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Name: MaoMao Aka MaoMaoster
Age: 21
School: Temasek Poly
Hates: BackStabbers
Likes: Loyalty,Friends,Basketball,Slacking,
Crapping
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Someone who tends to be very determined which he set his goals.
Someone who like to bring smile and laughter to people around him.
Someone who will not tolerate insults to his loved ones.

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Sunday, December 21, 2008
Life ?

Hmm..... christmas is round the corner where christmas decorations are seen in town areas like orchard... everyone is looking forward to christmas .... where ppl exchange presents to each other and children are looking forward to see santa claus ... haha wad a happy festival occasion to be looking forward tooo hur ? BUT .. to me ... i find this yr christmas is somehow different and boring to me ..... does'nt have the happy mood to go and celebrate ... not even to say the atmosphere ... is somehow and someway feel so different to me this yr ... like i have lost something precious to me in my life ... this is the 1st time i feel like this ... felt i am been wandering aim-lessy in my life ... have no more goal ... no more ambitions .... no hope ... nth at all ... all i have left is jus an empty heart , an empty brain and an empty soul. nth can pushes me to strive better in life or acheive something in life .... no more ... those motivation force have gone ..... way long b4 i even realised it ..... Everyday i woke up , asking myself the same question over and over again .... "wad if i can jus turn back time ? wad is my purpose in life ? wad is my goal ? wad is my aim ?" all these question keep repeating itself in my mind everyday i woke up ..... haix ... sometimes is may even seems somethings are haunting me .... restraining me from doing something ... jus keeping me tied .... hmm ... guess all this happen ever since that day onwards .... guess it has inflict more dmg to me den i have supposed .....

haix .... wad has happen to me ??? guess i have gone back to my old self .... BUT this time ... the situation have worsen ....... =x

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