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Name: MaoMao Aka MaoMaoster
Age: 21
School: Temasek Poly
Hates: BackStabbers
Likes: Loyalty,Friends,Basketball,Slacking,
Crapping
Someone who tends to be very determined which he set his goals.
Someone who like to bring smile and laughter to people around him.
Someone who will not tolerate insults to his loved ones.

Hello everyone ...... is me .... Mao Mao back to blogging again .... been really freaking busy these past few days .... believe it or nt ..... i have been working from morning 9.30am to the next day morning ..... YES .... u see it correct ... 9.30AM to NEXT Morning .... hardly have the engnergy to blog .... T.T but tonight is exceptional ... just nw b4 i got home ... brought a red bull from the vending machine at my house downstairs .... so nw still got the energy to blog for awhile ....

so how's everyone life these days .... ?? hope u all are enjoying ur holidays ... ^.^ as for me ... u all already know wad i have been these these days .... erm .. been working for my uncle these few days ... doing some cables and some connections for a company called itochu ... its a jap company ... n my job or can say my team's job is to doing the internet and telephone connections for the company ..... ^.^ cool hor .... -.-" well... have learnt quite a few stuffs and point from this job .... have been so called enlighted ... ^.^

hmm..... dunno wad i wan to blog also ... btw i have changed my blog song to tis ... coz while i was blogging ... i see tv channel 20 is a MTV channel from starhub .... n its was playing tis song ... really bring back memories .... o.O" .... hmm.... guess i really going to go nuts ... dun even know wad i typing ... o.O"

well ... ltr at night going yh chalet coz have to work ... T.T haiz .. smlj? .... *Wad i mean is ltr i morning working .... at night going to yh chalet ... nw i feeling emotionally disorder .... feeling happy coz at night can meet my frenz ... feeling sad for no reason .... feeling sianz coz still have to go work ltr .... feeling alot alot of feelings la ..... ARGH !!! i am going nuts man ..... can someone pls save me ...... T.T

haiz .... sian sian SIANZ ......*ARGH !!!!!!

Labels: Going Nuts Man ...... T.T

Well... Woken up by my brothers voice at 3 plus .... den wanted to go back slp but can't so wake up lor .... =s wash myself up and was told by my brother that he brought for me chicken rice ... wa ... so gd sia he .... Hehe ^.^ ate the chicken rice ... den came online .... saw the regular ppl online ... haix. .. nth to do ... so went to play dota against A.I ... ^.^ play a few rds ... den my big bro come in asking whether i wan to play basketball ant ... i told him ltr will be playing ... wif hong they all ... but time nt sure ... hmm.... =s msn chi askin him wad time bball ... den he afk .... nvm .. =s carry on my dota game against A.I .... after nt long ... kang and hong msn me for dota game ... so i play wif them ... in the end got leaver ... den we lost ... =<

after that match ... hong called me and told me to meet them at andone at 6.30pm ... n that time was 6.15pm .... so i slack awhile more n send kang some songs .... den i go prepare my stuffs ... after that ... my bro and i rode bikes to andone to meet them ... den reach there .... play a few matches wif some teens ... den after that ... those teens went hm .... so andone got no ppl liao ... den ah hui suggest to go down ... hua guo shan there play ... coz there sure got ppl de ... so i anything lor .... *Everything was fine till .....

while on our way down to hua guo shan ... i and ah hui ran down ... coz my bro n his fren rode bikes and kang was riding mine ... while ranning down the slope ... starting was ok .... but after awhile ... i was exhausted .... haix .... got to train my stamina le .... =s den got remarks from hui .. saying i was weak ... lousy ... haha .... guess so bah ... =<>

its was okay starting .... i know i play lousy ... cannot keep up wif ah hui ..... so i got scolded by my bro's fren ... nvm .. still can take it ... but .... after numerous attempt to guard ah hui and failed ... i started to feel damn down .. damn farked up ... den started to feel demoralised .... but all of that was normal .. coz i normally do tat ... :p .. but today is different ... i was somehow pissed by my actions ... n somemore. .. my bro fren .. which i dunno ... keep on scolding me ... wa ... CCB .... lai liao ..... at that time .... i was realled pissed off ... really DULAN ... knn ...

this is to that person n all of who may concern ....
CCB .... u all really think i wan to be like that meh ... ! cb .. cannot keep up wif ah hui ... u all think i really wan that meh ! .... i know ... i am fat ... BIG SIZe .... cannot run .... cannot jump ... cannot shoot ... cannot dribble ... cannot def properly ... but ... do u all really think i wan that meh .... ccb ... knn ... i also dun wan to be like tat rite ... kan smlj ?? !! i know ... u all fit ... strong ... can shoot ... can jump ... can dribble ... can def well ... taller than me .... but ... WAD THE FARK !!! i really wan to improve , i wan to play well but it also take time rite ... i know ... i been playing very long le ... n hav nt been improving .. i know i lazy ... but ALL THESE IS GOING TO CHANGE NOW .... and AS OF NOW ... I AM GOING TO TAKE BASKETBALL VERY SERIOUSLY ..... N I REALLY MEAN IT .... ANY REMARKS U ALL GAVE ME WILL BE TAKEN SERIOUSLY .... AND ANYTHING THAT COncERN bASKETBAlL I WILL TAKE IT VERY SERIOUSLY .....

well ... guess anyone wan to go gym or go jogging .. and kindly jio me along ... coz i AM going ... i wan going to reduce all those farking fats that is hindering my movements .... and also i wan to train my stamina ... i know ... u all might be thinking ... EUGENE u Must be KiDDING me .... BUT I CAN TELL U STRAIGHT IN UR FARKING FACE THAT I AM NT .... MY MIND IS DETERMINED NOW ... n i am going to prove it ....

*wa .. sianz .... have to go work le ... sian sia ... my mum keep on telling me go work for my uncle .... although i dun feel like ... but i have to .... coz ... no money no play ..... haiz ... tml have to wake up early le .... sianz ... hmm... tml might nt be going to 438 for basketball .... coz i workin .... sry guys ... hmm ... next week is yh's chalet le .... YEAH ... going to meet all my ex-sec sch mates there ... haha .. going to bring back gd and bad memories also .... =) but anyway ... hope alot of my ex class mate will go bah ... =) haiz ... come to think of tml i working suddenly feel so sianz ... haiz .... *GAMBATE ME .....^.^

Labels: No Pain No Gain = Determined Me

Posted at:10:44 PM

Sunday, March 18, 2007

*Yawnz..

well.... juz wake up .... haha .... slp for only 5 hrs i think .... haha .... well.... meeting kang they all at RC at 11 am .... not going to be late again ... for once ... i am going to change ... i shall not disappoint them this time ... i shall keep my promise ... just sms chi asking him whether wan to meet and go ant ..... well ..... going to tamp to watch match .... who vs who i dunno .... well .. who cares .... go there see liao jiu zhi dao le lor .... dunno y .... when i wake up ..... the 1st thing that came to my mind is a phrase that boon and kang once told me .... "Shu Ying Bu Zhong Yao..... Zhong Yao Shi Guo Chen ....." hmm .... i better go prepare le .... ltr going to meet chi .... be back later to blog again .... see ya guys .... ^.^

*Updated...
well ... juz came back form SBC..... well went there to watch Home United V Tungsan....the match was spectacular .... was amazed how home united play ... gd teamwork and the play was gd ..... hmm.. forgot the score ... but have learn quite a few things from this match ....

after watching ... kang,boon,hong,daniel n me ... went to take bus home .... while in the bus ... boon and kang was crapping ...wa ... laugh all the way till reach kovan mrt ... haha .... well enjoyed day ..... after that ... kang they all went to buy KFC so i followed them lor ... chi went to fetch abi during the match when Sin Kee V dunno wat team ... nt sure .... so left me wif the rest of the gang ... well .. waited for kang they all to settle their things ... den went back hm .... well... took a bus hm .. coz lazy to walk ... den while waiting ... was thinking abt the past .... haiz ... came to think of it makes me sad again .. haiz... dun wish to mention le .... well .. den got back hm ... eat my fav hokkien mee cooked by my mum ... wow ... damn shiok man ... ^.^ ....

well... thats all for today ... waiting for hong they all to finished their dota game .... den i can join the next game ... ^.^ see ya ...

Labels: Shu Ying Bu Zhong Yao, Zhong Yao Shi Guo Chen

Posted at:9:49 AM

Can't Slp T.T

well... the time now is 2.53am .. haha and i am still here blogging .... ^.^ ... well... now using my dad's laptop to blog ... cool eh ? hehe ... hmm... since its passed 12am .... coz i am going to blog yesterday stuff .... well .... woke up at 4 plus by chi's call .... asking me whether going to play basketball ant .... coz hong they all meeting at 4.45pm at andone .... and i was like .. huh ? *.- zzz
still half-aslp ... i agreed ... den i saw the time was like already 4.16pm .. wtf ? den chi ask me to meet him at his house junction at 4.30pm ..... wa .. siao liao lor .. 14 mins for me to wash up and do my stuffs.... den i quickly wake up ... wash myself up ... but the time is already 4.30pm ... omg .... i took so long to freshen up .... =x .... den tat time since already late ... and i was feeling hungry .. i call chi telling him that i going to eat *lunch wif my brothers .... and told him that i will be late .... so will be meeting him ltr ... but chi told me that he will follow me .. so i anything lor ... hehe....

den on our way to the coffeeshop near my house ... i and chi was toking about how come the gym was cancelled today ... he say long story ... -.-" den nvm .... after that ... when reaching the coffeeshop.... chi called boon where they are ... den to my surprise ... boon say they nw on the way to andone le .... so i told chi to go 1st ... den tell them i going to be late .... so i and my brothers went to eat ... for abt 20 mins ... or more ... =x bo bian .... hungry .... den when i was abt to go and meet them ..... chi called and tell me to wait there coz they coming down to find me .... den i say anything lor .... so i waited ..... n waited .... but nvm .... everytime is they wait for me ... now my turn to wait for them ... have no comments on tat ... while waiting .... i on my hp de song and listen ... den bu zi bu jue .... i almost fell aslp ... -.-zzz ... den i heard someone calling me or someone sound like hong ... i woke up and saw abi waving to me ... den i walk to them ... saw yi bin and the gang there .... hehe..

well ... the same thing happen again ... didn't play well .... but nvm ... i tell myself to take things slowly .... dun blame myself .... don feel demoralised ..... ^.^ and take every word of advice from them seriously .... n i did ... i guess ..... o.O" hmm.... guess i still have lots to learn bah .... from them .... ^.^

*btw .... while i was slping ... i had a strange dream .... hmm.... dunno y i had that dream .... guess i too tired le .... hmm... ^.^ *(are these thoughts real ... or not ??) o.O"

Labels: Regrets.... Regrets ... T.T

Posted at:2:53 AM

Saturday, March 17, 2007

Well learned day .... ^.^

well.... juz came back from woodlands nt long ago ... hehe ... in fact went to RP to watch Boon play compeitions .... Wa ... RP the sch rox man .. !! ^.^ big sia ... and also very the litter-free...
gd job man .. ^.^ hmm .... boon take us on a mini tour ard his sch ... introduce every facilities to us as we pass by them .... haha .. cool dude ^.^ after that ... we reach the basketball court ... its was indoor ... and man ... its cool ... b4 i even see the court ... i could hear shoes doing fast break ... wow ... so excited to see the match ... ^.^

well... at 1st ... once step in the indoor court ... its was very the "cool" ... so "cool" till i have to remove my jacket .... boon even told us it was air-conditioned .... thats why i wear jacket... but ... nvm ... saw RP doing warm-up and saw zh there ... hello dude ... ^.^ well ... saw their opponents .... well .... *kang say if jing xin play wif them ... will win ... *o.O" b4 the match start ... i told ah hui ... i think RP will win them by 20 points. ... and indeed is came true ... but is more jia lat ... i think about 40 points.... haha .. well done RP ... and durng the match i learned something ... the way they play ... is so much slow and steady ... so clam ... and organised.... thats a point for me to take note of .... ^.^ *Point taken ... i finally know wad ah hui mean by "len jing" while playing basketball ....

after RP match ... it was Paya Lebar CSC v Home United .... well... thats match is worth to watch ... coz both team are equally strong .... but however ... we didn't get to watch till the end ... but ... the score was close ... 11 - 12 ..... very close and tough match .... hope Paya Lebar CSC will win bah .... ^.^ JY ...

well ... tml going to gym to train ..... hehe .... see ya ... ^.^ tc and gd nitez everyone ... ^.^

Posted at:12:09 AM

Friday, March 16, 2007

Haix...

Well.... came back from 438 at 11 plus ... den here i am to blog .. though quite late ... haha ... was customizing my blog ..... added a box for ppl to comment .... hehe ... BUT ... i cannot seem to see the box myself while others can .... wtf ?? smlj ? nvm ... tml see how bah ....

well ... jus now went 438 and play basketball.... on my way to meet hui,kang and hong .... i told myself have to be serious in any match i play .... in the bus .... i keep telling myself... have to be serious ... so i can improve .... cannot take thing lightly .... den reach hong the house de bus stop le ... i miss call ah hui ... coz meeting them at 6pm ... but i reach there 1 min eariler ... *so ? den wait for them till about 6.10 i think ... nt sure ... while waiting .. i saw my ITE fren ... han wei ... ahha ... he juz got his car license ... *congratz ... ^.^ *sigh ... i still haven pass my advance theory ... sianz sia .. come to think of that ... i failed 2 times leh .... wtf sia .... izzit becoz i never got for the e-trial ... ??? how can that be ?? no link leh .... T.T

den reach 438 .... play a 4 v 4 match against some people there .... den we won ... but i never do much thing ... just pass the ball to them and they score .... coz ... i am too weak to attack ... only can shoot ... but also cannot score .... *haix ... y like that ?? after that ... 438 de ppl lai le .... den we play 4 v 4 wif them ... but i felt scared coz there got 1 person very fit and strong ... they called him "tanker" wa ... everytime i play wif him .... i will siam ... coz i dun wan to get hurt ... i know ... if ah hui , kang , hong or boon sees this ... they will surely say ... "if u keep on doing this .. how to improve ..?? " but ... i am jus scared .... i also dunno y .. maybe i feel inferior compare to him ... or those who are much stronger than me ... i jus feel inferior ... haix ...T.T

but we won the 1st match against them .. thanks to ah hui for his excellent attacking inside , hong accurate shooting and kang's rebound .... well ... compared to them ... i am just an "extra"
i know in my heart ... if boon was there or zhan hong .... i will not be the one who is in their team ... i know myself ... who will wan a person who do not contribute in a team or even become a burden to them .... it reminds me of an anime called "dear boys" in 1 of the episode ... there is a part when 1 guy called Miura heard other ppl saying that he and Ishii is a burden to Aikawa ... well .... guess i am also a burden to them ... jus that they dun show it bah ... T.T

well ... guess up to here ... u guys must be telling me ... den u still play basketball for wad .... might as well quit .. giv up ... well .... there is a point of time when i really wan to giv up ... but ... somewhere in my heart stop me for doing so .... believe it or nt ... well ... den on the bus on our way hm ... ah hui hesitate to ask me this important question .... although maybe nt important to them ... or serious to them ... but to me it is .... he asked "Eugene ... Do u really wan to improve ?" when he ask me this ... hong was there saying .. that i will become sad or maybe cry when i heard this ... but seriously ... i really do feel sad and depair when ah hui ask this question .... i do nt blame him for asking him ... or even question him ... coz ... me myself cannot even answer .... but i really DO wan to improve ... but i juz can't seems to be doing that .... everytime i try to improve ... there will be jus some obstacle .. that is hindering me from it ... although u all might not see it ... or maybe u all might be thinking that i am talking crap here ... but ... i just feel that something is hindering me from doing it ... it maybe my mentality ... or my physical body .... >.<

well ... this part might to offending or it may mean nth to those who i am going to mention ... but it is meaningful and important to me coz it has been kept inside my heart for very long ... well here goes ...
Kang ... seriously .... every words u tell me and everything that u teach me .... i really bear that in mind ... and i really try to improve myself ... although everytime u see me is still the same ... still so buay kan ... any maybe u have given up on me... but i do not blame u ... is my fault ... i blame no one but myself .... but i still thank you for the advice u have given me ...
Ah hui ... although i might not show it.. but i really admire u ... the way u can dribble the ball .... the courage to lay-up even u r small size ... and the speed .... that u have shown ... it really drives me to do better ... to improve myself .... to push myself .... although i do not show it ....and that i thank you for it ...
Hong ... we have been frens since sec 1 .... and may be u may not notice ... i really appreciate u as my fren ... and i really treasure it .... although sometimes i may piss u off becoz of my attitude or actions ... i hereby apologise .... and i mean it ... i will try to change ... *back to basketball ... u may be cork sometimes when we play basketball ... and wanting to be wif the same team wif kang ... i do not blame u .. coz i take it as a training ..... and try to improve myself .... although sometimes u feel farked up during matches when u are in a same team wif me ... i do not blame u ... coz i know i will be a burden to u .... but i really tried my best to do well ... although i may nt show ... i really feel lousy when some simple things i do like shooting a free throw and missed ... and when i am open can't even score a single point ... when u all trust me in doing that particular shot .... i really thank you for that trust .... but i do not cherish it .... and some advice u have given me ... i really appreciate that ... i thank you for that ....
Boon ... u have improved alot since sec sch .... the way u play basketball now and treat basketball is different ... u really have the passion to do well in basketball .... n that i really envy u .... u also got the height and the size to do well in ur specified position ... sometimes it really makes me wan to grow as tall as u ... and help to take rebounds .... but i know ... thats impossible for me now .... and the words and encouragement u given in during and after matches really helps alot .... it really gives me hope and makes me feel better .... thank you for that ... but i know i am still a burden to u ... i am sorry for that ...
Chi ... u have been my best fren since sec 3 .. coz sec 1 and 2 we were nt close ... till now ... i really appreciate that .... we can so called been thru "thick n thin" together ... from the day when i 1st introduced u basketball and the things we do in sec sch .... although sometimes u may have thought that i am close to u becoz of ur money .... but i swear to god ... that is nt true ... i really take u as a fren ... and u r indeed my true fren ... ^.^ *back to basketball ... chi ... u have really improved a alot since the day i introduced u to this thing called basketball ... from a person who only holds the ball when passed to ... till now ... being able to lay-up n do accurate shots ... it really saddens me ... coz ... u n the rest have been improving since the day u all play basketball while me ... still at the same standard ... still as lousy as b4 ... haix ... T.T and sometime i may giv farked up attitude when playing as a team wif u ... like not defending properly ... i am really sry .... its nt that i dun like to be the same team wif u but ... its just that i really sux at defending ... although sometimes i may play better when i am wif hong they all ... but ... i am still lousy ... compared to them ... or shall i say ... the lousiest among u all ... but i still thank you for the advice and tips u have given me in basketball .... i really appreciate that ... thanks ^.^

well ... although some ppl i have not mention above ... its nt that u are nt impt to me or have not changed my life .... well in my heart ... i really cherish u all ... and i really thanks those who have made me live to the fullest ... and those who have listen to my thoughts ... its u who have made me think that .... other than family members .... there are others who have played a part in my life and have change my life since the day i know them ... thanks ^.^

well ... think i blog too much le .... sorry for the long post .. but i have really spoke out wad that as kept in my heart a long time .... i feel relieved now ... and i apologise those who i may hav offended in my post .... i am sorry ... =x

Labels: Feeling down and despair .... hopeless boy =x

Posted at:12:47 AM

Wednesday, March 14, 2007

No Mood ... >.<

Well ..... juz came back from my basketball session wif kang , hong n chi .... haiz ... the same thing happen again ... didn't play well .... den after that ... PL got training ... so we 4 sit there and watch them training .... haha ... while watching ... hong keep commenting of their movement and their attitude ... while i was there juz watching .. and doing some self-reflection ... there was a boy that caught my attention ... his size and my size is about the same ... big size .. and slow ... hong keep on giving comments on him ... while i keep quiet coz .. wad i am in position to giv comments on others while i myself is nt gd at it ... haiz ..

well ... didn't blog for the past 2 days ... and some things happen in these 2 days ... well here goes ...
boon ... thanks for the words that u have given me that night ... wad u say is rite ... is my fault ... and i promise i will change ... this i promise .... i will improve on myself .... and will not let anyone down .... i really hope i can do well ... i didn't wan to do things halfway anymore ... i wan to be serious in wad i do ... but .. sometimes .... things didn't go as expected and i tend to let myself n others down .... i hereby apologise to all whom i have let them down ... i will not disappoint u again ....

haiz ... dunno wad to blog liao ... no mood sia .. dunno y ... suddenly so mood-less ..... >.<

Labels: No Pain No Gain

Posted at:7:31 PM

Sunday, March 11, 2007

Happy or Scared ..... ??

woken up by daniel message saying they going to play basketball at and1 at 2.30pm .... well .. saw liao den go back slp again ... den woke up at 1 plus ... wash myself up ... den watch tv awhile ... suddenly chi chi call me ask me go meet him 1st den go together to and1 meet them ... after receving his call ... i went to read my notes awhile ... den go prepare to meet him ...

after meeting him ... we went to and1 to look for them .... wa lau eh ... the sun is freaking hot lor ... bth .... :s like become roasted pork like that. .... very the hot sia ...... well... reach there le saw kang , dainel , hong and boon playing match wif other ppl .... den me and chi sit aside and watch them play lor ... den call ying hao to come and1 .... coz chi told him we playing .. and he agree ... but ... he was late ..... -.-" as usual .... anyway ... not as jia lat as me ... always late de ... haiz ... have to kick my bad habit of mine .... :D

play basketball for awhile ... den kang they all wan to go sbc watch match .... but i went home to change 1st ... coz sweaty .... =x den ltr me ,chi and yh meeting to go find them bah ... or maybe not ... chi say meet liao den say .... anything lor .....

came back ... den bathe ... den log in msn .... den saw little ppl online .... den chi send me some songs.... while waiting for yh .... not long ... i call him ... ask him if he is rdy ... wa. ... he last time tell me he eating dinner 1st den come meet us ... i listen liao .. sian 1/2 ... but nvm ... rot at home 1st lor... den come here and blog ... hehe ...

well ... tml will be a sad day or a happy day for me ... i also dunno ... coz after tml ... i will be losing 2 of my close frenz .... haiz .... they going to poly le ... den tml is their last day of sch in ITE .... feeling kinda sad .... haiz ...will remeber the days we used to crap in class and all those crap things we have done .... haha....they will be remembered by me always .... :) wish them all the best in their studies n life ... JIA you guys and girls ... *GAMbATE..... and also tml will be the last day for me also ... coz after tml den exam .. comes HOLIDAYS .... YEAH ..... well... hope i can do well in my exams tml .... :)

well ... i have finally come up a conlusion .... i treasured my frenz alot .... can say they are the 2nd things important to me in my life after family... well ... and thanks yh for listening to me yesterday night .... u are my best pal man .... u rox ... !! ^.^

well ... gtg le ... go and meet yh le ... he juz called .... den after that we dunno goin where ... haha ... like chi say .. meet liao den say ... haha ... see ya ... ^.^

*Updated
Well .... juz came back from vivo ... haha .. never go SBC find wei kang they all ... i'm sorry guys .... well ... juz now went vivo ... wif yh ,wei ting & chi ... well... went to vivo with they all to walk walk .... but actually is to accompany chi to go and fetch abigal from work .... hehe ... so gd sia .... haha .. ^.^

well... once in vivo .. chi was looking for a pet shop ... coz he wanted to buy some pet's stuffs..... so we went to explore vivo city .... cause it was my 2nd visit to vivo ... haha ... we tour around vivo .. den suddenly i realised that we have walk the whole vivo city but still could'nt find the pet shop ... :s but wad i found out was that ... vivo is REALLY very BIG man ... OMG ..... and the scenery there is marvellous ..... well .... *tips: Couples should really go and enjoy the scenery ... espeacially the sea view ... where u can see sentosa ... WOW ... is marvellous ... :) back to the search of the pet shop ... well... actually the pet shop was behind us when chi and i saw a couple of bleach figures being displayed in a shop ... and i found out that PSP nw the price have dropped till $278 .... omg ... last time my fren brought $400 plus ....=x haha anyway .... after that ... we went to the pet shop to look for some stuffs for hamsters ... haha ... den i was there browsing thru the stuffs there .... and the things there was actually quite cute ... ^.^ hang there awhile while chi was deciding wad to buy .... after few mins later. ..chi deicide den we go to find the cashier to pay the stuffs... on the way to the cashier .... i saw a type of dog ... quite small .. still in puppy stage ... very cute man ... bth .... den saw something more cuTE .... 2 golden retriever ... OMG .... u should have seen how they look ... wa .... see liao makes u *xin yang yang sia .... very cute lor ... den i wanted to take pic ... but chi beat me to it ... coz he want to test his HP cam .... haha .. but really cute man ... bth .... after i taken the pic from chi .. i will post in my blog ... haha .... ^.^

after buying the stuffs ... its was time coz abigal knocked off at 9pm .. so we went to find her lor ... after that ... chi and i was feeling hungry ... so we went to Long John Silver to eat .... den ting and abi were girl talking .. while yh and chi went to buy food wif me ..... after buying ... we went back to our seats and yh and chi was talking to them ... but i was there thinking of something while eating .... alone ... haiz ..... den yh ask me about my exams tml ... and ask me some questions about it ... coz his course and my course got link de .... haha cool eh. ^.^

after eating .. we went to a place to enjoy the scenery .... den it brought back memories ... the past of my life. .. everything ... from K1 till now .... haiz .... all the obstacles i have been thru ....i still remembered .... ^.^ den i was there alone thinking ... while enjoy the scenery where the 2 couples there enjoy ... haiz .... at that time .. i was thinking back my sec sch times .... haha .... all the craps .. and frens that are wif me thru the yrs in sec ..... well .. time passes really fast ....

after enjoying the scenery there ... its was time to go home ... so we all left ... but i told them ... we shall be back ... ahah .... well.. that place really bring back memories ... when the time u are peace and calm .... many things flashes back .... :)

Posted at:6:37 PM

Friday, March 9, 2007

No Mood.....T.T

Well.. wAKe up at 12+ this afternoon ... coz today lesson has been cancelled .... wash myself up .... den my daily routine ... on my computer and sign in my msn .. to see who's online .... den went to open my maple for the auto patch .... after that ... not long ... yh sms me whether wan to go sentosa tml or sun .... i still thinking wad to reply him ....o.O'

after tat ... my maple auto patch has been done ... i went in to see wads changes has been done ... den went to train awhile ... after that ... got dc and my % was being reset ... back to 10% ..... haiz ... sianz liao ... no mood ... luckily only train awhile .... dunno wtf happen to my maple ... everytime play will lag den dc ... -.-" damn sianz sia .... makes me no mood to train liao ...
my dream of my hunter going to lvl 70 seems to drift further away from me ... haiz .... *when can i be a ranger ???? o.O"

well.... went to study .... but can't absorb ... haiz .. how .. monday got test i still can't get serious ... hmm..... but this is wad i am .... not serious at all .... which may explain .. why i cannot get things done properly .... haiz ... in my mind now .. keep thinking of whether poly will accept me anot .... wa thInking of it makes me scared ... :s hope i can be accepted bah .... :)

well... off to eat my dinner le ..... see ya.... ^.^

Posted at:7:09 PM

Thursday, March 8, 2007

Hmm......

Well..... Juz came back from school nt long .... juz now went TM wif my school frenz to eat our lunch ..... and slack there awhile ..... den we all went hm ....... on the bus .... i have been thinking ..... will poly accept my application like one of my fren ... who is going to RP ...... or will i be in still where i am ...... well .. i hope for the better... =)

Feeling kinda sad right nw .... seeing my best fren going to poly .... where me still dunno where i am going ..... well gd luk and do well in ur studies my fren ..... ^.^

Later going to amk for basketball ...... haiz ... thinking of it makes me sad again .... coz i have been playing like for so many years of basketball ... and i am still the same..... no improvement at all ..... even the coach there also once tell me ... " you come here so long ... i still see no improvement...." T.T.... his words seems to be true .... even i also see no improvement ..... haiz ..... maybe i should just gib up basketball .... haiz ... dunno wad to do ...... T.T Everytime i think of this ... i feel very useless ... very lousy ..... but i keep telling myself to try to do better next time ... but still invaild .... haiz ... T.T

Well.... off to play maple le .... be back tonight to blog again i think .... see ya ... ^.^

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Haiz ... T.T

Hello Everyone ... Back to blog again ... haiz ... past few weeks i have been thInking ... all the past and the obstacles that i have been thru .... and the people i have met that have changed my life .... well .... Thank you .... Is You all that have changed me to wad i am now .... So Now the question is ... Am i a changed person for the better or for the worse? .... Hmm..... Is Difficult to answer even for myself .... Well ... But there is 1 thing for sure .... i am losing confidence in myself in each day ... losing hope and faith ....

Well Chinese New Year have just passed ..... and i felt like a new born person .... everything bad has happen to me .... like all the bad luck are happening to me .... Haiz ... wad's happening to me .... can someone out there pls tell me and help me ?? T.T

Been Feeling quite dePressed these few days .... things are not going smoothly for me ... (* i fear the worst has yet to come ..... T.T ) Haiz ... my exam is next week and i haven even study 1/4 of it .... HOW ??? JIA LAT ... Have to Chiong these few days to study le .... hope i dun go maple .... ^.^

Well .... i have things i wanted to type out in this blogs .... but ... Can't rmb .... hehe ^.^ btw .... can someone teach me how to blog ??? i mean as in how to customize my bg and other stuffs ... coz my blog looks dull ..... *yawnz.... well any comments to this blog is appreciated .... Thanks ..^.^

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