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Name: MaoMao Aka MaoMaoster
Age: 21
School: Temasek Poly
Hates: BackStabbers
Likes: Loyalty,Friends,Basketball,Slacking,
Crapping
Someone who tends to be very determined which he set his goals.
Someone who like to bring smile and laughter to people around him.
Someone who will not tolerate insults to his loved ones.

Well .. been MiA for quite awhile in my blog i guess .... past few weeks alot of things happen ... most are bad ones ... T.T haix .. life can be full of fun if u are enjoy it , bored when u are doing nth , sux when u think tat people is backstabbing u wif words. For my life? i think is jus wad a normal person would have ... or maybe not .. if ever my life is been made into a movie,i think no ppl would wan to watch .. coz is jus a no life person who mostly spend his time at home playing games and watching anime ...zZz. For that,i really envy those who can really socialise wif ppl well and make them feel tat they does exist ... or maybe the purpose for them to exist.

Recently i jus realised something abt myself,and i am quite ashamed of it,1stly i dun really know about myself till someone told me wad he thinks abt me, for tat i reflect myself and i have realised tat i am not wad i used to be ... i am no longer the person whom they once know during sec sch or in pri sch ..... yes ppl do change as they grow but whether is they change for the good or for the bad ... it a different thing. For me,i guess i have alot of bad points and limited good points.Well... lets state 1 bad point of me , my time management .... 1 word to summarise it .... Sucks.Well... good point ... lets see .... i nt sure of myself too ... haix.

To those who are concerned abt me .... i am not emo-ing here ... jus some self reflection i did the past few weeks. And as for my love life ... i also dunno wad to say ... although some of u giv me some advice but its not i dun wan to listen or react but i jus have no confidence at all ... ok i admit i have no confidence,no guts.Sometimes i really hate myself for being tat ... despite all ur efforts but i still wan to thank u all for tat .

To the person whom may concerned ... although i did not have the courage to tell u but i jus wan u to be happy and hope u enjoy ur life to the fullest , always smile and be happy. =) *Aza Aza Fighting! (*加油!)

Guess tis is the 1st time i ever mention this thing in my blog ....... =)

Well ... here is a song from a korean show which i watch "FullHouse" which touching n meaningful.

Lee Booram-Geu Deh Ji Geum

Come now inside my heart,
geudae jeeguhm nehgahsoom-eh doohluhwah
You're telling me about love
sahrang-uhl mal hago eejyo
I pray that this is'nt a dream,
kkoom-ee ahneegee-ruhl
nah-neun gee-doh-haebwah-yo
My heart keeps telling me that
neh maum-ee jjakoo geudaerahn sarahm
I shouldn't let you go,
noh-jee-malrago hahneh-yo
and that i should be greedy....
yohkshi-meul neh-rah-myuh
it's saying stuffs that's stupid
bah-boh-kahteun mahl-eul hahneh-yo


Your love that came accidentally...
ooh-yun-hee dahgah-ohn geudae sahrang-ee
it wasn't strange at all
whenjee nah-suhl-jee ahnhah-jyo
But i don't know that our promised
hajeemahn yahksohk-dwen inn-yun-ee gee-eh
fate would become love...
sahrahng-ee dehl joohl mohl-raht-jyo
Sometime later
johkoom hoo-myun geudae
I have to send you away....
boh-neh-yah hahl-tendeh
but i don't have the confidence to do that
geuruhl jahshinee uhp-jyo
You found the place that i was alone at....
nah hoh-li ee-don't geu-jahree-ruhl chajah
Now you're going back
e-jeh doh-ah gahl poon-indae
I knew it was going to happen,
ang-yun-han ill-in-dae
but why does my heart hurts
wheh mahm-ee ah-poo-jyo
Now you're gonna go back to your place
geu-dae wuhn-ha-dtun sahrang-eul cha -ja
because you found the love you wanted
eejae dohlahkal bboon-in-deh
I have to send you,
haengbok-han geudae-ruhl
a happy/bliss person,away with a smile
oosoo-myuh boh-neh-yah hahl-ten-dae


You tell me about Love while lookin into my eyes
neh noon-eul boh--myuh sarang-eul mahl-hah-jyo
but it's a lightly passing by (small/grazing) love
soo-chyuh-gahn sahrang-ee-jee-mahn
i'm so happy right now
ee soon-gan nah-neun nuh-moo haengbok-hae-yo
it's like i'm dreaming a dream
mahchi koom-eul koon gutd-chuhrum
Now you know that
ee-jaeh-yah ahlrahsuhyo
from the beginning
chuhoom-bootuh oo-rihn
we were in love
sahrang-hae-suh-dahneum guhl


You found the place that i was alone at....
nah hoh-li ee-don't geu-jahree-ruhl chajah
Now you're going back
ee-jeh dohl-ah- gal bboon-een deh
I knew it was going to happen,
dangyun-hahn ill-iin deh
but why does my heart hurts
wheh mahm-ee ah-poo-jyo
Now you're gonna go back to your place
geudae wuhn-hah-dtun sahrang-eul chaja
because you found the love you wanted
eejae dohlah gal bboon-eendeh
I have to send you,
haengbok-han geudae-reul
a happy/bliss person,away with a smile
ooh-soo-myuh bohnehyah hahltendae

Can't you give me your love
Neh-geh sarang-eul joomyun ahndeh-na-yo
Is it impossible?
geu-dae jungmal ahndee-nayo
But now
ee-jeh-nun geudae-reul
I love you so much...
ee-toh-rohk sarahng-ha-neun-deh

Great Korean Show.... =)

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Its been awhile since i updated my blog ... well ... things are doing fine in sch ... and well as my life i would say ... or maybe not ... been listening to some words spoken by others tat will encourage me to do something ... but i am still pending whether anot to go ahead .... hope everyone of my peeps are doing fine and hope u all enjoy ur day ... ^^ really nth to blog about now ... dunno y ... no mood i guess .... well .. i did some slight changes to my blog ... *only the background and the song hope u guys and gers enjoy ... ^^ will change my background again ... ^^

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