Someone who tends to be very determined which he set his goals.
Someone who like to bring smile and laughter to people around him.
Someone who will not tolerate insults to his loved ones.
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Sunday, July 27, 2008
Life...
Hmm.... Been working OT almost everyday for the past week .... *phew well ... now still young work hard is expected ... NO PAIN NO GAIN ... sometimes u have to go through the pain to experience the joy . ^^ well .. enuff abt my work life ....
ytd was a enjoyable night for me and my BROS.... especially liyanah!! haha ... its was a celebration for her ... hope u enjoy it ytd babe! ^^ Haha ... its always fun having them ard ... make me feel wad i do is worth.
hmm ... chat alot of things ytd .... and some things happen infront of my eyes and yet i did not do anything ... wad a GUY i am .... haix ... i am not trying to be emo here ... jus feel disappointed in myself tats all .... BUT ... after ytd incident ... i finally understood alot of things .. alot of things which i dun understand .... the outside world ... and the world which i was living in all along ... guess i was wrong rite from the start ...
ya ... u guys mus be thinking i am toking nonsense here ... but u all wun know how and wad i am thinking .. how i feel ... u ppl might think i am heartless , timid , stupid or wadeva u all wan to say ... but i can tell u now ... u ppl dun understand me ... coz u are nt me . u wun understand the life i have been thru ... the torture , the pain , the feeling and the mentality ....
*TO BROS
sry i have disappoint u again and again ... i know .. u all mus be thinking .. "all u know is say sry sry .... everthing u do something wrong u say sry ... but do u really meant it ? where are ur actions ? wad i wan to see from eugene is not him saying sry ... but actions ... no point saying sorry when u dun even meant it ... wad the use ? its like contridicting urself .. " guess u all are rite .... from 28th JULY at this point ... this very moment .... u will see a major changes in me ... jus watch ^^
hmm.... been busy today .... went work at around 7 plus ..... reach my working destination at around 9+ ??? o.O" hmm .... at least is b4 10am .... hehe .... haix ... been busy wif work lately .... so many work to do ... yet so little time .. =/ work till 2am tis morning ? o.O incredible rite ? work for more than 12 hrs non-stop .... haha .... feel so happy ... haha ... guess i am becoming a workaholic ??? hmm .... =/ but although i might be busy working .... i still miss my BROS and of coz my peers .... not to miss out .. tat "Special One" ^.^ ok ...... abit out there ... haha ....
well ... lets say wad i have been doing these few days ... hmm ..... been teminating network points,pulling of network cables,laying network cables into their specific locations ... laying fibre ... from 1 storey to another storey .... blah blah blah ..... haha .... tats my life now .... work work work .... =/
well ... i am posting this at my uncle office .... not going home tonight ... staying overnight at the office .... haha .... cool rite ?? and guess wad .. the time now is 3.12am and going to work at 8.30am ? where every workers set off from the office .... hmm .... wondering whether should i slp anot .... haha ....
hmm .... shall upload some pics next time .... ^.^ when i FREE bah .... haha ... and last but nt least ....
GD MORNING!!! MAY MY FAMILY , BROS , PEERS and READERS HAVE A GREAT DAY AHEAD!!!! *CHEERS!!!! ^.^
Hmm... been working OverTime these few days .. due to the upcoming BIG projects tat the company is having ... Thanks AH! hmm .... feeling so different these few days ... dunno y .. been thinking alot of things lately ... My Application to the 2nd intake of Poly ... my NS .... and some other things ... these things almost been coming into my mind lately ... hmm .. something is wrong .... while i guess its jus sooner or lately that i have just got to accept my fate ...
Been so busy these few days that i hardly have any free time myself .... its jus WORK,EAT and SLP..... Wa .... this cannot go in man .... i WAN TO RUN ... train myself ... keep fit .. keep healthy ... BUT ... guess Time is really not enuff for me. There is so many things i wan to so ... i wan to accomplish , to realise but .... haix .. dunno la ... jus toking is no use ... have to take action man .... -.-
Hmm .... someone told me this logic which i find it quite hilarious and quite rubbish actually ... " You Work For Money, Money For Who ? For urself ? For Company ? For Others ?" while most ppl would say its For urself rite ? but there is this one person who say " You Work For Money,Money For Boss." -.-"" wad rubbish is this ... u work so hard .... struggle so hard .. and yet u say is for Boss ?? wth ... dunno wads wrong wif tat person ... really bo brain ....
Haix ... in this world ... Money Make the World For Round .... Reminds me of someone who told me this b4 "People Treat You Differently When You Have Money" Kinda of true actually .... Guess i have to jus accept this UGLY TRUTH OF THE WORLD ..... MONEY is a source of all evil.... True ? Up to indiviual to answer that question.
Haix ... i got so many things i wan to jot down here ... BUT jus everytime i start to jot ... i jus could'nt do it .. haix .. dunno y .... everytime like tat ... haix ... so many things to say .. yet duNno wad to write .... haix .. jus feel so damn down ... feel so no life ... no freedom .... sometimes ... i jus feel tat everyone is jus looking down on me ... jus a feeling .. their mouth say 1 thing but they mean the other thing .... Y? Am i jus so weak ? so fragile ? so pushover ? Y? Y can't i jus stand up for myself ? Y? GOD DAMN IT! Y? sometimes i really hate myself ... really dun understand myself .... i act like a BIG SHOT .... act SMART .... but when actually i AM NOT! OK! everyone out there ... I AM NOT WHO U THINK I AM ...... i jus a weakling ... JUS A SMALL FRY who can jus let u pushover as and when u like ... so jus carry on and do what u think is right .. u dun have to care abt me ... u dun have to care abt my feelings ... jus go ahead ... do wad u think is right.
TO my peeps and BROS ..... sry for posting all these shit ... i jus could not take it anymore ... GUESS i wun be meeting u guys this weekend or maybe for quite a while ..... going MIA ... soon KIA .... remember to buy AIA for me ... ur help is appreciated ... ^.^
TO THE ONE ...... i also dunno wad to say .... haix .. guess tats my prob .... theres so many things i wan to say to u ... yet i just can't speak up .... everytime like tat .... feel so useless .... so weak .... ya .. i ever told u tat i would be brave .... i have changed .... changed for the better ... and yet i have disappoint u again ..... haix .... i am sorry. And Thanks For giving me a period of happy moments ... happy memories ... happy times ... i may not show it ... but i truly appreciate it. Thanks.
Posted at:10:00 PM
Saturday, July 5, 2008
Shagged and Unwell....=x
hmm... been working these few days .... =) guess its time to save money coz i am poor now ... =x well ... my mood has nt been gd these few days ... dunno y ... think becoz of no moeny bah ... haha .. or maybe some other reasons ... o.O" anyway ... had slight sore throat these few days ... and guess i had a flu and sore throat now ... the sore throat have worsen ... =x but wadeva ... gonna work and work and work and WORK !!! money .. guess its really matters in this world ... no money ... no life .... no life ... no enjoyment .... no enjoyment = DEAD haha ... my stupid logic .. but quite true too ... anything in this world talks MONEY ..... u keep urself at home also waste money ... watch tv , use computer ... anything ... need money ... haix ... y ? coz money makes the earth go ROUND ... haix .. sad ...
hmm .. recently one of my fren been in a BIKE accident .... been worrying ... haix .. guess i worried till i get sick ... LOL!! .. wad a joke ... anyway .. hope u are fine ... wish u a speedy recovery .. !!! ^^
