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Name: MaoMao Aka MaoMaoster
Age: 21
School: Temasek Poly
Hates: BackStabbers
Likes: Loyalty,Friends,Basketball,Slacking,
Crapping
Someone who tends to be very determined which he set his goals.
Someone who like to bring smile and laughter to people around him.
Someone who will not tolerate insults to his loved ones.

Well... i apologzies for not posting anything for the past whole month due to my laziness and also due to somethings that cropped up during my holidays .. Been thinking for the whole month .... getting flashbacks of me since childhood till now .... An adult .... many happy moments ... and as well as sad moments .... sometimes i wonder .. in my whole life ... wad accomplishments have i acheived ??? wad i have done that make my parents proud of ?? wad lies ahead of me ??? etc..etc....

So many things came into my mind, Family,Friends,Relationships,Studies,Money.All these factor will gradually plays a part in my life eventually, is jus a matter of time ... Where will i jus eventually breakdown and get confused? Whats Differs from Reality and Illusion ??? Am i still at the same spot where my memory ceased to function well when my physcial self is still moving on .... am i jus a body wif a soul BUT without a heart ? or like a moving zombie where my heart is jus dead ?

Many many possible outcome .... sometimes i wonder myself ... was i too naive to think like tat ? where some ppl treat me like a fool .... jus treat me like a toy ... being able to cast aside after they got sick of ?? was there any true feelings developed during the ordeal ?? or jus a hypocrite ?? jus finding some excuses to "entertain'' me ...... make me feel happy ..... but was planning on hw to hurt me right from the every start ... i dunno ... i really dunno .....

Wad is Real ?? Wad is Illusion ?? Does everything happen becoz of Cause And Effect ?? Does people really have karma ??

Labels: I Am Just Exhausted ... Really Exhausted .... Just Leave Me Alone....