00.000+08:00

hmm ..... today's blog kind of emotional heard some songs on the net and a specific song kinda affects my mood .... hehe ... here is the mood i am having now ... XD

一盏黄黄旧旧的灯
时间在旁闷不吭声
寂寞下手毫无分寸
不懂得轻重之分
沉默支撑跃过陌生

静静看著凌晨黄昏
你的身影
失去平衡
慢慢下沉
黑暗已在空中盘旋
该往哪我看不见

也许爱在梦的另一端
无法存活在真实的空间
想回到过去
试著抱你在怀里
羞怯的脸带有一点稚气

想看你的看的世界
想在你梦的画面
祇要靠在一起就能感觉甜蜜
想回到过去
试著让故事继续

至少不再让你离我而去
分散时间的注意
这次会抱得更紧
这样挽留不知还来不来得及
想回到过去

思绪不断阻挡著回忆播放
盲目的追寻仍然空空荡荡
灰蒙蒙的夜晚睡意又不知躲到哪去
一转身孤单已躺在身旁

haix ..... T.T ....

Schools Reopen Today .....

2007-07-09T10:35:00.000+08:00

well well well ..... today is time to get back to school and time to get serious in my work ....... ^.^ hmm.... toking about school .... till now i haven seen my new classmates yet ... haha ... hope to get along fine wif them .... though i maybe look "dao" or wad .... but thats juz my personality ... when u get to know me better ... is juz totally is different person from wad u see from the outside.... ^.^ there's a saying " never judge a book from its cover ......" same goes to ppl ... ^.^

juz went to view my frens blog ... and realise they are having a tought time whether in school work or in relationships ..... well ... wad i can say to them is tat .... dun giv up .... ask urself whether have u given in ur best to wad u have done ..... well .... time to prepare le .... shall update when i back from sch bah .... ^.^ in the meantime ..... take care my frens ....^.^

Its A New Day Which embark on a New Beginning ........... ^.^

Haix....

2007-07-04T16:33:00.000+08:00

Erm... next week sch starts liao ... haix .... dunno should i feel happy or sad .... hmm.... anyway ... these few weeks of holiday.... been busy wif some work .... so nt much enjoyed yet ..... and ... my dad and my bro is going to get a car le ... yeah ... but i cannot drive. .. haha ... coz no license ..... T.T ... toking abt license .... been wanting to re-take my advanced theory ... but no time .. coz i wan to pass tis time .. no more failing ... been failing 3 times liao ... kinda sian le .... so ... i am going to study tis time ... not going to slack slack .... going to pass and get my PDL .... ^.^ .. hope wad i say really come true bah .... ^^ hmm ... tml going out wif my ITE frenz ... last time those gum gum one .... haha ... hope this type of gathering will come more often ... ^.^ same goes to my sec sch frens .... ^>^

really enjoy myself whenever i go out wif my sec sch frenz .... dunno y ..... guess its becoz we gone thru some impt moments together in sec sch times .... and i really remember those moments ... and of coz some special moments tat happen in sec sch ... ^.^ those memories can never be forgotten ..... or i shall say .. those are memories tat i will never forget in my whole life ....

Mood-Less

2007-06-24T02:32:00.000+08:00

Hihi .. Been Ages Since i Last Blog .... ^.^ anyway ... things for me are still as usual ..... ^.^ but now i currenly having my holidays ... ^.^ a time to relax , a time to enjoy , a time for reunion ... ^.^ while .. my attachment are over ... T.T so ... when sch reopens ... i going back to sch ...haix ... haven really get to know my classmates yet ... guess is a new start for me bah ... ^.^ hope i can make new fren in the class ... n not to 4get my studies too ... ^.^ time to buck up and get more serious .... haix .... did some changes to my blog ... and the song .... hope u guys n gers enjoy ... ^.^

haix ...no suddenly no mood to do anything ... "Mood-less" haix ... dunno why the sudden change of mood .... guess something happen to me bah ... qo.op

Who will be there for me ?? My Peeps of Coz ..!! ^.^

2007-06-03T03:19:00.000+08:00

hmm ... well ... ytd didn't get to blog coz too tired le ..... haha ps ps .. anyway ... ytd i slp till 7pm ... wooo .. shiok ... too tired le ....didn't get much slp the past few days ... but nw .. re-energised le ... ^^ oh ya .. going sentosa later ... haha ... nw SUNDAY le ... wa ... sian man ... time passes so fast when u are enjoying arh .... o.O' haix ... anyway .. later going to meet my sec skool fren to go sentosa ... been ages since i go there .... =x hope i enjoy bah ... ^^ and yes ... i finally got the song "Would You Be There" by Redwan Ali le ..... YEAH!!!

well .. tis song .. the lyrics is so meaningful ..... haix ... wonder who will be there for me ...... o.O" hmm ..... guess think too much le ...haha ... slpy ... going to slp nw .... ^^ nice n meaningful song for all my peeps ... ^^ enjoy !!!

Well ...Well ...

2007-06-01T14:47:00.000+08:00

haha ... didn't blog for serveral days le .... hehe .... no time ... or shall i say ... i lazy to blog la ..... but .... nevertheless .... i am back ..... hmm...... ytd on during my attachment in suntec city for the pc show ..... i saw ka hau's mum .... haha .... but never see her sis or him .... o.O" .... den i sms him ... ask him where he is .... he told me he at his gf hse .... -.-'' KK ... nvm .... after tat ... on my way back hm ...... i saw ka hau's sis ... wa .... machiamp so qiao he ...... starting see his mum ...den now see his sis ..... hmm .... is this some kind of a sign ???? o.o" anyway .... after tat ..... went hm and order mac delivery ..... coz i haven eaten the whole day ..... haha .... den i also called my mum's fren .... to come n test my graphic card .... since ages .... i contact him le ..... my graphic card dunno how long go service till ytd .... finally .... ok le .... hehe ..... ^^ tats all for ytd ..... btw .. the pc show .... is really crowded man ..... people moutain people sea sia ...... ^^

hmm..... today .... i am back to the pc show ... at suntec .... wa .... today the crowd nt so bad ... but .... since the laptops are working fine ...... i got NTH to DO .....!!!! omg .... really sian man ..... =x haix ..... stand the whole day ..... at a same spot .....lol ... for few hrs ... hhaa .... really man .. u can feel the muscle in the leg get harden .... lol ..... den after tat .... my senior ... ask me to go inside a small stall .... can rest there no need to stand the whole day ... so i went in lor ... but is much of persuade den i go in .. lol ... hahaa ... shy la .... bo bian ..... =x wa ... inside the stall ... is really small lor ..... very squeezey ..... den btw ..... i now using the spare laptop ..... by lenovo .... now using to surf net and do my blogging .... haha ...... very sian man ... bo bian .... somemore .... jia lat .... my senior know i blog .... lol ... BUT ... ask me to blog wad happen today and ytd .... haha ..... but .... really fun haha ... in my attachment .... i get to know all my seniors . somemore .... all those now working wif me de ... is all my seniors ... last time same sch as me nw ..... lol ... such a small world .... hur ?

hmm .... the laptop going to low batt le ... =x .... guess i go hm den update somemore bah ... ^^ ... anyway ..... hope everything goes well in this pc show .... so i can slack .... haha ... no la ... is no prob will be more business ... more business more money ... haha ... kk .... gtg le ... see ya ...... update when i reach hm .... ^^

*sign off

~:+:MaoMaoster:+:~

Normal day for me .... ^.^

2007-05-25T22:16:00.000+08:00

well .... was supposed to blog tyd ... but turns out i no time ... den in the end neva blog ... anyway ... nth much happen ytd ... just the usual stuffs...... and i watch naruto in office ytd .. haha ... nth to do ... den become addicited .... =x

well .... normal day for me today .... went to work as usual .... den 1st thing in i do .... is go toliet .... waaa ... dunno y ... stomach pain when i went in the office .... =x after tat .... turn on the pc ... coz nth to do ... den watch naruto .... continue from where i stopped ytd ... =) watch till when come to the fighting part .... got work to do ... =( sian ... so stopped n do the work lor ... ^.^
waaa ... the work from 12 plus do till 4 plus ... haha ... slowly do mah ... wad's the rush man ... ^^
after tat .... hmmm ..... nth much happen lor .... den i sms yh ... ask him somethings .... and told him somethings ... ^^ den went hm le lor ....

reach hm .... turn on my com .... den watch naruto at youtube again .... continue where i stopped ... ^^ after tat ... while its loading ... i decided to do some changes to my blog ... coz someone say the colour contrast nt gd ... n u i agreed ... ^^ so i decided to change my blog ...
well ... there it is ... my new blog's look .... though is looks kinda childish .... but ... its cool .... rite ??? =x haha .... ^^

anyway .... recently somethings happen to my frens ..... den tats really saddens me ... but nevertheless ..... i will be there to help them out ya ..! so no worries ... coz MaoMao is here ... LOL ..... haix ... tats all i wanted to blog today ... ahha ... ^.^ take care Peeps ... ^.^!!!

Slack Day .... ^.^

2007-05-24T18:26:00.001+08:00

True Love Is Giving Ur Loved One Wad She Want Cos U Wan Her To Be Happy .... ^.^

2007-05-22T23:34:00.001+08:00

Well ..... today have been slack in my work ... coz i went to Singapore Post to do some stuffs ... den like was nt in office half a day ... hehe .. been on site .... ^.^ den back in office .... doing some cleaning and checking of laptops .... ^.^ same thing ... nvm ... very day is a new day for me ... ^.^
but actually ... today i learn quite alot of things ... ^.^ ... well ... in fact it was "extra" haha .... well ... becoz .. when i was on my way back to office ... my boss patrick ... fetch me and ester back to office ... *esther is my collegue den in the car .... he wad toking abt stocks ... haha ... den i was curious so i ask him abt it ... den he explain till we office the office .... nt only tat ... he even show me how to play .. and explain the details to me ... in the office ... haha ... =x ...but i see so many numbers ... i @.@ so i just listen to him lor .. den look at the numbers .... haha ... after tat ... went to slack at msn .... coz nth to do ... jus wait till 6pm .... go hm .. ^.^

on my way hm .... in the bus .... i watch the Mars Vs Venus show ... the previous episode .... den i watch the part where Pierre Pang n Rui En quarrel .... den she wanted a divorce ..... = ( sad man ... he was a perfect guy every woman wished for ... yet she dun believe him ... haix ... anyway ... tats the part tat attract me actually .... ahha ... if nt i will not be watching it .... den ... got 1 part Pierre said to Rui En : " If You Love Someone .... You Will Give What She Wish For .... Cause You Wan Her To Be Happy .... " Something like tat ... ^.^ which appeal to me also ... coz tat wad i will do for my gf if i have one ... ^.^ anyway ... tis show is very gd ... it reflects ourself .... and it will give some advice to us ... which really helps and great advice to current couples and those married couples ... its like they are seeing their own life .... or how their life will be in the future .... a show deserved to be watched ..... and btw ... anyone of u have the show's ending song " Would You Be There" by Redwan Ali .... anyone have this song can kindly Pm me pls ... ur help is appreciated ... ^.^

well .... now listening to S.H.E new songs ... haha ... nice to listen ... ^.^ very the peaceful and relaxing .... can brighten up my mood ... ^.^ some songs they sing tis time rd really got Zhou Jie Lun de Feng Ge .... ^.^ like the Song Jie Kuo which is sung by S.H.E .... got Zhou Jie Lun's Ting Ma Ma De Hua the chrous ... sung by S.H.E .... wa .. nice sia ... =x Guess i am in loved wif them .... ^.^ =x Feeling weird today .... dunno y ...guess its the songs tat i listen bah ... someone told me .. songs can affect a person ... i truly agreed .... ^.^ =x

Well ... Guess I am back ... ^.^

2007-05-21T19:49:00.001+08:00

well .... juz came back from my attachment not long ago .... well .... doing the usual thing .... cleaning and checking of laptops and scanners ...... ^.^ check till .... abt 6pm ... den went hm ....

wa ... on my way hm in the bus .... i suddenly got an headache .... haix ... dunno y .... been like these everytime i travel from my work place to hm .... guess is too tired le bah ..... anyway .... nth much happen today ....

but today ... i feel great .... feel like a load have lifted from my heart ..... ^.^ feel "different" but ... still the old me .... ^.^ still the same ......

hmm...... nth much to update today ... =x

Leaf's Depart Due To Wind's Persuit ....... Or Maybe Tree Never Ask Leaf To Stay ...

2007-05-20T01:07:00.000+08:00

Well ... juz came back from my bBall .... wif boon,kang and hong ..... hehe ... so long never play bBall wif them le ..... ^.^ fun playing bBall wif them .... juz now.... my bro come too .... den we play 3 v 2 .... boon , kang and my bro .... against me and hong ... -.-" sure lose de ..... but nevertheless ...... we giv in our best ...... and played well .... but in the end still lose ... ^.^

after tat ..... we play 4 v 4 wif other ppl ..... wa ... got 1 person very tall ... taller den kang .... but still we give in our best ...... and somemore my bro tio eblow by 1 person ..... den my bro abit hot ... can see from his expression .... but luckily ... nth happen ..... after the match .... we sat at the steps of the basketball court and hong tell us his story in army .... LOL .... some things happen in his camp .. den he say till very funny ..... den we keep laughing ..... haha ...... so long never have tis feeling le .... so fun having them ard .... ^.^ we chat till the lights off .... kang and my bro go hm le ... left me,boon and hong ... den we decide to go mac'donald and eat and chat lor ..... btw ... we saw alice n her sis ...... at andone ... haha .... so conicidence .... anyway .... we went to mac'donald eat and chat lor .... den alice they all also come .... after tat ... some things happen .. haha ..... hong and his stunts .... ahha ... not long ..... abt 11.15pm like tat .... all went hm ... boon go hong hse and ton i think ... den they all bid gd bye to alice coz they still at mac'donald ... den we all went seperate ways ....

boon also told me abt his things den i listen lor ..... buddies share their probs and help each other mah .... ^.^ although sometimes i may nt contact them .... but i still will help them if they need my help ... like i said b4 .... i treasure my frenz alot ...... ^.^

and i would like to thank wei ting ..... thanks for giving me advice ..... it really helps .... i guess i have to move on also .... got to leave my past behind .... but easier said to be done .... ^.^ it will really have to take some time b4 i really get over tat matter ..... anyway ... i will really try my best to heed ur advice ...^.^ thanks alot .... really .... i appreciate it .... ^.^

I'm Back ... ^.^

2007-05-17T19:30:00.000+08:00

well.... it has been serveral weeks since i blog .... haix .... things is still the same in my attachement ..... still cleaning and checking of laptops so called maintaining these laptops ..... haha .... kinda boring hur ~ .... but anyway ... looking forward to the coming PC Show which is in 30th May ..... going to be there to set up laptops i think.... haha .. also dunno do wad there ... but my company is involved ....

anyway.... recently juz read boon's blog .... he has been feeling down since tat day .... well .. Boon .... take care of urself ya .... Cheer up .... u still got us .... ^.^ but i really wan to apologise to him abt ytd .... i ps them ..... T.T they went to cheng san Community Centre Play bBall .... T.T anyway .... next time i sure go ..... Promise .... ^.^ haix .... see boon situation kinda reminds me of somethings tat can really make me emo out of a sudden .... T.T haix ...

in this world .... no matter how strong u are .... there's odd to be some things tat can break u down .... and 1 of it is a thing Called L.O.V.E ...... L.O.V.E can really change a person attitude and behaviour ..... it is an unseen force tat can motivate a person to willingly to change and demoralise a person till it seems as the world has come to an end ..... so is L.O.V.E a gd thing or a bad thing ? well .... if u ask me .... L.O.V.E is a gd thing coz it really makes an impact on u .... make u somehow a different person .... make u realise tat u are more than wad u really are .... or shall i say ..... it brings out the Real you ....

haha .... sounds like i am some kind of an expert in L.O.V.E like tat .... ^.^ well .... those are wad i think L.O.V.E is .... to me .... it may be different to other ppl .... *no offence

well ... tats wad i wanted to blog today ..... any comments u may leave it in my shout out box located on the right side ..... ^.^ all comments are welcomed ..... ^.^

Hmm... Feel better ....^.^

2007-05-01T17:53:00.001+08:00

well.... woke up at 2 plus realise tat my fever have gone .... went to brush my teeth den realise no one was at hm.... o.O" wonder where everyone went ... ??? call my mum ..and ask her where she is and she told me she at ntuc .... and will buy lunch for me .... ^.^ den i wait for her lor ... cannot eat my medicine w/o eating anything rite ??? den went online to distract myself from my hunger ..... log in my friendster ... see see ... den log off ..... den went to see msn who online ... den went to play a rd of dota ... ^.^ ..... play finished le .... my mum came back .... den went to eat my lunch .... den ate my medicine ...... feel much better compared to past 2 days .... after tat .... went to slack at my com again ...

till at abt 5 plus .... my mum told me tonight got dinner at geylang there ... o.O" i hear liao sian 1/2 ..... but have to go ... coz my uncle is a member of a organisation ... den every yr got go de mah ... so tis yr go also lor ... ^.^ ..... hmm..... later come back den update again bah ..... if i have time .... ^.^

tml going back to my attachment le .... ^.^ hope i won faint or wad bah ... lol ^.^

Sick ... T.T

2007-04-29T23:08:00.000+08:00

well ... wake up at 10.38am .... den my whole body feel weak and hot ...... my mouth was very dry ... so i force myself up and go brush my teeth ..... but .... really no str at all ... went to my mum's room and lay on her bed .... told my mum den i have no str .... she touch my forehand and realise i got high fever ...... =x .... take 2 pandols ....den went to see doc ..... on my way to the bus stop ... my head feel heavy and my legs like numb .... whole body feel so hot ..... bth .... T.T

den my mum hold me ... while walking to the bus stop ... my niece also went to see doc ... she having cough also ... wa ... nowadays ... so many ppl sick .... T.T ... sian ... den reach the clinic le .... got so many ppl .... wa ... sian lor ..... bth ... den the nurse say have to wait 1 hr ..... =.=" so long sia ...... but bo bian ... alot of ppl ... so we wait lor .... while waiting my mum brought a hot dog bread for me to bite.... coz i never eat anything in the morning .... den went to S-11 drink a cup of hot milo ..... ~.~ after that ..... i really bth .... feel so slpy ... so i rest my head on the table and rest .... bth ... so weak at tat time .... ~.~ ... den the time was abt 12.10pm .... went to the clinic and sit .... den i lay my head against the wall ... and i think i feel aslp ...... ~.~ ..... after tat ... is was my turn .. den went in to see the doc .... i see this doc since i was a baby ..... den she told me alot of things ... say my body very hot ... den she take my temperature ... is was 39 degrees i think .... thats wad my mum told me ..... den after tat .... my niece turn .. den went out to collect my medicine ...... ~.~ .... the doc also give me 1 day MC ...... den went hm ..... and ate noodles my mum cook .. den ate my medicine ... but cannot slp ... and somemore ... my mum and my dad went out .. w/o taking in the clothes ... den i scared it will rain .. so i waited for them to come back lor ... den went to slp ......

slp till... 8 plus ... my fever came back again .... whole body feel so warm and hot ... ask my bro to help me take ice to put at my forehead .... den he help me cook noodles ..... ^.^ ... but ... i have no wei kou to eat ...... den in the end .... throw some of it away ...... ~.~ .... den eat my medicine ......
but cannot slp yet .... cause nt slpy ....den went online ... and slack .....

Dying .... zZz Feeling Terrible ... T.T

2007-04-29T01:52:00.000+08:00

well ... wake up at 10 plus in the morning .... coz my brother's wife ... order macdonalds for breakfast .... so gd hor ..^.^ den i woke up ... my throat feel kinda itchy .. den cough lor ... *throat itchy of coz cough .... =.=" anyway ... den went to wash myself up ..... den went to eat my filet o fish ... den realise that my brother they all watching LA PI XIAO Xin the movie .. o.O" so i watch lor ... den ate my filet and drink my milo .... ^.^ after that ..... the time was abt 11am ... i go bathe prepare myself for my attachment .... the boss ask me to come in today ... coz they need man power ... ahha ... den i come lor ... ^.^ hardworking arh ?? =x ..

on my way to work ... i was coughing all the way ... a slight cough .... den cough till reach the office .... reach there le ... no ppl ... =.=" *heart thinking ... tio dua ? den i see the lock is open ... but the lights inside is off ... so i went in .... like a theif .... den on the lights ... sms my collegue ... den suddnly stomach pain ... so lock up ... den went to the toliet .... came back .. still nobody.... =.=" after i sit down awhile ... the boss came in den ask me where the ger ... i say not here ... den he ask me ... haven come in meh ? i reply back ... dunno leh .... o.O" after that .... the boss ... ask me to check all the scanner ..... there is abt 15 of it bah .... those portable one ... den i check lor .... after checking the 1st one ..... the ger came in .... den ask me wad i am doing .. i reply her back say boss ask me to check scanner ... den she reply me back .. oh ok .... den i check all the 15 scanners in abt 10 mins i think .... very easy de ... ^.^ after that .... i help to check all the laptops .. all the eSIS program ... whether izzit working properly anot ... den check lor ... den label the laptops also ..... after that ... done all my work .. and left the office at abt 3.54pm ... den i went back hm .... prepare to go my uncle hse sit his car go to my cousin hse ... coz her baby 1 yr old le .... ^.^

at her hse ... eat the buffet that they order and also take some pics of her hse ... very big wor .. kinda like a fantasy world come true ... ^.^ anyway ... during the dinner ... i keep coughing till bth .... like going to die like tat .... =x.... den my mum go help me take a cup of warm water for me to drink coz i cough cough cannot drink cold water ..... after eating .... my uncle wan to go fetch his son ... which is at a birthday party near my hse ... den my mum suggested tat we go also .... ask my uncle fetch us hm ..... den i was like .. ok lor ... ^.^ den when i was abt to leave my cousin hse ... my hp rang ... ah hong call me .... ask me go play pool ... at hougang plaza ... den i say i now going hm ... later den meet or wad lor ....but he suggest to meet him at there straight ... i thought of .. ok lor ... since my uncle going to fetch us hm ... den on the way can alight somewhere take bus 80 go hplS ... but .. it turns out that ... my uncle straight away fetch us to our hse .... =.=" .. bo bian .... went hm ... take a leak .. den go meet ah hong .. take bus 113 .... after that ... while on the way to meet hong .. my cough still haven cool down ... keep coughing .... in the bus .... T.T .. all the way to HPLS .... den after that ... meet ah hong le ... we went up to play pool .. den i lose to him as usual ... in a race to 5 ... lol ... i only win him 1 rd .. somemore is by luck .... ^.^ .. after that ... we close the table and waited for yh n wt to come .... den we go woodball play billard .... b4 going in ... i ate the cough sweets my mum brought for me ... den gave 1 to hong ....

while playing ..... my cough seems to get worse ... keep coughing and coughing till my whole body and face like hot ... wa.. serious i nt kidding .. like going to vomit blood like tat .... den just keep coughing lor ... bth .... cough till my legs like no strength and my stomach there like cramp ..... =.=" after playing billard .... hong wanted to eat supper ... den ask kang they all come kovan eat .... but wt never go .... she go hm ... coz its late le ... so yh send her to MRT station while we accompany them lor ... after that ... coz no bus le .... we take cab go kovan ... all of us equally share .... den eat prata .... wa ... i regret eating lor .... coz .... *continue below ...
while waiting for the prata ... my mouth very warm ... breathe out warm air ..... den i order WHITE Spider .... wa... a few mouth nia ... finished .... =.=' but my mouth still feel thristy ... so i order another 100 plus .... den go along wif my prata .... wa ... tis is the time ... when i really cannot take it ... i eat till i bth ... my stomach like bloated ... but still force myself to eat .... =x .... eat finished liao ... den drink the 100 plus ..... the feeling i having at tat time is really undescribable .... u feel like u are going to die like tat ... *having difficulties breathing ... den like wan to vomit .... wa ... the feeling is really jus .... unbearable .... T.T

while on the way hm ... yh accompany me .... on the way .... i keep coughing and coughing till a point that i really vomit ..... T.T ... i vomit the food i ate just now .... T.T ...*gross rite ??? T.T
tat time i really hav difficulties breathing ... den wan to vomit but endure coz i dun wan my mum to worry ... den i endure all the way hm .... total i vomit twice while on my way hm ..... after reaching hm ... both of my parents were slping le ... so i slowly go bathe ... den while bathing ... i force myself to vomit again ... T.T .....coz it will feel much better after vomitting out .... T.T...zZz.
i vomit twice again ... in the toliet .... but after vomitting ... i feel alot better .. but still have the cough ... somemore like got slight flu .... hmm .... i think the sickness i have last time like come back again le .... =x .. hope not .. tml i will be asking my mum to accompany me see doc .... hope my sickness nt serious bah .... =x .....well ... now the time is 3.22am .... guess it time for me to slp le ..... and rest ... hope when i wake up .. i will feel much better .... ^.^ ... if not ... off to the doc ... T.T... tatax .... ^.^ gd nite every one .......*cough cough

Haiz ... Bored ...

2007-04-27T20:35:00.000+08:00

Well... it has been ages since i blog .... ^.^ anyway ..... things are as usual ... life still goes on the same ... nth much happen .... just regular work ... and some stuffs that need to be learn and done ... well ... just recently passed my birthday .... so i am 19 yrs old now ... T.T ... haix ... old le ... sian .... well... these 19 yrs ... i have been through a quite alot of obstacles in my life .... though there are ups and downs ... and of coz .. some unforgettable ones ... ^.^ but ... somethings still stays in my heart always .... is unreplaceable .... hmm .. i also dunno y .... guess is fate bah ... ^.^

haix ... recently saw boon blog .... haha .. feel happy for him ... found someone who can make him smile ... and make him a happy person again .... ^.^ gd for u boon ... ^.^ well .. as for me ... still the same .... guess i have taken the place from boon title "emo-king" ... ahha ... guess i am the one now who is emo ... haix... everytime i thiNk of that incident ... i just feel emo all out of a sudden .... T.T izzit a mistake to ever make tat decision .... T.T haix .... like i say i thInk is fate bah ..... is my decision .. is choice .... i have to take full responsible of it ... i don blame anyone ... just tat ... now .. i regret .... T.T but so ? its all too late for remorse and i can't turn back time ..... so wad the use of pondering over the tHing again rite ??? haix ...

Sian..... T.T

2007-04-18T00:48:00.000+08:00

well ... went to my attachment as usual ... den reach there ... the person there ask me to surf the net and wait for patrick ... den i surf the net an wait lor ..... wait awhile ... she ask me to play ard wif the router .... ask me to configure .... but i forgot how to configure ...lol ... but nvm ... she is kind enuff to teach me and show me .... so i learn lor .... in fact i see liao very easy one .. lol ... after that .... surf the net and went to other ppl blog see see den tag ... lol ... den went youtube and view dota video .... lol .... ^.^ after that ..... chat wif other ppl on msn .... den wait ..... n wait ...wa .... omfg ... i wait till i knock off ... thats was abt ..... hmm ..... 5 hrs of waiting .... haha .... wait till i knock off ... cool man ..... den went hm straight .. coz my bro they all playing bBall ... so i join them lor ... i sms chi and ah hui see they wan anot ...... den they like bo reply .... so i think they should be nt going le .... ^.^

on the went hm ... i sms chi again ... asking him ... whether he wan play anot .... den he bo reply ... till i reach hm ... ah hui sms me ... asking me who going ... den i tell him my brother and his frens only ... den chi bo reply ... lol .... i supposed he nt going le bah .... den after tat ... play dota 1 match ... coz my bro still slping ..... halfway through the game ... chi sms me .... saying tat he nw on the bus .... on his way hm ... so i sms him back telling him tat .. only my bro and his frens playing ... den ask him if he wan to come den come lor ..... haha .... after that .... went to and1 wif my brother .... we both ride there .... lol .... den reach there .. saw his frens already started to form team liao ... but dunno wa ... happen .... they never start the match ... den my bro ... go down and ji siao ... den in the end ... they form team again ... den start the match ..... wa...today ... alot of ppl sia ..... at least got 12 ppl .... haha .... den i waited there while my bro and his fren play ... den wait for somemore of his fren come den we form next team .... lol ...

the 1st match i played was wif ... my big bro n 2 of my bro fren .... lol .... we tio makan .... no rebounder .... lol ... but nvm .... warm up .... after that ... they all played serious ... den i also play properly .. in the end we won .... den i was abt to play ... chi came to look look .. haha .... wa ... he eat BIG MAC very long sia .... haha ... tio suan by my brother fren .... ^.^

after that ... we played till lights off ..... chi went in to play the last match .. he bth .... ahha .. lol ^^ den i n chi went to 7-11 to buy drinks while my brother and his fren go mac and chit-chat .... ^.^ ...after buying drinks ... we went hm .... den makan my dinner ... after that .... played 1 rd of dota wif yh and his fren ... haiz .. we lost due to the miscommunication of our team ... and i was noob .. coz i use new hero ..meepo ... lol ... but meepo was fun .... but need gd micro .... lol .... nvm ... try again next time bah ... practice make prefect ..... lol ... i think .. o.O"

kk ... now very late le .. shall stop here ... i going kun liao ..ltr tml i late ... =x .... see ya .... ^.^

1st Day Of Attachment.....

2007-04-16T23:19:00.000+08:00

well.... woke up at 7 plus by kian hao sms .... haha .. i still slping at tat time .... =x den continue to slp till 8.15am like that ... i wake up .... coz b4 that i had a dream ... a weird dream .... like very real .... den i see my watch 10 plus liao.... den i think think .... weird weird de ..... suddenly i wake up from mydream .... den i quickly see the time .... is only 8.05am ... =.=" quickly wake up and bathe ... scared late .... den went out at 9am like that ..... walk to chi hse the bus stop and took 107 ..... Reach the place at 9.33am ... kaoz ... 1 hr early sia .... haha .... supposed to meet patrick ... the person in charge there at 10.30am in his office ... but guess i was too early .... lol .... den walk ard the building ... den keep seeing the same shop over and over again .... till i bth .... i was thinking ... the ppl see me walke ard the building .. think i am a siao kia ....ahaha ....den bth ... walk till sian .... sit down at the staircase and wait lor ..... till abt 10.40am like tat ... 1 ger approach me and ask me izzit eugene ...? i say ya ... den follow her to the office ..... wa .... the office is quite small ... but enuff to work .... haha .... den slack there for awhile .... she told me tat patrick will be late ..... ask me to wait 1 side ... den i wait lor .... nvm ... after tat ... i overheard she told someone tat patrick is sick ... might be coming later ... in ther late afternoon ... i ji tao ... wad ??? ask me to come at 10.30am ... he come so late ??? =.=" but nvm ....

did some cloning from 1 hard disk to another hard disk ..... for laptops .... cool man ... after that ... slack again .... den went for my lunch ..... wa ... the eating house n food court is damn crowded lor .... cannot find place to sit .... sian .... T.T den decide to go to the mama shop buy 1 milo bar and 1 snickers wif a bottle of sprite ..... haha ... tats wad i eat for my lunch .... ahhaa .... bo bian .... i solo .... ok i admit i was hum tats why i never eat at food court ... see too many ppl i scared ... =x ....after that ... went back to work ... den slack again .... hmm... sign into msn and chat wif some of my frens .. den go back hm ... ahah ...

well... tml will be another day of my attachment .... cool .... see ya guys .... Take care ya ... !!

Sad .... T.T

2007-04-15T23:35:00.000+08:00

well ...... tml sch reopen le ..... hope u guys and gers enjoy the holidays .... ahha ..... 1 month of holiday pass by in a blink of an eye .... cool arh .... haiz ... nw back to sch ...have to study hard le .... T.T as for me ... tml i will be at jln sultan ... for my attachment .... also dunno do wad there .... haiz ... will be there for 9 weeks ... sian .. cannot see my classmates T.T ..... hope i will enjoy my 9 weeks for training there bah ..... ^.^ hope i will learn alot of things there and have some experience ..... ^.^ well ... dunno wad to blog le .... coz nw i headache ... cannot think .... haha ..... tml den i blog a proper one ..... gd nite and take care guys and gers ^.^

Sick =x

2007-04-10T20:08:00.000+08:00

well.. woke up at 2 plus ..my whole body feel so weak .. =x den my flu and cough got worse .. T.T somemore like got fever ..... call mum ... den she told me go see the doc ... on the way there .... my body like nua nua like tat ..... like anytime will faint .. =x reach the clinic there ... do the registration ... den wait .... wa .. cb .. waited quite long ... coz got 1 person went in dunno do wad .... i think is a salesperson bah .. cb ... sibeh long sia ... i wait till i abit dulan ... =s cb .. ppl sick need to see the doc ... he knn ... inside there dunno do wad .... think toking to the doc .. having chit-chat conversation arh .... =.=" i told mum .. if ppl got asthma .... need to see the doctor ... will die liao by den .... T.T waited till my turn den went in to see the doc ... wa .... the doc see me ... den examine me till like i very serious case ... take weight ... den take blood pressure..... wa ... 1st time sia .. do these things ... den doc say my case very jia lat ... got dunno wad arh .... b someting .. den i got shocked .. wa... so jia lat .... he even take my tempreature .. and its wad ... 38.7 degree ... cool eh ... fever ..... T.T he den prescribed me some medicine and some antibiotics and some pandaol for my fever ..... T.T ....went hm after tat ...

reach hm .... ate some food ... den take my medicine ..... den went to slp ..... lie on my bed but cannot slp coz maybe becoz of the medicine .. den my forehead like hot hot ... den cannot slp .... put some ice on my forehead ... den lie down on my bed .... n rest till slp ....

slp till nw den wake up .... wa ... my whole body sweat and my forehead sweat too .... my whole singlet was wet and my pillow also wet ... wa ... bth ... but ... after sweating all out ... i feel much better ... but still feel weak .... =s .... hmm.... guess i still have to rest more and hope i have a speedy recovery bah .. ^.^

Sick T.T

2007-04-09T23:22:00.000+08:00

came back at 7 plus pm .. wa .. today my nose keep running ... damn !! now having flu ... o.O" T.T .... sianz ... flu and cough ... *wad a gd combo .... haiz .. tml maybe nt going to work le ... see how .. if my flu and cough subside ... den go lor .. if nt .. staying at hm to rest ... ^.^ haiz .... feeling like going to work ... den don feel like going to work leh .. how ... but .. seriously .. if i nt sick ... i will go .... hmm ... wad to do .... see how tml bah ... haix.. so sian .... nw...

juz nw played dota wif my cousin and his fren ... cb! .. my warcraft 3 error .. nia ma pun deh ..... sian man ... play half way ... den my warcraft 3 hang ... den suddenly error pop out ..... dotz dotz dotz. .... anyway ... after that ... played wif hong they all .... CB !!! again ... error .... wtf man ... wad da fark is wrong wif my warcraft ...... sian man .... the only game that i can relax in ... nw cannot play ...sibeh sian .... haiz .. somemore the flu keep coming ... damn ... getting irritated by it man .... T.T ..

guess i better go take some medicine .. and clam down the flu .. if not will get worse .... ^.^ .. but eat liao cannot slp leh .. sian .... den my mum keep on nagging me to slp ... damn ... irritated .... guess i nt in a mood today ... sick T.T haiz ....

haiz ... today ... something happens and i saw somethings ... guess i am too sick le bah ... saw some illusion tat bring the past back ..... haiz .... sian .... T.T

Back .. T.T

2007-04-08T00:51:00.000+08:00

well... been 2 days since i blog le .. haha .. sorry everyone .... too tired le ... but .. i am back now .. so here i have been doing the past few days ... ^.^

6th April.

went to find kang they all go nite cycling .. ahah .. been ages since i do that .... ^.^ had a fun time wif them ..... enjoy the night breeze and the night scenery ... ahah .. so peaceful and so relaxing .. *haix .. Would'nt it be nice if everyday was like this .. no stress ... no troubles ... no worries ....
after nite cycling .. we went to play bBall at 6am... haha early in the morning no ppl de ... haha .. den play awhile ... went to the nearest kopitiam and brought soya bean milk to drink .. n bid kang they all gd bye ... den went hm to play dota ... den guess wad ...? i play halfway .. fell aslp ... haha... cool man .... i play play play .. den suddenly i knock out den wake up again .. see my hero there idling .. haha .. but in the end .. we won ... ^^ guess my teammates were gd .. ahah .. did'nt do much things ... after that game ... i went to slp .. bth ... eyes keep on closing .... =.= zzz

slp all the way till 7 plus ... ahha ... too tired .... den wake up ... ate my dinner ... den slack awhile more .... den hong called me .... ask me to meet him at the kopitiam near superbowl tok tok .. wif yh .... den supposed to meet at 10.15pm .. in the end cancelled ... dunno y .... den went online ... boon suddenly ask me tml i working ant .. told him nt ... den he jio me go nite cycling again .. cool arh .... ahaha.... den this time we jio yh along ... he steady den came along wif us .. i lend him my bike ... got 2 bike .. ahha ... den meet them at the kopitiam near kovan ..... but was late due to some problem ... den in the end ... meet them ard 1 plus ... on the way ... yh called me tell me to go superbowl meet them ... den i say i reaching soon ... but he insist me to meet them at superbowl .... so .. ok lor ... meet them at superbowl ... den meet them le ... they wanted to play billard but closed ... so we end up watching ppl bowling ... sian ... T.T .. after awhile ... hong suggest to go PL play cards .. but all like sian sian .... den we wait at the bus stop .. n decide wad to do .... so in the end .. we went to the kopitiam and slack ... i brought noodles to eat while hong n kang share money buy beer to drink .. o.O ... den slack there .. crap awhile .. den in the end ... hong like abit seh .... den we went to mac to chilled out ... that time was abt 6am .. den boon and dianel wan to eat breakfast ... so we went ... there to makan ... after that ... went hm le ... den slp ... =.= zZz

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woken up by chi's sms .. saying they got bBall .. den i reply him asking him wad time ..... after that woke up .. brush my teeth ..... den i see my msn ... yh jio me for dota ... so play 1 game wif him lor .... but who knows ... while playing halfway ... he dc'ed ... sian .... den i like no mood liao .. haiz . but carried on .... after awhile ... my mum told me dinner is rdy . so i quit the game n went to makan my dinner ... ^>^ after that ... chi told me that meet at 8pm ... den i said ok .... but meet them at hua guo shan .. at abt 8 plus .. coz andone got ppl i think ... den played there .... knn .. 1st match nia .... i slipped by a patch of water .... den hurt my knee ... ccb .... damn pain lor .. knn .... my knee hit the floor 1st ... fuk man .... but still carried on to play .. den play till the lights off .. den went hm wif chi .... on the way hm ... chi played some songs on his hp den listen ..... after that ... went hm ....

wa .... when i bathe ... i see my knee .. like swollen sia .. cb ... but like he pain gone .... but can see like internal bleeding ... red red de ... cb .... den i go take zambak and rub .. wa .. knnbccb .... damn pain man .... rub till my knee really swollen .. ccb ..... T.T den slack and watch the channel 8 show ... dunno wad show ... sibeh cork ... den went to my room to watch my bro played dota ... haha ... see liao .. feel like playing but cannot ... sianz ... den after that .. slack slack .. den chi sms me telling me tml .. 8am bBall ... den wait for my father go slp .. use his laptop to blog ... ^.^ haiz .. sian man .....

我难过的是放弃你放弃爱尽全力忘记我们真心相爱 haix ..... sian ..... T.T

Hmmm....

2007-04-05T01:11:00.000+08:00

well ... juz came back from work nt long .... feeling abit hungry go make half-boiled egg and makan.. ^.^ den slack infront of the computer .... chatting wif some of my frenz ... o.O' well... been a learning day for me ... learn how to do cable management ... oh man ... tough job and very complicated .. O.O .. well.. have to learn .. ^.^

supposed to meet chi they all at andone ... play bball ... but .. end out i work OT .. den did't manage to meet them ... *Guys last min got thing screwed up ... T.T so end up i PS them .. sorry guys ... T.T ... anyway ... when i off day i den hav fun wif u guys bah ^.^

haiz .... sch reopens soon ... T.T .. sianz ...

Haiz..

2007-04-04T00:45:00.000+08:00

Well... juz finished my dota session wif my cousin and his frens ... haiz .. early game we were being pawned like no ppl business ... cb ... all their hero gay lor ... all come together and kill ... cb ... like despo for kill like tat ... den we decide to play def ... play the hum zi way ... in the end we begin to pawn .... den their team 1 leaver ... dotz... play for 2 hrs plus ... both sides still haven deicide who is winning ... both sides are strong .. den suddenly i was dominating .. coz wif the help of my team mates... n also i think i ks ... hehe ... but nvm ... we WERE OWNING .... yeah ... den hong call and ask whether my game finish already anot ... den i tell him haven ... den when we were abt to end ... my warcraft do stunt ... go desktop den cannot go back .... sian ... !! off my warcraft ... den went to look at kok boon blog ...

wa at boon blog .. i see tat hong have gone for a hair cut and he cut botak ... omg ... i also got to know that he going in NS next friday ... wa ... how time fly passed ... once we were in secondary sch ... taking our N lvl ... in a blink of an eye .... he going to NS le ... haiz .. feel kind of sad man .. T.T maybe becoz .. the bonding is there ... evertheless .. he has been my fren since sec 1 till now ... all the craps and stuffs we have been thru ... haiz ... well anyway ... jun hong ... gd luk inside man ... all the best to u ... !!

haiz ... suddenly .. feeling emo again .... haiz .. wad has happen to me ... ever since tat day ....T.T feeling so weird abt myself .... haiz ... T.T *sob sob ..

Sianz... T.T

2007-04-02T23:49:00.000+08:00

well... chat wif chi last night till 2 plus in the morning ... chat alot of stuffs ... haha ... i have been enlighten by him .. ^.^ cool eh ? haiz .. chat some personal stuffs and tok abt zuo ren de dao li .... ^^ den went to slp at 3am ..

wa tis morning woke up at 9.38am .. hong kan ... late for work .. suppose to be in raffles place in 9.30am .. coz going to itochu .. to do some tidy up there ... siao liao ... quickly wake up de bathe and do shit stuffs ... den chiong go take bus .... in the end .. reach there ... 10.30am like that. ..knn .... sian ... nth to do de .... den most of the time there .. slack .. den enjoy the air-con there ... ^.^ off work at 5.20pm like that .. haha early hor ... ^.^ once in a blue moon will realease early ... ahha .. den went back through train ... n sms boon whether they playing bball today ant ... den when i was abt to sms boon ... my bro call me n ask from bball too ... cool eh ? ^.^ told him have but nt sure the time ... so went back den say ....^.^ while in the bus on my way back ... i suddenly become emo again ... think alot of things ... was listening to emotional songs too .. den recall wad chi told me den think alot of things. .. T.T haiz ... wad to do ... life is like tat ... got ups n downs ... ^.^

after thInking halfway ... i fell aslp .. damn it man ... so sia suay ... den suddenly got sms ... den it was boon .. so told chi abt it too .. den when i reach hm .. i n my bro .. change den go bicyle to and 1 find them ... while playing bball ... some things happen den i also become scared ... dun dare play like tat ... tok crap wif chi when they playing match coz we rest ^.^ .. haha ... fun la today ... ^.^ den went to buy mac wif chi ... n reach hm abt 11pm ..

went to bathe den eat my fillet-o-fish den come back to msn ... see few ppl online ... den suddenly feel so sian ... haiz .....

hmm... maybe ltr joining hong they all dota bah ... if they playing .. tat is .... ^.^ see ya ....

Thanks Guys... ^.^

2007-04-02T01:06:00.000+08:00

Well woken up by chi sms at 10.20am ... supposed to meet him at 10.15am .. but overslept. T.T sry chi ... den faster wake up and wash myself prepare to go meet him but hong call me n told me they will be late coz boon meet them late ... guess he overslept too .. ^.^

went to rising star wif chi to meet hong they all coz hong selling messos to somebody .... den on the way ... chi and i had a man's talk .. den updated alot of things .. haiz .. sad things ... den wad he told me .. reminds me of that time the situation .. abt the same ... T.T after that ... met up wif boon , kang and hong at rising star ... slack there awhile ... see hong zor siao den went to the nearest coffeshop to makan our lunch .... during the meal ... boon was telling me tat they caught and follow a tiko pek and they bring some justice to him ... ahah .. funny funny ... after that ... went to chi hse to help boon put his bball stuffs coz evening playing bball .... after tat ... off we went to orchard .. lalala ..... ^.^

on the bus to orchard ... hong react wad that tiko pek do in the bus ytd ... haha .. funny sia .. and i was abit shocked. .. cb ... where got tis type of ppl de .... *argh .. den after reach orchard plaza .. den hong went for a smoke den boon , me , chi and kang went toliet coz kang wan go .... -.-" *Together 4eva mah ... haha. after tat ... we walk walk .. den hong or kang say tat hua hua working near there .. so we went to look for her ... walk walk walk .. suddenly boon say his fren felicia .. also working in tat area ... at DOME arh ... den we intend to look for her .. coz boon wan to disturb her ... so we accompany lor ... den reach there no see her ... so we left ..on our way out .... dunno who the fark play the escalator ...den the whole thing jam .. stop sia .... *OMG den we walk down .... luckliy is down nt up ... if nt sure jia lat .... after tat ... went to walk walk .. again .. went to play billard den realise that boon ez-link card lost .... left in the bus ... haha .. kang tot he playing april fool joke .... ^.^ after that .... boon went to report wif chi left hong , kang and me behind to play billard ... did some crazy stuffs durin the game ... den we left there abt 4.40pm bah ... den we slack at BK awhile ... den went back to look for hua hua again ... but i neva tok to her ... coz we nt close ... ^.^ boon also ... only hong and kang go say hi to her ... ^.^ after tat .... after that went to long john silver to makan ... but i neva eat ... not hungry ... see hong they all eat ... after that ... went back to meet hua hua again .. -.-" den kang go fetch xiao hong ... den we wait ... after tat ... we took train back to kovan den go heartland mall buy KFC coz chi hungry den went back to chi hse to get our stuffs .... ^.^

on the way to heartland mall something affect boon's mood ... haiz ... den meet them at my house there den bball court n play a few matches ... haiz ... 2 weeks to touch ball ... feel so noob ... ^.^ den after the matches ... boon taught me something tat can improve my jumping ... so i learn from him lor .. thx boon ^.^ after tat ... went to do some layouts ... den went hm wif my bro ... ^.^ ...

haiz ... today heard somethings from chi ... hmm.... cool man .. ^.^ together 4eva hur ? ^.^

Damn Shagged ...... T.T

2007-03-26T02:40:00.000+08:00

Hello everyone ...... is me .... Mao Mao back to blogging again .... been really freaking busy these past few days .... believe it or nt ..... i have been working from morning 9.30am to the next day morning ..... YES .... u see it correct ... 9.30AM to NEXT Morning .... hardly have the engnergy to blog .... T.T but tonight is exceptional ... just nw b4 i got home ... brought a red bull from the vending machine at my house downstairs .... so nw still got the energy to blog for awhile ....

so how's everyone life these days .... ?? hope u all are enjoying ur holidays ... ^.^ as for me ... u all already know wad i have been these these days .... erm .. been working for my uncle these few days ... doing some cables and some connections for a company called itochu ... its a jap company ... n my job or can say my team's job is to doing the internet and telephone connections for the company ..... ^.^ cool hor .... -.-" well... have learnt quite a few stuffs and point from this job .... have been so called enlighted ... ^.^

hmm..... dunno wad i wan to blog also ... btw i have changed my blog song to tis ... coz while i was blogging ... i see tv channel 20 is a MTV channel from starhub .... n its was playing tis song ... really bring back memories .... o.O" .... hmm.... guess i really going to go nuts ... dun even know wad i typing ... o.O"

well ... ltr at night going yh chalet coz have to work ... T.T haiz .. smlj? .... *Wad i mean is ltr i morning working .... at night going to yh chalet ... nw i feeling emotionally disorder .... feeling happy coz at night can meet my frenz ... feeling sad for no reason .... feeling sianz coz still have to go work ltr .... feeling alot alot of feelings la ..... ARGH !!! i am going nuts man ..... can someone pls save me ...... T.T

haiz .... sian sian SIANZ ......*ARGH !!!!!!

Farked Up !!!!

2007-03-19T22:44:00.000+08:00

Well... Woken up by my brothers voice at 3 plus .... den wanted to go back slp but can't so wake up lor .... =s wash myself up and was told by my brother that he brought for me chicken rice ... wa ... so gd sia he .... Hehe ^.^ ate the chicken rice ... den came online .... saw the regular ppl online ... haix. .. nth to do ... so went to play dota against A.I ... ^.^ play a few rds ... den my big bro come in asking whether i wan to play basketball ant ... i told him ltr will be playing ... wif hong they all ... but time nt sure ... hmm.... =s msn chi askin him wad time bball ... den he afk .... nvm .. =s carry on my dota game against A.I .... after nt long ... kang and hong msn me for dota game ... so i play wif them ... in the end got leaver ... den we lost ... =<

after that match ... hong called me and told me to meet them at andone at 6.30pm ... n that time was 6.15pm .... so i slack awhile more n send kang some songs .... den i go prepare my stuffs ... after that ... my bro and i rode bikes to andone to meet them ... den reach there .... play a few matches wif some teens ... den after that ... those teens went hm .... so andone got no ppl liao ... den ah hui suggest to go down ... hua guo shan there play ... coz there sure got ppl de ... so i anything lor .... *Everything was fine till .....

while on our way down to hua guo shan ... i and ah hui ran down ... coz my bro n his fren rode bikes and kang was riding mine ... while ranning down the slope ... starting was ok .... but after awhile ... i was exhausted .... haix .... got to train my stamina le .... =s den got remarks from hui .. saying i was weak ... lousy ... haha .... guess so bah ... =<>

its was okay starting .... i know i play lousy ... cannot keep up wif ah hui ..... so i got scolded by my bro's fren ... nvm .. still can take it ... but .... after numerous attempt to guard ah hui and failed ... i started to feel damn down .. damn farked up ... den started to feel demoralised .... but all of that was normal .. coz i normally do tat ... :p .. but today is different ... i was somehow pissed by my actions ... n somemore. .. my bro fren .. which i dunno ... keep on scolding me ... wa ... CCB .... lai liao ..... at that time .... i was realled pissed off ... really DULAN ... knn ...

this is to that person n all of who may concern ....
CCB .... u all really think i wan to be like that meh ... ! cb .. cannot keep up wif ah hui ... u all think i really wan that meh ! .... i know ... i am fat ... BIG SIZe .... cannot run .... cannot jump ... cannot shoot ... cannot dribble ... cannot def properly ... but ... do u all really think i wan that meh .... ccb ... knn ... i also dun wan to be like tat rite ... kan smlj ?? !! i know ... u all fit ... strong ... can shoot ... can jump ... can dribble ... can def well ... taller than me .... but ... WAD THE FARK !!! i really wan to improve , i wan to play well but it also take time rite ... i know ... i been playing very long le ... n hav nt been improving .. i know i lazy ... but ALL THESE IS GOING TO CHANGE NOW .... and AS OF NOW ... I AM GOING TO TAKE BASKETBALL VERY SERIOUSLY ..... N I REALLY MEAN IT .... ANY REMARKS U ALL GAVE ME WILL BE TAKEN SERIOUSLY .... AND ANYTHING THAT COncERN bASKETBAlL I WILL TAKE IT VERY SERIOUSLY .....

well ... guess anyone wan to go gym or go jogging .. and kindly jio me along ... coz i AM going ... i wan going to reduce all those farking fats that is hindering my movements .... and also i wan to train my stamina ... i know ... u all might be thinking ... EUGENE u Must be KiDDING me .... BUT I CAN TELL U STRAIGHT IN UR FARKING FACE THAT I AM NT .... MY MIND IS DETERMINED NOW ... n i am going to prove it ....

*wa .. sianz .... have to go work le ... sian sia ... my mum keep on telling me go work for my uncle .... although i dun feel like ... but i have to .... coz ... no money no play ..... haiz ... tml have to wake up early le .... sianz ... hmm... tml might nt be going to 438 for basketball .... coz i workin .... sry guys ... hmm ... next week is yh's chalet le .... YEAH ... going to meet all my ex-sec sch mates there ... haha .. going to bring back gd and bad memories also .... =) but anyway ... hope alot of my ex class mate will go bah ... =) haiz ... come to think of tml i working suddenly feel so sianz ... haiz .... *GAMBATE ME .....^.^

*Yawnz..

2007-03-18T09:49:00.000+08:00

well.... juz wake up .... haha .... slp for only 5 hrs i think .... haha .... well.... meeting kang they all at RC at 11 am .... not going to be late again ... for once ... i am going to change ... i shall not disappoint them this time ... i shall keep my promise ... just sms chi asking him whether wan to meet and go ant ..... well ..... going to tamp to watch match .... who vs who i dunno .... well .. who cares .... go there see liao jiu zhi dao le lor .... dunno y .... when i wake up ..... the 1st thing that came to my mind is a phrase that boon and kang once told me .... "Shu Ying Bu Zhong Yao..... Zhong Yao Shi Guo Chen ....." hmm .... i better go prepare le .... ltr going to meet chi .... be back later to blog again .... see ya guys .... ^.^

*Updated...
well ... juz came back form SBC..... well went there to watch Home United V Tungsan....the match was spectacular .... was amazed how home united play ... gd teamwork and the play was gd ..... hmm.. forgot the score ... but have learn quite a few things from this match ....

after watching ... kang,boon,hong,daniel n me ... went to take bus home .... while in the bus ... boon and kang was crapping ...wa ... laugh all the way till reach kovan mrt ... haha .... well enjoyed day ..... after that ... kang they all went to buy KFC so i followed them lor ... chi went to fetch abi during the match when Sin Kee V dunno wat team ... nt sure .... so left me wif the rest of the gang ... well .. waited for kang they all to settle their things ... den went back hm .... well... took a bus hm .. coz lazy to walk ... den while waiting ... was thinking abt the past .... haiz ... came to think of it makes me sad again .. haiz... dun wish to mention le .... well .. den got back hm ... eat my fav hokkien mee cooked by my mum ... wow ... damn shiok man ... ^.^ ....

well... thats all for today ... waiting for hong they all to finished their dota game .... den i can join the next game ... ^.^ see ya ...

Can't Slp T.T

2007-03-18T02:53:00.000+08:00

well... the time now is 2.53am .. haha and i am still here blogging .... ^.^ ... well... now using my dad's laptop to blog ... cool eh ? hehe ... hmm... since its passed 12am .... coz i am going to blog yesterday stuff .... well .... woke up at 4 plus by chi's call .... asking me whether going to play basketball ant .... coz hong they all meeting at 4.45pm at andone .... and i was like .. huh ? *.- zzz
still half-aslp ... i agreed ... den i saw the time was like already 4.16pm .. wtf ? den chi ask me to meet him at his house junction at 4.30pm ..... wa .. siao liao lor .. 14 mins for me to wash up and do my stuffs.... den i quickly wake up ... wash myself up ... but the time is already 4.30pm ... omg .... i took so long to freshen up .... =x .... den tat time since already late ... and i was feeling hungry .. i call chi telling him that i going to eat *lunch wif my brothers .... and told him that i will be late .... so will be meeting him ltr ... but chi told me that he will follow me .. so i anything lor ... hehe....

den on our way to the coffeeshop near my house ... i and chi was toking about how come the gym was cancelled today ... he say long story ... -.-" den nvm .... after that ... when reaching the coffeeshop.... chi called boon where they are ... den to my surprise ... boon say they nw on the way to andone le .... so i told chi to go 1st ... den tell them i going to be late .... so i and my brothers went to eat ... for abt 20 mins ... or more ... =x bo bian .... hungry .... den when i was abt to go and meet them ..... chi called and tell me to wait there coz they coming down to find me .... den i say anything lor .... so i waited ..... n waited .... but nvm .... everytime is they wait for me ... now my turn to wait for them ... have no comments on tat ... while waiting .... i on my hp de song and listen ... den bu zi bu jue .... i almost fell aslp ... -.-zzz ... den i heard someone calling me or someone sound like hong ... i woke up and saw abi waving to me ... den i walk to them ... saw yi bin and the gang there .... hehe..

well ... the same thing happen again ... didn't play well .... but nvm ... i tell myself to take things slowly .... dun blame myself .... don feel demoralised ..... ^.^ and take every word of advice from them seriously .... n i did ... i guess ..... o.O" hmm.... guess i still have lots to learn bah .... from them .... ^.^

*btw .... while i was slping ... i had a strange dream .... hmm.... dunno y i had that dream .... guess i too tired le .... hmm... ^.^ *(are these thoughts real ... or not ??) o.O"

Well learned day .... ^.^

2007-03-17T00:09:00.000+08:00

well.... juz came back from woodlands nt long ago ... hehe ... in fact went to RP to watch Boon play compeitions .... Wa ... RP the sch rox man .. !! ^.^ big sia ... and also very the litter-free...
gd job man .. ^.^ hmm .... boon take us on a mini tour ard his sch ... introduce every facilities to us as we pass by them .... haha .. cool dude ^.^ after that ... we reach the basketball court ... its was indoor ... and man ... its cool ... b4 i even see the court ... i could hear shoes doing fast break ... wow ... so excited to see the match ... ^.^

well... at 1st ... once step in the indoor court ... its was very the "cool" ... so "cool" till i have to remove my jacket .... boon even told us it was air-conditioned .... thats why i wear jacket... but ... nvm ... saw RP doing warm-up and saw zh there ... hello dude ... ^.^ well ... saw their opponents .... well .... *kang say if jing xin play wif them ... will win ... *o.O" b4 the match start ... i told ah hui ... i think RP will win them by 20 points. ... and indeed is came true ... but is more jia lat ... i think about 40 points.... haha .. well done RP ... and durng the match i learned something ... the way they play ... is so much slow and steady ... so clam ... and organised.... thats a point for me to take note of .... ^.^ *Point taken ... i finally know wad ah hui mean by "len jing" while playing basketball ....

after RP match ... it was Paya Lebar CSC v Home United .... well... thats match is worth to watch ... coz both team are equally strong .... but however ... we didn't get to watch till the end ... but ... the score was close ... 11 - 12 ..... very close and tough match .... hope Paya Lebar CSC will win bah .... ^.^ JY ...

well ... tml going to gym to train ..... hehe .... see ya ... ^.^ tc and gd nitez everyone ... ^.^

Haix...

2007-03-16T00:47:00.000+08:00

Well.... came back from 438 at 11 plus ... den here i am to blog .. though quite late ... haha ... was customizing my blog ..... added a box for ppl to comment .... hehe ... BUT ... i cannot seem to see the box myself while others can .... wtf ?? smlj ? nvm ... tml see how bah ....

well ... jus now went 438 and play basketball.... on my way to meet hui,kang and hong .... i told myself have to be serious in any match i play .... in the bus .... i keep telling myself... have to be serious ... so i can improve .... cannot take thing lightly .... den reach hong the house de bus stop le ... i miss call ah hui ... coz meeting them at 6pm ... but i reach there 1 min eariler ... *so ? den wait for them till about 6.10 i think ... nt sure ... while waiting .. i saw my ITE fren ... han wei ... ahha ... he juz got his car license ... *congratz ... ^.^ *sigh ... i still haven pass my advance theory ... sianz sia .. come to think of that ... i failed 2 times leh .... wtf sia .... izzit becoz i never got for the e-trial ... ??? how can that be ?? no link leh .... T.T

den reach 438 .... play a 4 v 4 match against some people there .... den we won ... but i never do much thing ... just pass the ball to them and they score .... coz ... i am too weak to attack ... only can shoot ... but also cannot score .... *haix ... y like that ?? after that ... 438 de ppl lai le .... den we play 4 v 4 wif them ... but i felt scared coz there got 1 person very fit and strong ... they called him "tanker" wa ... everytime i play wif him .... i will siam ... coz i dun wan to get hurt ... i know ... if ah hui , kang , hong or boon sees this ... they will surely say ... "if u keep on doing this .. how to improve ..?? " but ... i am jus scared .... i also dunno y .. maybe i feel inferior compare to him ... or those who are much stronger than me ... i jus feel inferior ... haix ...T.T

but we won the 1st match against them .. thanks to ah hui for his excellent attacking inside , hong accurate shooting and kang's rebound .... well ... compared to them ... i am just an "extra"
i know in my heart ... if boon was there or zhan hong .... i will not be the one who is in their team ... i know myself ... who will wan a person who do not contribute in a team or even become a burden to them .... it reminds me of an anime called "dear boys" in 1 of the episode ... there is a part when 1 guy called Miura heard other ppl saying that he and Ishii is a burden to Aikawa ... well .... guess i am also a burden to them ... jus that they dun show it bah ... T.T

well ... guess up to here ... u guys must be telling me ... den u still play basketball for wad .... might as well quit .. giv up ... well .... there is a point of time when i really wan to giv up ... but ... somewhere in my heart stop me for doing so .... believe it or nt ... well ... den on the bus on our way hm ... ah hui hesitate to ask me this important question .... although maybe nt important to them ... or serious to them ... but to me it is .... he asked "Eugene ... Do u really wan to improve ?" when he ask me this ... hong was there saying .. that i will become sad or maybe cry when i heard this ... but seriously ... i really do feel sad and depair when ah hui ask this question .... i do nt blame him for asking him ... or even question him ... coz ... me myself cannot even answer .... but i really DO wan to improve ... but i juz can't seems to be doing that .... everytime i try to improve ... there will be jus some obstacle .. that is hindering me from it ... although u all might not see it ... or maybe u all might be thinking that i am talking crap here ... but ... i just feel that something is hindering me from doing it ... it maybe my mentality ... or my physical body .... >.<

well ... this part might to offending or it may mean nth to those who i am going to mention ... but it is meaningful and important to me coz it has been kept inside my heart for very long ... well here goes ...
Kang ... seriously .... every words u tell me and everything that u teach me .... i really bear that in mind ... and i really try to improve myself ... although everytime u see me is still the same ... still so buay kan ... any maybe u have given up on me... but i do not blame u ... is my fault ... i blame no one but myself .... but i still thank you for the advice u have given me ...
Ah hui ... although i might not show it.. but i really admire u ... the way u can dribble the ball .... the courage to lay-up even u r small size ... and the speed .... that u have shown ... it really drives me to do better ... to improve myself .... to push myself .... although i do not show it ....and that i thank you for it ...
Hong ... we have been frens since sec 1 .... and may be u may not notice ... i really appreciate u as my fren ... and i really treasure it .... although sometimes i may piss u off becoz of my attitude or actions ... i hereby apologise .... and i mean it ... i will try to change ... *back to basketball ... u may be cork sometimes when we play basketball ... and wanting to be wif the same team wif kang ... i do not blame u .. coz i take it as a training ..... and try to improve myself .... although sometimes u feel farked up during matches when u are in a same team wif me ... i do not blame u ... coz i know i will be a burden to u .... but i really tried my best to do well ... although i may nt show ... i really feel lousy when some simple things i do like shooting a free throw and missed ... and when i am open can't even score a single point ... when u all trust me in doing that particular shot .... i really thank you for that trust .... but i do not cherish it .... and some advice u have given me ... i really appreciate that ... i thank you for that ....
Boon ... u have improved alot since sec sch .... the way u play basketball now and treat basketball is different ... u really have the passion to do well in basketball .... n that i really envy u .... u also got the height and the size to do well in ur specified position ... sometimes it really makes me wan to grow as tall as u ... and help to take rebounds .... but i know ... thats impossible for me now .... and the words and encouragement u given in during and after matches really helps alot .... it really gives me hope and makes me feel better .... thank you for that ... but i know i am still a burden to u ... i am sorry for that ...
Chi ... u have been my best fren since sec 3 .. coz sec 1 and 2 we were nt close ... till now ... i really appreciate that .... we can so called been thru "thick n thin" together ... from the day when i 1st introduced u basketball and the things we do in sec sch .... although sometimes u may have thought that i am close to u becoz of ur money .... but i swear to god ... that is nt true ... i really take u as a fren ... and u r indeed my true fren ... ^.^ *back to basketball ... chi ... u have really improved a alot since the day i introduced u to this thing called basketball ... from a person who only holds the ball when passed to ... till now ... being able to lay-up n do accurate shots ... it really saddens me ... coz ... u n the rest have been improving since the day u all play basketball while me ... still at the same standard ... still as lousy as b4 ... haix ... T.T and sometime i may giv farked up attitude when playing as a team wif u ... like not defending properly ... i am really sry .... its nt that i dun like to be the same team wif u but ... its just that i really sux at defending ... although sometimes i may play better when i am wif hong they all ... but ... i am still lousy ... compared to them ... or shall i say ... the lousiest among u all ... but i still thank you for the advice and tips u have given me in basketball .... i really appreciate that ... thanks ^.^

well ... although some ppl i have not mention above ... its nt that u are nt impt to me or have not changed my life .... well in my heart ... i really cherish u all ... and i really thanks those who have made me live to the fullest ... and those who have listen to my thoughts ... its u who have made me think that .... other than family members .... there are others who have played a part in my life and have change my life since the day i know them ... thanks ^.^

well ... think i blog too much le .... sorry for the long post .. but i have really spoke out wad that as kept in my heart a long time .... i feel relieved now ... and i apologise those who i may hav offended in my post .... i am sorry ... =x

No Mood ... >.<

2007-03-14T19:31:00.000+08:00

Well ..... juz came back from my basketball session wif kang , hong n chi .... haiz ... the same thing happen again ... didn't play well .... den after that ... PL got training ... so we 4 sit there and watch them training .... haha ... while watching ... hong keep commenting of their movement and their attitude ... while i was there juz watching .. and doing some self-reflection ... there was a boy that caught my attention ... his size and my size is about the same ... big size .. and slow ... hong keep on giving comments on him ... while i keep quiet coz .. wad i am in position to giv comments on others while i myself is nt gd at it ... haiz ..

well ... didn't blog for the past 2 days ... and some things happen in these 2 days ... well here goes ...
boon ... thanks for the words that u have given me that night ... wad u say is rite ... is my fault ... and i promise i will change ... this i promise .... i will improve on myself .... and will not let anyone down .... i really hope i can do well ... i didn't wan to do things halfway anymore ... i wan to be serious in wad i do ... but .. sometimes .... things didn't go as expected and i tend to let myself n others down .... i hereby apologise to all whom i have let them down ... i will not disappoint u again ....

haiz ... dunno wad to blog liao ... no mood sia .. dunno y ... suddenly so mood-less ..... >.<

Happy or Scared ..... ??

2007-03-11T18:37:00.000+08:00

woken up by daniel message saying they going to play basketball at and1 at 2.30pm .... well .. saw liao den go back slp again ... den woke up at 1 plus ... wash myself up ... den watch tv awhile ... suddenly chi chi call me ask me go meet him 1st den go together to and1 meet them ... after receving his call ... i went to read my notes awhile ... den go prepare to meet him ...

after meeting him ... we went to and1 to look for them .... wa lau eh ... the sun is freaking hot lor ... bth .... :s like become roasted pork like that. .... very the hot sia ...... well... reach there le saw kang , dainel , hong and boon playing match wif other ppl .... den me and chi sit aside and watch them play lor ... den call ying hao to come and1 .... coz chi told him we playing .. and he agree ... but ... he was late ..... -.-" as usual .... anyway ... not as jia lat as me ... always late de ... haiz ... have to kick my bad habit of mine .... :D

play basketball for awhile ... den kang they all wan to go sbc watch match .... but i went home to change 1st ... coz sweaty .... =x den ltr me ,chi and yh meeting to go find them bah ... or maybe not ... chi say meet liao den say .... anything lor .....

came back ... den bathe ... den log in msn .... den saw little ppl online .... den chi send me some songs.... while waiting for yh .... not long ... i call him ... ask him if he is rdy ... wa. ... he last time tell me he eating dinner 1st den come meet us ... i listen liao .. sian 1/2 ... but nvm ... rot at home 1st lor... den come here and blog ... hehe ...

well ... tml will be a sad day or a happy day for me ... i also dunno ... coz after tml ... i will be losing 2 of my close frenz .... haiz .... they going to poly le ... den tml is their last day of sch in ITE .... feeling kinda sad .... haiz ...will remeber the days we used to crap in class and all those crap things we have done .... haha....they will be remembered by me always .... :) wish them all the best in their studies n life ... JIA you guys and girls ... *GAMbATE..... and also tml will be the last day for me also ... coz after tml den exam .. comes HOLIDAYS .... YEAH ..... well... hope i can do well in my exams tml .... :)

well ... i have finally come up a conlusion .... i treasured my frenz alot .... can say they are the 2nd things important to me in my life after family... well ... and thanks yh for listening to me yesterday night .... u are my best pal man .... u rox ... !! ^.^

well ... gtg le ... go and meet yh le ... he juz called .... den after that we dunno goin where ... haha ... like chi say .. meet liao den say ... haha ... see ya ... ^.^

*Updated
Well .... juz came back from vivo ... haha .. never go SBC find wei kang they all ... i'm sorry guys .... well ... juz now went vivo ... wif yh ,wei ting & chi ... well... went to vivo with they all to walk walk .... but actually is to accompany chi to go and fetch abigal from work .... hehe ... so gd sia .... haha .. ^.^

well... once in vivo .. chi was looking for a pet shop ... coz he wanted to buy some pet's stuffs..... so we went to explore vivo city .... cause it was my 2nd visit to vivo ... haha ... we tour around vivo .. den suddenly i realised that we have walk the whole vivo city but still could'nt find the pet shop ... :s but wad i found out was that ... vivo is REALLY very BIG man ... OMG ..... and the scenery there is marvellous ..... well .... *tips: Couples should really go and enjoy the scenery ... espeacially the sea view ... where u can see sentosa ... WOW ... is marvellous ... :) back to the search of the pet shop ... well... actually the pet shop was behind us when chi and i saw a couple of bleach figures being displayed in a shop ... and i found out that PSP nw the price have dropped till $278 .... omg ... last time my fren brought $400 plus ....=x haha anyway .... after that ... we went to the pet shop to look for some stuffs for hamsters ... haha ... den i was there browsing thru the stuffs there .... and the things there was actually quite cute ... ^.^ hang there awhile while chi was deciding wad to buy .... after few mins later. ..chi deicide den we go to find the cashier to pay the stuffs... on the way to the cashier .... i saw a type of dog ... quite small .. still in puppy stage ... very cute man ... bth .... den saw something more cuTE .... 2 golden retriever ... OMG .... u should have seen how they look ... wa .... see liao makes u *xin yang yang sia .... very cute lor ... den i wanted to take pic ... but chi beat me to it ... coz he want to test his HP cam .... haha .. but really cute man ... bth .... after i taken the pic from chi .. i will post in my blog ... haha .... ^.^

after buying the stuffs ... its was time coz abigal knocked off at 9pm .. so we went to find her lor ... after that ... chi and i was feeling hungry ... so we went to Long John Silver to eat .... den ting and abi were girl talking .. while yh and chi went to buy food wif me ..... after buying ... we went back to our seats and yh and chi was talking to them ... but i was there thinking of something while eating .... alone ... haiz ..... den yh ask me about my exams tml ... and ask me some questions about it ... coz his course and my course got link de .... haha cool eh. ^.^

after eating .. we went to a place to enjoy the scenery .... den it brought back memories ... the past of my life. .. everything ... from K1 till now .... haiz .... all the obstacles i have been thru ....i still remembered .... ^.^ den i was there alone thinking ... while enjoy the scenery where the 2 couples there enjoy ... haiz .... at that time .. i was thinking back my sec sch times .... haha .... all the craps .. and frens that are wif me thru the yrs in sec ..... well .. time passes really fast ....

after enjoying the scenery there ... its was time to go home ... so we all left ... but i told them ... we shall be back ... ahah .... well.. that place really bring back memories ... when the time u are peace and calm .... many things flashes back .... :)

No Mood.....T.T

2007-03-09T19:09:00.000+08:00

Well.. wAKe up at 12+ this afternoon ... coz today lesson has been cancelled .... wash myself up .... den my daily routine ... on my computer and sign in my msn .. to see who's online .... den went to open my maple for the auto patch .... after that ... not long ... yh sms me whether wan to go sentosa tml or sun .... i still thinking wad to reply him ....o.O'

after tat ... my maple auto patch has been done ... i went in to see wads changes has been done ... den went to train awhile ... after that ... got dc and my % was being reset ... back to 10% ..... haiz ... sianz liao ... no mood ... luckily only train awhile .... dunno wtf happen to my maple ... everytime play will lag den dc ... -.-" damn sianz sia .... makes me no mood to train liao ...
my dream of my hunter going to lvl 70 seems to drift further away from me ... haiz .... *when can i be a ranger ???? o.O"

well.... went to study .... but can't absorb ... haiz .. how .. monday got test i still can't get serious ... hmm..... but this is wad i am .... not serious at all .... which may explain .. why i cannot get things done properly .... haiz ... in my mind now .. keep thinking of whether poly will accept me anot .... wa thInking of it makes me scared ... :s hope i can be accepted bah .... :)

well... off to eat my dinner le ..... see ya.... ^.^

Hmm......

2007-03-08T17:49:00.000+08:00

Well..... Juz came back from school nt long .... juz now went TM wif my school frenz to eat our lunch ..... and slack there awhile ..... den we all went hm ....... on the bus .... i have been thinking ..... will poly accept my application like one of my fren ... who is going to RP ...... or will i be in still where i am ...... well .. i hope for the better... =)

Feeling kinda sad right nw .... seeing my best fren going to poly .... where me still dunno where i am going ..... well gd luk and do well in ur studies my fren ..... ^.^

Later going to amk for basketball ...... haiz ... thinking of it makes me sad again .... coz i have been playing like for so many years of basketball ... and i am still the same..... no improvement at all ..... even the coach there also once tell me ... " you come here so long ... i still see no improvement...." T.T.... his words seems to be true .... even i also see no improvement ..... haiz ..... maybe i should just gib up basketball .... haiz ... dunno wad to do ...... T.T Everytime i think of this ... i feel very useless ... very lousy ..... but i keep telling myself to try to do better next time ... but still invaild .... haiz ... T.T

Well.... off to play maple le .... be back tonight to blog again i think .... see ya ... ^.^

Haiz ... T.T

2007-03-08T01:12:00.000+08:00

Hello Everyone ... Back to blog again ... haiz ... past few weeks i have been thInking ... all the past and the obstacles that i have been thru .... and the people i have met that have changed my life .... well .... Thank you .... Is You all that have changed me to wad i am now .... So Now the question is ... Am i a changed person for the better or for the worse? .... Hmm..... Is Difficult to answer even for myself .... Well ... But there is 1 thing for sure .... i am losing confidence in myself in each day ... losing hope and faith ....

Well Chinese New Year have just passed ..... and i felt like a new born person .... everything bad has happen to me .... like all the bad luck are happening to me .... Haiz ... wad's happening to me .... can someone out there pls tell me and help me ?? T.T

Been Feeling quite dePressed these few days .... things are not going smoothly for me ... (* i fear the worst has yet to come ..... T.T ) Haiz ... my exam is next week and i haven even study 1/4 of it .... HOW ??? JIA LAT ... Have to Chiong these few days to study le .... hope i dun go maple .... ^.^

Well .... i have things i wanted to type out in this blogs .... but ... Can't rmb .... hehe ^.^ btw .... can someone teach me how to blog ??? i mean as in how to customize my bg and other stuffs ... coz my blog looks dull ..... *yawnz.... well any comments to this blog is appreciated .... Thanks ..^.^

Hello Everyone ........

2007-02-11T23:41:00.000+08:00

Well Well..... Hi Everyone Out There .... The Time Now is 11.44pm .... The beginning of my blog ....Well Hope it turn out fine ... Well .. Firstly .. This is my 1st time blogging .... so .. dun mind if the blog is uninteresting or offending ... coz ... i will blog wadeva is in my mind or wad feelings i have now .... so ... Everyone ... Be sure to Check back and see what i have post ya .... !! ^.^ Thanks ...