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Name: MaoMao Aka MaoMaoster
Age: 21
School: Temasek Poly
Hates: BackStabbers
Likes: Loyalty,Friends,Basketball,Slacking,
Crapping
Someone who tends to be very determined which he set his goals.
Someone who like to bring smile and laughter to people around him.
Someone who will not tolerate insults to his loved ones.

Well ..... Been ages since i last blog ya ?? well ... alot of things hav happen during these period and its something tat have change my life ... it all happen on 2nd april 2008 .... when the results came out ... tat day was the most devastating day of my entire life ... grades drop ..... unable to enter poly .... having some problems at work .... well ... wad more can u ask for ?? within a day ... so much thing jus came on to me .... totally broken down ... ever since that day .... the happy go lucky , cheerful Eugene Aka MaoMao has "Died". Seeing many of my frens and some close fren ablt to go to poly really upsets me .... and seeing some fren wif lower GPA being able to enter poly when i am unable to .... really makes me come to a conclusion .... in this world .... its really unfair ... Haix ... toally given up hope in everything .... Life has no meaning to me anymore .... i have lost my goal in life ... my purpose .... my dreams ... everything ... its over ...

*Seems that u have found ur true love .... gratz .... wish u all the best ..... ^^

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don't bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I'm ok
But that's not what gets me

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin' to do

It's hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I'm doin' It
It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I'm alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin' with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do
What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do
Not seeing that loving you
That's what I was trying to do
Ooohhh....

Labels: What Hurts The Most.....