Someone who tends to be very determined which he set his goals.
Someone who like to bring smile and laughter to people around him.
Someone who will not tolerate insults to his loved ones.
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Saturday, September 22, 2007
Tired ...zZz
Eh ... been working these few days ... T.T very tough i can say .... but nvm .. ^^ while nth much to blog ... jus update the song in my blog enjoy ... ^^
well .. today is the 1st day of work ... well ... ok la .. quite slack i supposed ... den i realise sumthing ... am i too sensitive ??? am i too overboard ?? my last post i guess i have been to agitated abt job .. T.T well .. i think i am wrong in my part too .... sry ... i hereby apologise for my mistake .... T.T haix .... jus now .. my mother and big bro almost quarrel abt of me ... haix ... i came to think of it ... i feel so bad .... wtf is wrong wif me ... zZz i almost had a breakdown .... T.T haix ... dunno la ... wad to do .... guess i hav to jus endure all the hardness and present a smile ^.^ if tats wad makes it better .... ^^ haix ... while working haix ... i keep thinking of someone .. haha .... =x who .. ?? haha .. ^^ well ... guess it will be all i have to post to today bah ... ^^ take care peeps ... and rmb to call me out whenever u are free ... ^^
early in the morning received a msg " tml 7.30am come my house and you can start work " wa ... i see this msg i sibeh no mood man .... work .. -.-" haiz .... i haven even really rest much yet ... and my mother and father keep on pestering me to work for my uncle .... WTF SIA ... wad wrong wif u people ... !!! can't i rest ?? or even find other jobs ?? y MUST I WORK for OWN PEOPLE !!!! Y ??? haix ... i told my mum i will find other jobs ... and wad did she reply me ??? NO .... work for uncle .... better ... WTF LA ... BETTER ??? wan me die faster izzit ?? OK LOR ... i will die .... mother and father ... u see wad i will do ..... zzz .... work for my uncle b4 ... and i can say ... its very tough .... VERY VERY TOUGH !!!!! maybe u all will say ... dun be a ku ku ... dun be gay .... be a MAN ... BUT ... theres somethings u can only experienced it den u know y i say tat .... my brother work for my uncle b4 .... n almost ran away from home due to this ... y ?? the work sucks .... even my bro cannot stand it .... n me ?? i guess i am the only one working for own people nw ... WTF SIA ..... the more i THINK THE MORE ANGRY AND PISSED OFF I GET ..... CCB ....!!!
Now i Think Abt myself ... am i really so gd to be bullied ??? y can't i have my own decision in some things ??? i am 19 already god Damn it !!! and i still being treated like a kid by my parents ..... -.- AIYAH ... I SERIOUSLY DUNNO WAD THE FARK THEY ARE THINKING ..... i guess they never spare a thought for me .... zzzz NVM ...... since they insist .... i also bo bian ..... RITE ? PARENTS MAH ..... have to obey ...... zZz
wow ... ytd slpt at 7+ pm and woke up at 10+ tis morning .... *Yawnz.... guess i was too tired le bah .. haha anyway ... had a couple of calls when i was slping .... but i forgot who ... and my hp cannot see missed calls ...zzz but i did pick up a couple of calls like xiao bai , boon leng , hong... the rest i dunno ... maybe i did .. maybe i did not ... or maybe i was jus dreaming ... XD anyway .. haix ... tuesday went out wif jac n ai nuo they all ... haha ..went to watch "I KNOW WHO KILLED ME " haha .. tis movie starting serious i dunno wad its talking abt .. and btw .. is got some nudity in it ...zZz ...but anyway .. i get to know wads the story is abt when its comes the part where a man who was toking abt twins tat died on the same day same hr where the wound is the same place and spot ... tats where i know wad the movie is all abt ... haha .. but the movie had some violence and gore and of coz gruelsome part haha ... but ok la .. overall i say the movie is nt bad ... ^^ after movie ...jac wanted to take a grp photo and ask passer-by to take for us .. ^^ haha ... after tat .. we took train hm .. but i and chi went to xiang house den he wan go hm take his laptop and go chi hse and thon ... so in the end went chi hse and thon wif xiang ... haha ... chi hse can open lan house man ... ^^ wanted to play bnet together but in the end .. dun have internet connection to one of his cpu .. so in the end .. never play ... but me and xiang played together coz chi let me use his expensive computer which worth close to 10K ....yeah i am not kidding is 10K mind u ... haha .... but anyway .. his comp is so smooth tat its ping was only 5 ms or 2 ms i think .. LOL! ... den i and xiang jus played the whole morning lor ... zzz tats wad i do on tuesday bah ... ^^
ytd didn't really do anything except playing games at hm ... and rot ... haha ... seems like i really no life man ... maybe going to look for jobs ^^ anyone got any lobang ?? intro lei ... ^^
well .... its 1.40am and i still haven slp .... hehe .... ^^ well ... jus finish toking to someone not long ago .. haix .. heard tat she is sad .... and in a loss ... so i try to comfort her lor .... lol .. unlike me yeah ??? wad to do .. i can't neglect my fren who is sad when i know her for so long .... ^^ well .. all i know to say to her is tat ... "ok...u think can, but think positively ya? see? u had fun past few days rite ? well ... no matter wad ... i will always be here when u needed someone to tok to yeah !? ^^" haha ... sound so noble rite .... well .. tats me .. ^^ jus tat some ppl dun see tat .... ^^
btw .... came across a music video on the TV .... and went to youtube to search for the song .... here it is .... nice song... ^^
Santana Feat.Chad Chad Kroeger - Into The Night
Like a gift from the heavens, it was easy to tell, It was love from above, like it saved me from hell, She had fire in her soul it was easy to see, And the devil himself could be pulled out of me, There were drums in the air as she started to dance, Every soul in the room keeping time with there hands, And we sang;
(Chorus) Ay oh ay oh ay oh ay, And the voices bang like the angels sing, We're singing; Ay oh ay oh ay oh ay, And we danced on into the night, Ay oh ay oh, Ay oh ay oh, And we danced on into the night,
Like a piece to the puzzle that falls into place, You could tell how we felt from the look on her face, She was spinning in circles with the moon in her eyes, The room left them moving between you and I, We forgot where we were and we lost track of time, And we sang to the wind as we danced through the night, And we sang
(Chorus) Ay oh ay oh ay oh ay, And the voices bang like the angels sing, We're singing Ay oh ay oh ay oh ay, And we danced on into the night, Ay oh ay oh, Ay oh ay oh, And we danced on into the night, Ay oh ay oh, Ay oh ay oh, And we danced on into the night,
(Santana solo)
1st Verse repeated Like a gift from the heavens, it was easy to tell, It was love from above, like it saved me from hell, She had fire in her soul it was easy to see, And the devil himself could be pulled out of me, There were drums in the air as she started to dance, Every soul in the room keeping time with there hands, And we sang
(Chorus) Ay oh ay oh ay oh ay, And the voices bang like the angels sing, We're singing Ay oh ay oh ay oh ay, And we danced on into the night, Ay oh ay oh, Ay oh ay oh, And we danced on into the night, (And the voices bang like the angels sing), Ay oh ay oh, Ay oh ay oh, And we danced on into the night, Ay oh ay oh ay oh ay, (Ay oh ay oh), Ay oh ay oh ay oh ay, (Ay oh ay oh), Singing ay oh ay oh ay oh ay, (Ay oh ay oh), And we danced on into the night
Well .. been sick these few days .... wa ... but the days are finally over .. !!! feel so much better now .. thanks ger ans guys for the concern ... i appericate ... ^^ well .... this coming wednesday is my exam ... gosh .. sian man ... C maths ... tis time rd ... i gonna give it my best shot .... !!! C Maths .. get rdy to be pawned by me ...!! *RoAr!! after my paper on wednesday ... its time for PARTY !!!! ^^ holidays are here and PARTY IS ON !!! ^^ well .. in the meantime ... gonna revise my C MAths .... and slack ... ^^ but nevertheless .... i will and I WILL DOMINATE C MATHS !!!!
Well Came Across this video while i was surfing the net ... nice song ..... ^^
I Don't Wanna Stop !!!
I don't know what they're talking about I'm making my own decision This thing that I found ain't gonna bring me down I'm like a junkie without an addiction
Mama don't cry I just wanna stay high I like playing with danger and fear Everybody's walkin' but nobody's talkin' It looks a lot better from here
[Chorus:] All my life I've been over the top I don't know what I'm doing All I know is I don't wanna stop All fired up, I'm gonna go till I drop You're either in or in the way Don't make me, I don't wanna stop
Why don't they ever listen to me? Is this the one way conversation? Nothing they say is gonna set me free Don't need no mental masturbation
Too many religions for only one god I don't need another saviour Don't try to change my mind You know I'm one of a kind Ain't gonna change my bad behaviour
[Chorus x2]
I don’t wanna stop Are you ever going to stop? I don’t wanna stop, I don’t wanna stop I don’t wanna stop, I don’t wanna stop Are you ever going to stop? I don’t wanna stop
well... nt feeling well these past few days .... ~.~ had a high fever of 38.3 degrees on tuesday night after my bBall .... =x b4 that my whole body was feeling weird and my legs was weak when i was on my way hm from sch ... knew tat something is wrong wif me ... but nevertheless .. i still went for the bBall session .. coz gonna train ^.^ so i didn't care abt it ... ^.^
next morning wake up .. fever has went down .. but stomach was nt feeling very well ... have *diaherroa in the morning ..b4 i went to sch ...(*spelling error ^^)on the way to sch ... was nt myself the whole day ... wanted to go to see the doctor after sch ... but the time was abt 12.30pm ... it was lunch break .. called my mum and ask her .. she say the clinic will only be open at night .... -.-zZz so bo bian ... went hm ... on the way hm .. yh sms me tell me to meet 2.30pm at kovan go my bro there take pay for the commex show ... ^.^ so i went to meet them at kovan ... on the way .. realise tat wei ting wad wif him ... and they wanted to walk to kovan ... so we walked ... ^.^ reach there abt 2.45pm ... =x was late in meeting jac and rachel ... =x sry gers ... *.* met them in yoshinoya and they ate their lunch there ... i didn;t eat coz no wei kou ..=x after tat ... off we go to sim lim square .. ^^ on the way ... yh and i suddenly tok abt W.O.W o.O" den he neglect wei ting ... -.-zZz was bad abt this .. sry wei ting .. *-* soon we reach little india .. and walk to sim lim sqaure ... but the time was still early so jac they went to bugis to walk walk ... n wei ting wanted to alter her jeans or something i think ... o.O " so yh went to accompany her .. and left me wif jac they all ... *-* anyway .. went along wif jac and rachel to bugis street... Wow gers can really shop man ... ^.^ see them buy thingl ike no need to think one sai .... ^^ but nvm la .. sometimes is good to pamper oneself ^^ den i follow them like bodyguard ..=x haha .. but its fun looking them shop .. ^.^ after tat .. its time to go to my bro shop to collect the pay and haha ... jac go disturb my bro keep forcing him to do "house" lol ... haha ..LOL!!! funny man .. but wad to do ... Sng Family dun disappoint gers .. ^.^
*Updated After collecting our pay .... i and ying hao went ard sim lim square looking for W.O.W but in the end never buy coz i want to save money ... ^^ coz my pay only 200+ wanted to saved ... =x after tat ... went to bugis street wif the girls coz they wan go shopping .. den i and ying hao follow lor ... ^^ haha .. all the way ... i and ying hao like bodyguards sia ..lol ..=x no la is tat the gers went to see theirs things den yh of coz follow wei ting .. den me .. stand there lor ...lolz .. like damn isloated ... haha .. but no la .. is juz me ... ^^ gers see things mah ... as a guy .. wad can i do ... ^^ but a few times jac ask me for my opinion abt the clothes ... i jus say ok lor .... nt bad ... lolz ... sry jac for as a dotz answer .... ~.~ but like i say ... as a guy ... taste are different bah ... ^^ as in terms of dressing ... ^^ after tat ... went to bugis junction for our lunch and realised tat the food court has moved to the 3rd floor ... so we all went there to eat lor .... ^^ reach there see a different look of the food court ... like very "high class" like tat ... lolz ... but anyway ... went to find seats and settle down ... yh n i went to order food 1st ... as the gers keep watch on the items ... *sry gers abt tat ... ^^ den yh brought food for wei ting den i wait for him lor .... was deciding wad to eat also .... =x nt feeling well ... alot of things cannot eat .... =x after tat ... came across a stall on pepper lunch express ... ^^ yh wanted to eat tat ..den i also went ahead wif him lor ... Argh .. heck la ... die die la ... order a pepper beef set and yh order a curry beef set .... while eating .. i felt discomfort .. =x mus be my stomach again ..~.~ 1st time i ate till so weird and slow ..~.~ all of them finished le .. i still haven finishe eating ... guess its the 1st time i ate so slowed ..~.~ anyway .. after dinner ... jac and reachel went to MOS and me,yh and wei ting went hm ... sry wei ting again .. for not letting yh sending u home ... my apologise .... =<
well... wake up early tis morning due to the blurness of me .... class was at 12pm ... but i set my alarm at 8am ... thought it was 10am .... -.- ... but nvm .... went to bathe and prepare myself .... and after tat .. went online to surf the net ..... while surfing ... came across this song ... which is korean orginally ... but someone go make a english version .... ^^ here it is .... nice .... ^^
BeCause I m A GiRl
this mtv or movie ... really makes me sad ... and it tells me 1 thing ... if u really love a girl .... u would do anything for her ... but guess i wun be able to do tat .... haix .... T.T Quoted:"Theres SomeOne I'm In Loved With ....Even Though I can't be with her now .... I Still In Loved With Her ...."
Well ...been working till wee hrs the past few days due to the commex show .... ^^ never get much rest and slp ..-.-zZz but anyway ... the commex show is over ...!! yeah ^^ durin the past few days ... been busy and happy coz my frens are wif me while working ... although we work ... we did enjoy ourselves and as much fun as usual .... ^^ like in those days in sec school ... ^^ and i got to know a new fren !!! ^^ haha .... well .. hope the next commex show ... i still have a part in it ... as well as my peeps ..^^ gd job guys and gers ... !! ^^
haix ... today .... something jus affect my mood man .... totally affected .... been in a daze in class ... guess half of it is due to the tiredness i have the past few days ... T.T and haix ... the recent test paper i did .. is really sux man .... wa ... i see my marks i ji tao tio stun man .... o.o jus stare at my paper. .. and think to myself .... " wad da F*rk! ? wad happen to me man ..... how come like this ...... o.O" * after getting back my test paper .... i finally and seriously woken up from my dream and la la land .... time to study ... time to buck up ... time to get those equation and formulas in my mind ... and get it rite .. no more careless mistake ... no more stupid mistake ... time to wake up my bloody idea .... !!!
Yeah ... and theres 1 more thing ... i am going to train myself le ... ^^ who wanna join me .. kindly call me or sms me .... whoever wanna go gym .... train ur body ... pls let me know ... coz i am going to train ... ^^ getting fatter and fatter =x its time to keep fit ... !! ^o^
