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Name: MaoMao Aka MaoMaoster
Age: 21
School: Temasek Poly
Hates: BackStabbers
Likes: Loyalty,Friends,Basketball,Slacking,
Crapping
Someone who tends to be very determined which he set his goals.
Someone who like to bring smile and laughter to people around him.
Someone who will not tolerate insults to his loved ones.

Hmm... been working OverTime these few days .. due to the upcoming BIG projects tat the company is having ... Thanks AH! hmm .... feeling so different these few days ... dunno y .. been thinking alot of things lately ... My Application to the 2nd intake of Poly ... my NS .... and some other things ... these things almost been coming into my mind lately ... hmm .. something is wrong .... while i guess its jus sooner or lately that i have just got to accept my fate ...

Been so busy these few days that i hardly have any free time myself .... its jus WORK,EAT and SLP..... Wa .... this cannot go in man .... i WAN TO RUN ... train myself ... keep fit .. keep healthy ... BUT ... guess Time is really not enuff for me. There is so many things i wan to so ... i wan to accomplish , to realise but .... haix .. dunno la ... jus toking is no use ... have to take action man .... -.-

Hmm .... someone told me this logic which i find it quite hilarious and quite rubbish actually ... " You Work For Money, Money For Who ? For urself ? For Company ? For Others ?" while most ppl would say its For urself rite ? but there is this one person who say " You Work For Money,Money For Boss." -.-"" wad rubbish is this ... u work so hard .... struggle so hard .. and yet u say is for Boss ?? wth ... dunno wads wrong wif tat person ... really bo brain ....

Haix ... in this world ... Money Make the World For Round .... Reminds me of someone who told me this b4 "People Treat You Differently When You Have Money" Kinda of true actually .... Guess i have to jus accept this UGLY TRUTH OF THE WORLD ..... MONEY is a source of all evil.... True ? Up to indiviual to answer that question.

Haix ... i got so many things i wan to jot down here ... BUT jus everytime i start to jot ... i jus could'nt do it .. haix .. dunno y .... everytime like tat ... haix ... so many things to say .. yet duNno wad to write .... haix .. jus feel so damn down ... feel so no life ... no freedom .... sometimes ... i jus feel tat everyone is jus looking down on me ... jus a feeling .. their mouth say 1 thing but they mean the other thing .... Y? Am i jus so weak ? so fragile ? so pushover ? Y? Y can't i jus stand up for myself ? Y? GOD DAMN IT! Y? sometimes i really hate myself ... really dun understand myself .... i act like a BIG SHOT .... act SMART .... but when actually i AM NOT! OK! everyone out there ... I AM NOT WHO U THINK I AM ...... i jus a weakling ... JUS A SMALL FRY who can jus let u pushover as and when u like ... so jus carry on and do what u think is right .. u dun have to care abt me ... u dun have to care abt my feelings ... jus go ahead ... do wad u think is right.

TO my peeps and BROS ..... sry for posting all these shit ... i jus could not take it anymore ... GUESS i wun be meeting u guys this weekend or maybe for quite a while ..... going MIA ... soon KIA .... remember to buy AIA for me ... ur help is appreciated ... ^.^

TO THE ONE ...... i also dunno wad to say .... haix .. guess tats my prob .... theres so many things i wan to say to u ... yet i just can't speak up .... everytime like tat .... feel so useless .... so weak .... ya .. i ever told u tat i would be brave .... i have changed .... changed for the better ... and yet i have disappoint u again ..... haix .... i am sorry. And Thanks For giving me a period of happy moments ... happy memories ... happy times ... i may not show it ... but i truly appreciate it. Thanks.